well afta dat nite's rest, i don't feel completely recharged.....at least just a bit. muhahaha=>:D:P well i feel happier today. just that last night, skool really pissed meh off. so in the same sense, yeah, u get it.....i brought that mood to fellowship, wuz wrong of meh. sighs sighs. yupz yupz, not dat n e one asked meh how i was feeling or n e thing, but i'm used to dat now. not everyone in the world will care, not everyone in the world would neglect u either. or even if they all neglect you, u will always have GOD, because he cannot run away from you, accept the one time when all the sin of the people pulled him away from JESUS. sounds like two diff people doesn't it? muhaha=>:D:P, but it's not.....all part of da trinity. well eitha way......i'm gonna get baptized. yupz yupz. i may be a rotten christian, and i should develop betta relationship with GOD before i like get baptized, but i can't help it. it's something i know i must do, and so, eventually, i will haveta. and because it's a duty of a christian, there is no time like the present to get baptized, why wait and procrastinate? the joy of decissions, muhahaha=>:D:P i normally hate making big choices for ourself. muhahaha=>:D:P we are definately moving to like the area right around ken's present house right now. sooo hillarious. muhahaha=>:D:P

man, can't get ova it.....but i really miss everyone, in times of trouble, i'll just miss you people even more. sighs sighs. i don't dream, and when i do, it's not a dream but a dejavou or whateva or however u spell it. just yesterday, maybe it was the inevitable that i'd loose all my energy to keep a smile on my face, but whateva. sighs sighs. i now think i wanna stay single. i don't think n e one deserves the mood changes i go into. like i'd make people feel miserable. yeah tim, i am lucky. if i try just hard enuff to talk to em, to be a good friend, i always get who i want. but dat's just da ways of manipulating in a sense. i'm overly friendly, but a very good friend. muahahah=>:D:P tim....gonna miss you boi....sighs sighs...not that i'm gonna go n e where. muhahaha=>:D:P gonna move for sure, but this house will always be my house, my dream, my world. even though it's far from everyone, i know at least i'll find some joy in it all. sighs sighs.

missie you all enuff to get sick now. muhahaha=>:D:P i'll get ur email soon. muhaahah=>:D:P both of urs...muhahaha=>:D:P