okie. this sux. it's soo funny though. well my daddy says that i never have like a curfew. just that i shoudl call them often. okie....i do that, and i come home at like 12, and he yells at me. says i'm tooo late. and then he says my curfew is at 11. soo i call him saying that i will be a bit late because i ate late and there's still something i hadda do. and i come home at like 11:15. and my daddy also yells at me. keke^^:D:P and then he says he's never given me a curfew, just that he want's me home early. and he says that n e time after 10 is too late. then i come home at like 10 past ten he gets mad. and i told him that i was out talking to my friend outside my own door. and he yells at me. so i suppose i don't have a curfew.....but every hour is a curfew?!!?? my daddy's sooo funny. keke^^:D:P
oh yeah.....my parents wanna meet this cat. they thought i was just making you up too! until they heard you talking to em. keke^^:D:P
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Great Day Even Though Lack Of Sleep
keke^^:D:P let's see this whole day. keke^^:D:P
well it's great that i'm starting school feeling happy!!! yaya!!! and i was sooo afraid that i would be upset! keke^^:D:P
well let's see. as i said, i was about sleeping at like 1 or like 2. and then i woke up at 3 because i couldn't sleep at all. and then i made breakfast for my daddy. keke^^:D:P my daddy wants another b-day. keke^^:D:P and i think i might wake up to make breakfast....if i can.....
keke^^:D:P then about like 5ish 6ish....i went to like on the pc. keke^^:d:P talked to cat at like nineish or so. keke^^:D:P and then hadda leave to get ready for stupid registration photo. keke^^:D:P well i won't get a retake....even though my hair was messed up. meh....it just shows you how i am. keke^^:D:P
yupz yupz. gave bri his gift. keke^^:D:P i almost left it at home! keke^^:D:P but i managed to get it and getting a yelling at, but oh wellz, it was worth it. because i just love giving gifts to friends for some reason. that is if i can find one that i want to give them! kekek^^:D:P well yeah. cat was late to br. and she hadn't eaten lunchie! i felt sooo bad. she also sprained her ankle when getting out of the door. i felt sooo bad knowing that she was in soooo much pain walking every step that we did. then we went to heartland. keke^^:D:P i'm getting to know my bus routes better now!!! keke^^:D:P oh yeah....cat gave me a bear! keke^^:D:P it's sooo cute. it has this little round head, and little small feet and a big (in proportion to it) round body. keke^^:D:P i named it tiga. like tee-ga. keke^^:D:P not tie-ga. keke^^:D:P
well we went shopping for her bed.....keke^^:D:P we ended up buying one of those fold up couch bed like stuff. let's see.....i don't know how much that couchie cost. egh....but i know that comforter is like 17.88. keke^^:D:P queen sized. keke^^:D:P she bought a shirt. a halter it was like 9.99 but there is always tax.....it looked absolutely made for her! and she said it made her look fat?!?!? @.@ i thought it made her look even more gorgeous than she already was! keke^^:D:P it looked like it was made for her.....it was calling her name! keke^^:D:P she also bought a sweater for it...was 20 plus tax. keke^^:D:P hope she sleeps better tonight. i hope her ankle gets better. i don't think she should be sooo worried about her height. it makes her look soooo cute! i don't know. i just think petit people look adorable. at least girls n e ways....short guys is a turn off. but meh. felt bad cause we hadda like take a taxi cause we couldn't take a bus.....4.50.....paid 5......felt bad that she paid for it. and she kept on saying sorry as if it were boring or bad to go shopping all day or sumthing. i had sooo much fun! she cooks well!! and ken says her food sux.....blah to him too. he can't cook n e thing cept white rice and like instant noodles. so blah to him. at least cat'll survive....and he won't....keke^^:D:P
don't get me wrong. there are many things wrong with ken. mostly cause he;s sooo immature. but he's still my friend. i still enjoy his company even though he uses me to help with his homework just because he knows he can. keke^^:D:P i just hope he thinks i am his friend though.
maybe it's because i didn't expect her to be n e way, but she's similar to one of those people like i've known my whole life or sumthing. keke^^:D:P it's sooo great!!!! keke^^:D:P
i hope val like gets better soon!!!! hate to find something seriously wrong or sumthing. sighs sighs.....
well it's great that i'm starting school feeling happy!!! yaya!!! and i was sooo afraid that i would be upset! keke^^:D:P
well let's see. as i said, i was about sleeping at like 1 or like 2. and then i woke up at 3 because i couldn't sleep at all. and then i made breakfast for my daddy. keke^^:D:P my daddy wants another b-day. keke^^:D:P and i think i might wake up to make breakfast....if i can.....
