fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit
i can't handle this. arg!!!! going insane!!!! arg!!!! shit fuck shit fuck shit fuck. arg!!!! going insane!!! arg!!!!! can't feel n e thing, my fingers are numb, the door i kicked doesn't seem to hurt, and nor am i in pain. arg!!!! going insane!!! my head hurts!!!!!
i can't handle loosing things!! arg!!!! arg!!!!!! i'm going insane!!!!!