Saturday, April 30, 2005

kicking self in ass

well now...everything'll be a-o-k.
but...i'm still kicking myself in the ask for opening my mouth. blah....whatever.

i already know how i think it's gonna be. i think i know how i'll try to remain. muhahaha.....natural is the key.....hahaha.....i'll try....hahahaha. but dunno if i'll succeed.....args....can't sleep...but i have a splitting headache=.=

args...how can my sister still get 90's in uni??=.= i can barely even get and 80 in high school=.= sighs sighs.....i am trying to focus my mind on other things right now. it's just not fair to me, my friends, or my family for dwelling on things that i can't control.

hahaha.....was your only reason for saying no because of university and my bad timing? hahaha....so in a way...you think this friendship wouldn't last through distance too then....ye of little faith....sighs....oh wellz....i suppose it's time to move on then....

some people would wait...some people wouldn't....meh....i'll just see what happens next....hahahaha...

oh, so apparently i annoy ben. args=.= i try to help him and he thinks i'm annoying? what the heck? args....see if i ever try to help n e one ever again. yeah sorry, i can't help allowing that to get on my nerves. i know that i am annoying sometimes.....but you don't say that to people that try their best to help you....that just sounds a little ungrateful to me. i'm sorry...do you think i'm annoying to? *humph* *grrr* *shakes fist and shouts curses with mad, angry look on face*

sooo p.o-ed=.= sooo upset. sooo disappointed.

anothing pathetic day in the life of sabina. sighs...*tear tear*

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