keke^^:D:P then about like 5ish 6ish....i went to like on the pc. keke^^:d:P talked to cat at like nineish or so. keke^^:D:P and then hadda leave to get ready for stupid registration photo. keke^^:D:P well i won't get a retake....even though my hair was messed up. meh....it just shows you how i am. keke^^:D:P
yupz yupz. gave bri his gift. keke^^:D:P i almost left it at home! keke^^:D:P but i managed to get it and getting a yelling at, but oh wellz, it was worth it. because i just love giving gifts to friends for some reason. that is if i can find one that i want to give them! kekek^^:D:P well yeah. cat was late to br. and she hadn't eaten lunchie! i felt sooo bad. she also sprained her ankle when getting out of the door. i felt sooo bad knowing that she was in soooo much pain walking every step that we did. then we went to heartland. keke^^:D:P i'm getting to know my bus routes better now!!! keke^^:D:P oh yeah....cat gave me a bear! keke^^:D:P it's sooo cute. it has this little round head, and little small feet and a big (in proportion to it) round body. keke^^:D:P i named it tiga. like tee-ga. keke^^:D:P not tie-ga. keke^^:D:P
well we went shopping for her bed.....keke^^:D:P we ended up buying one of those fold up couch bed like stuff. let's see.....i don't know how much that couchie cost. egh....but i know that comforter is like 17.88. keke^^:D:P queen sized. keke^^:D:P she bought a shirt. a halter it was like 9.99 but there is always tax.....it looked absolutely made for her! and she said it made her look fat?!?!? @.@ i thought it made her look even more gorgeous than she already was! keke^^:D:P it looked like it was made for her.....it was calling her name! keke^^:D:P she also bought a sweater for it...was 20 plus tax. keke^^:D:P hope she sleeps better tonight. i hope her ankle gets better. i don't think she should be sooo worried about her height. it makes her look soooo cute! i don't know. i just think petit people look adorable. at least girls n e ways....short guys is a turn off. but meh. felt bad cause we hadda like take a taxi cause we couldn't take a bus.....4.50.....paid 5......felt bad that she paid for it. and she kept on saying sorry as if it were boring or bad to go shopping all day or sumthing. i had sooo much fun! she cooks well!! and ken says her food sux.....blah to him too. he can't cook n e thing cept white rice and like instant noodles. so blah to him. at least cat'll survive....and he won't....keke^^:D:P
don't get me wrong. there are many things wrong with ken. mostly cause he;s sooo immature. but he's still my friend. i still enjoy his company even though he uses me to help with his homework just because he knows he can. keke^^:D:P i just hope he thinks i am his friend though.
maybe it's because i didn't expect her to be n e way, but she's similar to one of those people like i've known my whole life or sumthing. keke^^:D:P it's sooo great!!!! keke^^:D:P
i hope val like gets better soon!!!! hate to find something seriously wrong or sumthing. sighs sighs.....
val oh val oh val.....
yo gurl. are you feeling n e better? have you been hydrating yourself well? have you been eating your vitamins and such? girl.......you've had a fever for 4 day straight.....if it continues on like this, you are going to have permanant brain damage!
on to other thoughts. val isn't coming with me today. sighs sighs. i miss hanging out with her. blah....she has a new bf. oh how happy i am for her. blah. i'm still singo doe. keke^^:d:P
yups yups. see, val does have guys macking her from left to right. but that's only cause she's really nice and talkative an everything. it's the image she gives people. not a slutbag of course, but one of confidence and assurance. i don't know....that's what i see when i look at her......maybe guys see differently. meh.
it's funny, walking down the mall with val, it's sooo funny. i mean, we get a lot of dirty looks......halfly well they may be looking at me, or just plain looking at val, we never quite noe. but it's funny cause when someone gives one of us a dirty look, i'm normally around looking at the person, so it looks and feels like that dirty look is intended for me. meh.
haveta fix my hair so that it looks decent for the photo today....keke^^:D:P so yeah......well me gotsta go get prepaired. only have like 2 hours and 10 mins before i leave!
on to other thoughts. val isn't coming with me today. sighs sighs. i miss hanging out with her. blah....she has a new bf. oh how happy i am for her. blah. i'm still singo doe. keke^^:d:P
yups yups. see, val does have guys macking her from left to right. but that's only cause she's really nice and talkative an everything. it's the image she gives people. not a slutbag of course, but one of confidence and assurance. i don't know....that's what i see when i look at her......maybe guys see differently. meh.
it's funny, walking down the mall with val, it's sooo funny. i mean, we get a lot of dirty looks......halfly well they may be looking at me, or just plain looking at val, we never quite noe. but it's funny cause when someone gives one of us a dirty look, i'm normally around looking at the person, so it looks and feels like that dirty look is intended for me. meh.
haveta fix my hair so that it looks decent for the photo today....keke^^:D:P so yeah......well me gotsta go get prepaired. only have like 2 hours and 10 mins before i leave!
oh....ew......
ew ew ew......totally disgusting!!!! i remember why i just like totally woke up now and coultn'f all back to sleep. i had like a vision which i wasn't in. but i was supposedly in a car with someone else, i don't know who's car it was....but it was a familiar car. it was sooo gross......
