i stare at a pencil my friend lends me. and i can't help feeling that he feels like he's missing something. i look at my house, and i can't help it but feel as if it's moaning. i look at myself and all i see is this.....

...one who does not understand
...one who rises above the ashes
...one who has climbed out of the bottomless pit
...one who is yet fallen in another pit
...one who tries, but never succeeds to the point she want
...one who wants too much and expects too much
...one who loves and gets hurt
...one who will never be comprehended.....