i can't get everything out of my head. there is soo much i need to say, but soo lil that i can and should say. i'm not upset....but yet i'm hurting. i'm happy, but i'm sad. i've been contridictory ever since i can remember. there is no time like the present to breathe in and out. there is no time like the present to let go but hold on. there is no time like the present to just be. there just is no time like the present. sighs sighs. i'm not a good motivational speaker. i'm not a good person, but no one is. one can only try. and effort is never enough. you will only ever want more. i'm typing nothing now, because i'm simplyjust tired. sighs sighs.....