i mean.....i think kissing is fine and whatever....blah.....but i don't wanna see other people at it.
well it just so happens that val runs out of the car and then sees this guy. she's like.....hey there, nice to see you sweetie....and then gives a big big hug and lands one big wet one on him. and that was my whole dream......i looked away......they were at it for a while.....and then i woke up. what a dream aye?!?!?
why the hell did i see that?!?!? what have i been thinking about? what have i been eating?!?!? huh?!?!? sooo utterly confused!
okay....my mommy's weird. she yells at me for sleeping too muchie, and then she like complains that i didn't sleep enough today because i have a total migrane. args args. haven't eaten n e thing yet for like the longest time. but really, i like have no appetite. i really don't feel like eating these days. weight issues. my stomache hurts....and i know i should actually eat something even though i dont' feel like it.....because it's unhealthy not to eat for prolonged periods of time.
oh yeah.....i found out that william chong is a member of my gym! keke^^:D:P well more like i'm a member of his gym cause he joined first. keke^^:D:P and i figured out that i pay like 6 dollars less than he does....keke^^:D:P why the heck did i get 6 dollars cheaper than his? meh.
i mean.....i think kissing is fine and whatever....blah.....but i don't wanna see other people at it.
well it just so happens that val runs out of the car and then sees this guy. she's like.....hey there, nice to see you sweetie....and then gives a big big hug and lands one big wet one on him. and that was my whole dream......i looked away......they were at it for a while.....and then i woke up. what a dream aye?!?!?
why the hell did i see that?!?!? what have i been thinking about? what have i been eating?!?!? huh?!?!? sooo utterly confused!
okay....my mommy's weird. she yells at me for sleeping too muchie, and then she like complains that i didn't sleep enough today because i have a total migrane. args args. haven't eaten n e thing yet for like the longest time. but really, i like have no appetite. i really don't feel like eating these days. weight issues. my stomache hurts....and i know i should actually eat something even though i dont' feel like it.....because it's unhealthy not to eat for prolonged periods of time.
oh yeah.....i found out that william chong is a member of my gym! keke^^:D:P well more like i'm a member of his gym cause he joined first. keke^^:D:P and i figured out that i pay like 6 dollars less than he does....keke^^:D:P why the heck did i get 6 dollars cheaper than his? meh.
wowzas....
hm....reading my like very very first post......and holy crap......i was sooo depressed when i started this thing!
hm....i started this blog because at the time i was starting to fel as if my weird were falling apart......i suppose in many ways....it was and it has. mah....life goes on with or without me trying to move. but chasing the world is meaningless. one man can gain the world, but what is the use if he looses his soul aye? "yut gor yun ho yee zhan doe chune sai gai, dan hi, yu gor sut hui zor zee gai dic ling wun yau zhan ley zong mut ar?" blah......i would type it out in chinese slang....but i can't even read it....let alone try typing what i wrote......plus.....my conto ping yin always sux cause i talk funny cantonese. and mainly cause i actually type as how you would read it in english. blah. my bad for typing it. but meh....
keke^^:DP finally!!!! i'm tired now!!!! but i can't sleep because if i do.....i'll be getting myself in a stupid bad habbit! args args....but really.....tooo tired.........sleep now....keke^^:D:P
hm....i started this blog because at the time i was starting to fel as if my weird were falling apart......i suppose in many ways....it was and it has. mah....life goes on with or without me trying to move. but chasing the world is meaningless. one man can gain the world, but what is the use if he looses his soul aye? "yut gor yun ho yee zhan doe chune sai gai, dan hi, yu gor sut hui zor zee gai dic ling wun yau zhan ley zong mut ar?" blah......i would type it out in chinese slang....but i can't even read it....let alone try typing what i wrote......plus.....my conto ping yin always sux cause i talk funny cantonese. and mainly cause i actually type as how you would read it in english. blah. my bad for typing it. but meh....
keke^^:DP finally!!!! i'm tired now!!!! but i can't sleep because if i do.....i'll be getting myself in a stupid bad habbit! args args....but really.....tooo tired.........sleep now....keke^^:D:P
school.......
well.....in one week's time......school will be starting. can you believe that?!?!? oh my goodness, i made it past highschool and it's my final year!!! oh my goodness!!!! holy crap. sighs sighs. i actually don't think i will be going to my own prom. it's sad i know....sighs sighs. i just can't afford it. yeah.....i know i blow my cash over many stupid things....but still......i can't help it. if i really want something and i think it's worth it, i'll buy it if i have the cash. that's why i normally don't go shopping formyself. you see, i never really think n e thing is worth it for myself. i just don't think i'm worthy. but this year is like completely different for me for some reason. i mean....this summer n e ways i've spent like over 150 of my own cash. or at least cash that i've saved over the whole school year. and well......most of that money was indulging on things for myself. args args. i feel sooo bad now coming to think of the stuff i bought because i thought it was cute and rather "worth it" args. and i don't htink i even went out and bought all that muchie.
