sighs.....jean, ur rite. i still like him alot. i don't know if this is what i can call like though. i still love him. yeah, i got hurt. i got burnt. sighs....will i ever learn to love again? or shall i always love him as if he was my only one? sighs sighs. yeah, people think i'm depressing, sum think i'm stupid, sum people just say move on. hey, if you ain't meh, then don't u even bother to tell me to move on. i noe i should, u think i don't want to? i will never let go, don't u even bother to tell meh to let go. because my memories will always come bak. letting go only hurts me more. living with pain numbs that feeling somehow. but yes, it does still hurt no matta how much i don't want it to hurt. so yeah...