GOD is supposed to fill this emptiness i feel within myself. GOD should have been able to heal me, or have i not allowed him to? GOD should be my strength, my hope, my lyphe, my all in all. is he? it's easy to say you follow him, but to actually live as if you are walking with JESUS is hard. don't be hypocritical when u tell someone to follow him. unless u try harder and harder, den well everytime u say it, it should be a reminder to you more than to the person u are telling it to.

hm.....i have no clue. maybe it's just late and i haven't been getting enuff sleep. but whateva it may be.....i dunno wuz getting into meh. u can call me desparate, but whateva. i dun care. sighs. the truth is, i care about everything, i'm sensitive, but yet very cruel at the same time. sighs sighs