hm....let's see.....
well i will start at summer school. hm....didn't go out muchie.....and when i did.....i never ended up buying food formyself. i just don't like buying food. i don't think food is worth it when i have food at home. that's why i don't normally go out to restaurants with friends. but i do on occasion whenever i can, go to bubble republic because that's all the food i indulge myself on. keke^^:D:P man.....args......i'm gaining calories by drinking bubble tea......oi....@.@
hm...... i went out to buy binders. and binders went on sale, but i didn't spend my own money, it was someone else's. hm. and that was 20 dollars right there because i bought 2. and that was what i spent my money on the most for summer school i think. egh.....then i went shopping with val and i bought a skirt......what else did i buy that day? going to look in archives.....looking....
oh okie....dokie.....
hm....let's see.....
well i will start at summer school. hm....didn't go out muchie.....and when i did.....i never ended up buying food formyself. i just don't like buying food. i don't think food is worth it when i have food at home. that's why i don't normally go out to restaurants with friends. but i do on occasion whenever i can, go to bubble republic because that's all the food i indulge myself on. keke^^:D:P man.....args......i'm gaining calories by drinking bubble tea......oi....@.@
hm...... i went out to buy binders. and binders went on sale, but i didn't spend my own money, it was someone else's. hm. and that was 20 dollars right there because i bought 2. and that was what i spent my money on the most for summer school i think. egh.....then i went shopping with val and i bought a skirt......what else did i buy that day? going to look in archives.....looking....
oh okie....dokie.....
- 2 binders.....20$
- skirt........20$
- swimming suit.......21ish$
- bbt's dis summa, so far..........33 some odd $
- wonderland ticket.........38ish or so $
- funnel cake........3.07ish$
- ddr so far........5$
- Mr. Wei Wei Foxy........40$
- pants........23$
- bri's gift......won't say......just say the original pricing was like 60 percent higher.....
- a 1000 peice simpsons puzzle.........12
so basically the total is like 228.07$ or higher or lower only by a few cents. sighs sighs......i spend alot every summer. args args. the most expensive thing sooo far is egh......my Mr. Wei Wei Foxy. but i know.....my bbt will amount higher than forty soon......sighs sighs......it actually is higher than 33 dollars.....it's more like 35 if anything.....so meh.... oh wellz now.....at least it's take out every time....keke^^:D:P
oh crap.....i still haveta buy like sumthing for ray for her b-day tom!!! crap!!!! what shall i buy her? what shall i buy her?
i have no idea aye? hm......everything that i wanted to buy her.....i can't afford n e more.....blah.....boo whooooo......
Holy Crappers
this sux ass. so today, on count.....i have only gotten like one hour of sleep! seriously!!!! maybe two.....but still.....args. i will never go to bed happy and satisfied again! args args. last night, i didn't feel like going to bed till about 12ish......but i never got to sleep till about 1ish 2ish. and then at like 3......it felt like someone prodded me awake or sumthing. basically what i call "zat sang" args args.
for once, i felt like sooo happy last night. the first time in a long while....going to bed happy.......supposedly caused me to have tooo muchie pent up energy i assume. so yeah......i woke up feeling completely energized. i tried to fall back asleep after i woke up at 3.......tried till about 4:30, but i was unsuccessful. so i just got up and started like, thinking of what i would wear.
maybe it's because i have alot to look forward to today. hm. i haven't chilled with bri for a while....keke^^:D:P and that'll just make my day. and then i get to meet cat! keke^^:D:P makes me happy:D kekek^^:d:P plus....get to go back to school for registration. sooo many people i don't want to see will be there, and alot of people i will wanna ask how's your summer to will be there too! keke^^:D:P.
i think it's just because i am nervous and excited for what's going to happen today that i couldn't sleep. args args. never again will i fall asleep thinking about tomorrow's events. args args.
or maybe seriously......i just am tooo happy and i can't fall back to sleep?!?!? args args. oh wellz.....i feel like jumping around and everything. args args. don't know why doe.....args args. blah.....
at least i'm happy. yaya!!!:D:P
for once, i felt like sooo happy last night. the first time in a long while....going to bed happy.......supposedly caused me to have tooo muchie pent up energy i assume. so yeah......i woke up feeling completely energized. i tried to fall back asleep after i woke up at 3.......tried till about 4:30, but i was unsuccessful. so i just got up and started like, thinking of what i would wear.
maybe it's because i have alot to look forward to today. hm. i haven't chilled with bri for a while....keke^^:D:P and that'll just make my day. and then i get to meet cat! keke^^:D:P makes me happy:D kekek^^:d:P plus....get to go back to school for registration. sooo many people i don't want to see will be there, and alot of people i will wanna ask how's your summer to will be there too! keke^^:D:P.
