sighs sighs, feeling stress from no one, but yet stress from everything and everyone. sighs. i don't know why, but i have a feeling as if something's bad or worst is gonna happen. i know i'm just like thinking too muchie. sighs sighs. i have this feeling as if the world is once more gonna crash down on meh again. i hate this feeling of no feelings at all. sighs sighs. i really miss you people. i don't think n e one ever even reads my thoughts n e more. the more i end up likeing sumone, the more i feel like i'm missing sumthing. sighs sighs. by just being the way i am, i've made myself sad again. i need something to punch, but i need something to hold. i need something to break, but i need something to build. sighs sighs. i don't know wuz wrong again, is this like just hormonal stress or sumthing? i think i'm becoming paranoid with everything now. i've become like a schozophrenic type of person, who either sleeps too lil or sleeps too muchi, or eats too muchie or eats too lil. if words could describe the way i feel, i must say it's beyond miserable, but it's before suffering. i'm just emotionaly distressed now. sighs sighs