pleaz ignore the profanity, i've just gone insane, and i can't control my typing fingers, i feel so week. i'm sweating and it's cold in the basement. i can't feel my legs n e more. arg!!! it took me just five minutes to get up stairs to search for my agenda! an normally it only takes like maximum 10 seconds. arg!!! i kicked a door, but my toe doesn't hurt. arg!!!! i can't feel my arms. well i can, but all i noe is dat dey feel heavy, like 100 times heavier den dey were before. i think i should sleep again. i feel a fever coming on, i'm getting all hot and sweaty, but cold all at da same time. aiya. sighs. where has my agenda gone? i'm going insane. if i don't find it, i will be insane. arg!!!! no one's home to help meh control my insanity.. arg!!!! rememba what happened in the movie theatres dat time? well it happened again, it happens when i dun breathe properly. so i noe dat i can't be surprised, nor should i be too upset. yeah, u haven't seen me upset. upset is me when i go bezerk like a mad woman. none of you have ever seen that. because if i were outta my house and i wuz a mad woman, i would have died by now, cause i'd run in the middle of the streets not knowing it wuz in da middle of it. so yeah. arg!!! i think my sista took my agenda! or my mommy put it sumwhere. cause i can't find it n e where in the house, and i've searched every room already. my house only has three floors. my house only has one room to the basement. my house only has three rooms in the main floor. and on the top floor i only have five, including the washrooms. arg!!! man, my sister took my agenda accidentally, dat's most likely da case, i'm still going insane knowing this though! arg!!!!! well i'm gonna sign off. unless u can help me locate my agenda. arg!!!!!