i think it's just because i am nervous and excited for what's going to happen today that i couldn't sleep. args args. never again will i fall asleep thinking about tomorrow's events. args args.
or maybe seriously......i just am tooo happy and i can't fall back to sleep?!?!? args args. oh wellz.....i feel like jumping around and everything. args args. don't know why doe.....args args. blah.....
at least i'm happy. yaya!!!:D:P
strength
well all my life, i've been living alone. i never really knew what companionship meant. all my life i just felt empty. i always felt that i had something missing in my life because no one would listen to me. i've never been close with my family, i've never been close to many people. but i was raised up in a church attending family. i see now that if i had not attended church as a child, i would have never been able to have come to christ. ever. it would just not be possible because i am the way i am now.
but as i have been baptised in my faith.....i am reassured that i can never run to far without ever coming back. i took that leap of faith. i know i must follow through because that's just the reason why i did it. if i didn't, i would never do it. or maybe that's just how i look at it.
well i know i sound like a total christian nut. but talking to ray made me realize alot about myself. i have alot of chances to help people. i have alot of chances to allow people to hear about GOD. but i never use my chances, because i am afraid of what they may say about me. i suppose it's this that really keeps me away. i am afraid of him, but i know in my heart that i shouldn't be ashamed. or maybe it's the fact that i've always been some how ashamed of my own family, maybe because i know that i love them....and i'm ashamed of loving. because i'm afraid to hurt. maybe that's why. but i can't deny the fact that i don't take the chance to see if someone would run away from my bluntness of a christian.....i should not be afraid....why am i??? why??? it's easier to have a gun pointed at my face and say i am a christian to a complete stranger than to say it to someone who is willing to listen to me because i am a friend....why is it sooo different?
well n e whoo, my strength comes from GOD. he is the only one that always gives me the strength to go on and move on and look past what happens. i am a very small minded girl and i am very meticulous in alot of stupid things. i am very "small aired" so to speak. but GOD is slowly gradually teaching me to accept and be more open minded.
i have finally understood that for me to be the way i am now, i must have faced what i did as a kid. in order to try to love everyone, i must have been hated to understand how it feels. i mean, GOD works many many curious ways.....and you only see them when you look back.
shopping again tom with cat!!! yeah yeah!!! keke^^:D:P i'm afraid to take the bus......but meh......bus ain't that bad....taken it many many times before.
but as i have been baptised in my faith.....i am reassured that i can never run to far without ever coming back. i took that leap of faith. i know i must follow through because that's just the reason why i did it. if i didn't, i would never do it. or maybe that's just how i look at it.
well i know i sound like a total christian nut. but talking to ray made me realize alot about myself. i have alot of chances to help people. i have alot of chances to allow people to hear about GOD. but i never use my chances, because i am afraid of what they may say about me. i suppose it's this that really keeps me away. i am afraid of him, but i know in my heart that i shouldn't be ashamed. or maybe it's the fact that i've always been some how ashamed of my own family, maybe because i know that i love them....and i'm ashamed of loving. because i'm afraid to hurt. maybe that's why. but i can't deny the fact that i don't take the chance to see if someone would run away from my bluntness of a christian.....i should not be afraid....why am i??? why??? it's easier to have a gun pointed at my face and say i am a christian to a complete stranger than to say it to someone who is willing to listen to me because i am a friend....why is it sooo different?
well n e whoo, my strength comes from GOD. he is the only one that always gives me the strength to go on and move on and look past what happens. i am a very small minded girl and i am very meticulous in alot of stupid things. i am very "small aired" so to speak. but GOD is slowly gradually teaching me to accept and be more open minded.
i have finally understood that for me to be the way i am now, i must have faced what i did as a kid. in order to try to love everyone, i must have been hated to understand how it feels. i mean, GOD works many many curious ways.....and you only see them when you look back.
shopping again tom with cat!!! yeah yeah!!! keke^^:D:P i'm afraid to take the bus......but meh......bus ain't that bad....taken it many many times before.
Monday, August 30, 2004
yaya!!
so i called bri on his cell phone. keke^^:D:P do i sound that diff on a cell phone ma?!?!? or is it just because my voice has like changed?!?!? hm. oh wellz. i'm a happy lil kid in a happy lil world.
keke^^:D:P got to go to br. keke^^:d:P got to go to sq1. keke^^:D:P left me being happy. had a lil chit chat with ray. and for some reason....i don't know why....everytime i end up talking to her....there's this sadness i feel. it's not like pity....but it's genuine sorrow. like i can feel how much she hurts. i hope i didn't ask her q's that offended her. hope she honestly feels sooo muchie betta. keke^^:D:P her b-day's coming up....and the only thing i gave her was a drink?!?! args....must do betta den dat next year. but it's the thought that counts. had a great time. me mostly doing window shopping and judging how hot ray looks. which she always does! keke^^:D:P bought a pair of pants....keke^^:d:P totally MY STYLE. keke^^:D:P
yaya!!! bri's coming tom!!!! yeah yeah!!!! don't know why.....but i feel sooo giddy to see him after like sooo long. normally i get to see him every other week during the summer....at least that was how it was last summer....but this summer.....this year......i've only seen him twice......including tom. so yeah. i hope i ain't late....and i hope he ain't late iehter. but one person is bound to be on time.....while the other one is later than them.
