sooo gros....have like acid reflex or like heartburn....args...or maybe both....args.....it hurts to breath....and i keep on feeling like i wanna puke...and my stomache is making all these funny noises. no, i am not constipated if that's what you're thinking. i hate this. i don't like puking and so when i do, i just swallow it back down. args.....twice the burn......args......i'm dying at the age of 16....

hm....tomorrow...hm....april first? args.....soo many people gonna play stupid fricking jokes on me i know it. i won't be in the mood. and if they do end up doing sumthing stupid.....you can bet your ass that i will be yelling a whole lot. i just don't have the patience. and yeah, i will be angry beyond words. i have lost my patience. i have become irritated these past few days. i've been running on about 2 hours of sleep daily. and i can't help it because i just can't sleep. sighs.

if i get forced into doing something i don't want to, will i defend myself? will someone be there to defend me? will i be alone standing there by myself? hm. if i am alone, GOD will protect me