to hold against you for your thoughts, i'm prolly angering you now because i'm writing about you. i always somehow end up writing about you because of ur thoughts. ur sick and tired of hearing me say this, but i miss you beyond the way any words can describe. i'm childish, but yet too mature for my age. looks can be deceiving. thoughts can be lived out by lies. words can hide your true intensions. realization of what i don't need to know, besides that prolly reality hit you once again. and reality always hits like a tidal wave that crushes everything in sight. you've been knocked one too many times hard in the face and just can't take it any more. GOD CARES. love is something u choose to do. love is not a feeling. love is not based on n e thing. love is now and forever. love is what most people hate. what pure love is, u have no choice but to love. pure love isn't just based on a physical appearance, pure love is not beneficial, it has no criteria. what love is, you can't hate, because it's something tooo pure to be destroyed by love.

sighs sighs, i can't help but feel the pain that you can go through, wuz i not once there? has not everyone been there at least once? has not everyone felt emotional pain? does not everyone fall off a bike? sighs sighs. philosophical my bum. i try to be just the way i am. you can't be loved by everyone. u can't be hated by everyone, unless satan touches em. but GOD has ultimate power, now and forever will. .......can't help but think that i'm missing sumthing....can't help but think that there's something that's gonna go wrong. can't help it.

i'll leave eveyrone with this one thought.....
what you can't change, u will never be able to. what you can change, u don't always haveto. but what you need to change, u will change.