egh......i hope cat is having a great time tonight with ken and din din. i honestly wanted to come cause ken invited me, but i couldn't go cause i can't stay out past 11. my parents would have freaked. sighs sighs. so i hope nothing bad happened! hope you had a great plane travel and it was the bestest of travels! keke^^:D:P hope you don't have too much jet lag. so yeah. hope all goes well. oh yeah.....u of t is inviting all of it's students to go to wonderland on september 11. u of t wrapped up the whole park just for u of t students. so yeah......i'm just telling you cause i don't know if you know.
oh saw lilian and steve today at like bubble republic. keke^^:D:P oh wellz. i have no clue who steve is. and i am definately not stalking lillian....if n e thing....i would be stalking her brother....but i just never have that luck of running into him. but oh wellz. haven't talked to willy for sooo long. wonder how he's doing. meh. well gotsta go for the night now. mommy getting a bit pissed at me. so me going. l8a l8a world.....
miss ya all and love you all. at least most people that read my blog and who i know do, i love.......
keke^^:D:P got to go to br. keke^^:d:P got to go to sq1. keke^^:D:P left me being happy. had a lil chit chat with ray. and for some reason....i don't know why....everytime i end up talking to her....there's this sadness i feel. it's not like pity....but it's genuine sorrow. like i can feel how much she hurts. i hope i didn't ask her q's that offended her. hope she honestly feels sooo muchie betta. keke^^:D:P her b-day's coming up....and the only thing i gave her was a drink?!?! args....must do betta den dat next year. but it's the thought that counts. had a great time. me mostly doing window shopping and judging how hot ray looks. which she always does! keke^^:D:P bought a pair of pants....keke^^:d:P totally MY STYLE. keke^^:D:P
yaya!!! bri's coming tom!!!! yeah yeah!!!! don't know why.....but i feel sooo giddy to see him after like sooo long. normally i get to see him every other week during the summer....at least that was how it was last summer....but this summer.....this year......i've only seen him twice......including tom. so yeah. i hope i ain't late....and i hope he ain't late iehter. but one person is bound to be on time.....while the other one is later than them.
egh......i hope cat is having a great time tonight with ken and din din. i honestly wanted to come cause ken invited me, but i couldn't go cause i can't stay out past 11. my parents would have freaked. sighs sighs. so i hope nothing bad happened! hope you had a great plane travel and it was the bestest of travels! keke^^:D:P hope you don't have too much jet lag. so yeah. hope all goes well. oh yeah.....u of t is inviting all of it's students to go to wonderland on september 11. u of t wrapped up the whole park just for u of t students. so yeah......i'm just telling you cause i don't know if you know.
oh saw lilian and steve today at like bubble republic. keke^^:D:P oh wellz. i have no clue who steve is. and i am definately not stalking lillian....if n e thing....i would be stalking her brother....but i just never have that luck of running into him. but oh wellz. haven't talked to willy for sooo long. wonder how he's doing. meh. well gotsta go for the night now. mommy getting a bit pissed at me. so me going. l8a l8a world.....
miss ya all and love you all. at least most people that read my blog and who i know do, i love.......
what?????
wow....seems to me that bri's sex- crazed friends have like rubbed off on him aye?!?!? keke^^:D:P wow.....oh wellz. people change. he's human. keke^^:D:P oh wellz. he's seeepecial. hm. i think i'll go to br tom.....like at 1:30 tom.....so i'll hope to see someone there. plus i'll be at home till like about 11.....cause i haveta go to registration....so if someone wants to call me, call me. if someone wants to go out....sure. don't know my plans tom........but bri......i'm for sure going to be there at br at like 1:30. give or take a few mins cause i may be late arguing with my mommy. which i hope doesn't happen. hope to see you there. and if i don't.....i'll walk home....or at least to jeans....and then home.......
sighs sighs....val's sick. hope she gets better soon.
sighs sighs....val's sick. hope she gets better soon.
