you and i have been drifting apart for ages. sighs sighs. and i want you back in my life. i want you to be there to talk to me and comfort me, even when reality is harsh.

sighs sighs. i am useless. i'm soo stupid. i'm becoming more stupid by the day. sighs. i'm sucha failure. i feel like dropping out of skool. i feel as if there is no hope for me at the end of the school day. i feel like vomitting. args. i feel like crying constantly. args. it sucks sooo bad. i'm such a complainer. hm. i don't feel lonely anymore. i constantly know that the presence of GOD is with me. i never feel alone anymore. but i must say, at times, i do feel rather rejected. args args. hm. i'm tired. i'm dropping night school for sure. sighs sighs. can't take all this stress anymore. sighs sighs. if only....if only...