Hope To Go Out Tonight
well rache like told me that she may be going out to like shop for school again. keke^^:d:P she's a sweet lil girl with her own lil problems. sighs sighs. i really like don't like the fact that i've written a blog to her......i didn't mean to sound so mean. when i was writing those thoughts.....i really didn't see how they could affect n e one.....i was more like....oh....no one cares aboutme.....see my point kind of thing. blah. but i know there are those that care. the pc is like all i do all day now because summer is about to end and no one has plan to go n e where. blah. not everyone will have the time to sit in front of a pc and wait for someone to invite them somewhere. the problem with me is when someone invites me sumwhere, i don't really want to go. but once the date is passed, i really wished i could have gone and didn't say no. but it's because i honestly didn't feel like doing n e thing at the time that makes me upset. args args.
i think i shall go to the gym again today. honestly, i am way tooo bored at home. eveyrone's like, why don't you just go out? and i will always ask them.....if not yell at them.....with whom am i going to go out with? with whom will ask me to go out with them? with whom would actually go out with me so that well.....i won't be alone? no one.....they don't get the hint. args.
blah....cat's coming home in about like 2 to 3 hours time! keke^^:D:P sighs......this sux......i have nohting to do.....args.....i miss school, but i hate school.
why do i feel sooo unloved even though my mother's like......see, i work afternoons, but i ain't sooo bored with you around, but once school starts....i'll be depressed. i mean...it's not sumthing to be happy about....but she said it....and it should make me feel special even if time being....but it doesn't. i'm like feeling like trash today. sighs sighs. i'm bored beyond my witts. no one's called me. no one's messaged me. but at least i know if i call someone, they'll talk.. when i message someone, they message me back at least. blah. i'm bored....saving me from this living nightmare!
i think i shall go to the gym again today. honestly, i am way tooo bored at home. eveyrone's like, why don't you just go out? and i will always ask them.....if not yell at them.....with whom am i going to go out with? with whom will ask me to go out with them? with whom would actually go out with me so that well.....i won't be alone? no one.....they don't get the hint. args.
blah....cat's coming home in about like 2 to 3 hours time! keke^^:D:P sighs......this sux......i have nohting to do.....args.....i miss school, but i hate school.
why do i feel sooo unloved even though my mother's like......see, i work afternoons, but i ain't sooo bored with you around, but once school starts....i'll be depressed. i mean...it's not sumthing to be happy about....but she said it....and it should make me feel special even if time being....but it doesn't. i'm like feeling like trash today. sighs sighs. i'm bored beyond my witts. no one's called me. no one's messaged me. but at least i know if i call someone, they'll talk.. when i message someone, they message me back at least. blah. i'm bored....saving me from this living nightmare!
Blah
feeling ultimately crummy today for some weird odd reason. sighs sighs. args args. val's phone call didn't like cheer me up at all. args args.
for some reason....on a sheet, it has my writing on it.....which has three names on it. janice yu, iris yu, and hannah yu. hm. yeah, i know exactly who they are. i once knew where they lived. they are all sisters. blah. but they have no clue who i am. so i shouldn't even bother to say hey to them. blah.
feeling sick. rought with the feeling of going downhill and lonely. args args. it's 3:30......daddy should be coming home in about exactly egh like 40 mins.......sighs sighs. but me and my daddy never end up doing n e thing n e ways. blah. feeling crappy. feeling lonely. even though yesterday was spent with jean ann and pat......i still feel lonely. args args.
nothing changes the fact that i am lonely constantly. nothing changes the fact that well....no matter who i have in my life i always feel this way eventually. blah. emotions brought by someone's fever. oh wellz. it's not their fault. it just sooo happens that after our brief phone convo i feel like shit. blah!
for some reason....on a sheet, it has my writing on it.....which has three names on it. janice yu, iris yu, and hannah yu. hm. yeah, i know exactly who they are. i once knew where they lived. they are all sisters. blah. but they have no clue who i am. so i shouldn't even bother to say hey to them. blah.
feeling sick. rought with the feeling of going downhill and lonely. args args. it's 3:30......daddy should be coming home in about exactly egh like 40 mins.......sighs sighs. but me and my daddy never end up doing n e thing n e ways. blah. feeling crappy. feeling lonely. even though yesterday was spent with jean ann and pat......i still feel lonely. args args.
nothing changes the fact that i am lonely constantly. nothing changes the fact that well....no matter who i have in my life i always feel this way eventually. blah. emotions brought by someone's fever. oh wellz. it's not their fault. it just sooo happens that after our brief phone convo i feel like shit. blah!
Fill In The Blanks
Psssst......i know i've done a lot of like survey's recently.........and most of these are just taken out of surveys ......blh..
[Me]
[Me]
- Full Name:
- What You Call Me:
- Age:
- Birthday:
- Nationality:
- Eye Colour
- Worst Fear:
[Favourites]
- Colours:
- Food:
- Store:
- Flower:
- Season(s):
- Ice-Cream Flavour:
Ergs.....What else can i ask other people that is quite obvious?!?! args args.
[Which Kind of Person Am i?]
- Talker or a Listener:
- Serious or Joker:
- Singo or Taken:
- Tic Tacs Or Mints:
- Nice or Mean:
- Giver or Taker:
- Optimistic or Pessimistic:
- Vanilla or Chocolate:
- Cat or Dog
- T.V or Activity:
- Good or Bad Friend:
[Things I May Say/ Fill in the Sentence]
- Love is a:
- Thorns are on Roses Because:
- There's always more than one way to:
- Laughter is the:
- Smiling is better than:
- Whatever you Do, just remember to be able to:
- I LOVE:
okie......i think those are all the q's i think i can ask. but i doubt n e one's gonna fill in this survey n e ways. plus....what i say....i left them vague.....i wanted to see what you people would think i'd say. keke^^:D:P kekek^^:D:P well....me going now......and yeah....l8a l8a.....
Lost
well been on deviant art and like been reading alot of poetry looking at alot of pics. and then i figure out something. i'm lost in a world of dreams. wishing it were fine, but the dreams don't ever fade. everyone dreams of something. their style of writing demonstrates this very clearly. some people can write poeticaly in styles of paragraphs. others write better in styles of stanzas. some of these poems are lyrical and repetitive. some of the poems are pure random, but display something. meh, i neither fit in the world of genius, creative, or anywhere for that matter. i am neither right brained or left brained. i am simply right in the middle. both sides barely used.......whereas most people have a dominant side. sighs sighs. i belong no where except to where i am i suppose. sighs sighs.
to the ultimate chinese, i am super cbc. but to the ultimate white boy, i am super chinese. maybe that's what it means to be a cbc, it means that i am to fit in no where except to be where i am and always need a constance source of reassurance for who i am because i feel like i belong no where. maybe that's what it means to be a cbc, someone who doesn't fit with the super chinese. but i know this isn't true, because i know that many cbc's have like tons of fob friends. sighs sighs. args args. i suppose i'm just sabina and i can't be defined. sighs sighs. if i write a survey for others so fill out......i wonder who would do it? well i'll post a survey up for people to fill about me then i suppose
to the ultimate chinese, i am super cbc. but to the ultimate white boy, i am super chinese. maybe that's what it means to be a cbc, it means that i am to fit in no where except to be where i am and always need a constance source of reassurance for who i am because i feel like i belong no where. maybe that's what it means to be a cbc, someone who doesn't fit with the super chinese. but i know this isn't true, because i know that many cbc's have like tons of fob friends. sighs sighs. args args. i suppose i'm just sabina and i can't be defined. sighs sighs. if i write a survey for others so fill out......i wonder who would do it? well i'll post a survey up for people to fill about me then i suppose
Being Singo
one phrase to my title......i don't like it. but hey....it let's me see the greater parts of life. i have family and friends that love me much without a boyfriend.
keke^^ so it's great. yupz yupz. it's alrights. keke^^:D:P singo life is fine for the while being. i hate winter being singo doe. so yeah. keke^^:D:P and most of all i hate being in march being singo. args. oh wellz. keke^^:D:P can't avoid it......can't hide from it....so meh....may as well try to embrace the truth. keke^^:D:P
keke^^ so it's great. yupz yupz. it's alrights. keke^^:D:P singo life is fine for the while being. i hate winter being singo doe. so yeah. keke^^:D:P and most of all i hate being in march being singo. args. oh wellz. keke^^:D:P can't avoid it......can't hide from it....so meh....may as well try to embrace the truth. keke^^:D:P
oh no!!!!
okie....val is still sleeping. and well args.......party on wednesday!!! i don't even know if it's still on cause people haven't told me n e thing about it yet. args.......bum bum and a half should definately message me tonight....or i'll be mad! keke^^ maybe i'll see her tom n e ways...keke^^:D:P
sighs sighs. val won't wake up till like about like 2ish. holy crap....she has bad sleeping habits. oh wellz. arg sargs. l8a l8a everyone. my thumb hurts really realy badly.....
sighs sighs. val won't wake up till like about like 2ish. holy crap....she has bad sleeping habits. oh wellz. arg sargs. l8a l8a everyone. my thumb hurts really realy badly.....
Staff Changes to OTHS
oh my goodness!!!! args args......as i was reading my oths newsletter, i come to like read a few funny things.
- mrs. brown has retired......who the hell is going to teach me f and n then??!?1 holy crap!!! no....i hope i don't get another teacher like mrs. gibson. she was a teacher that gave us an assignment and never even told us it was our Final Assesment task!!! holy crap!
- Mr. Finlayson is retiring too!!! man, i hated that teacher, but he was one of the best i ever had. i mean, he was really strict, he didn't like me much because i just couldn't focus hard on history, but he was a great teacher. his methods were all quite different than most teachers, but history isn't an easy subject to teach. he did a good job.....he isn't that old is he? he still has alot of life in him! i never thought he would retire....
- Mr. Skilleter. oh my goodness....i never had this teacher ever!!!! and i totally hate it too!!!! so i've heard he's like a really hard marker, but he's like one of the best teachers any one would have!!! args args. i loved walking by mr. skilleter's classroom every morning listening to him hum his classical music with it blasting in the background. it always put a lil smile on my face.....he was always a pretty jolly fellow
- Mrs. Kumagai. i've heard of her.....but i've never had her. i've never even heard other people talk about her.....meh......
- Mrs. Muller. hm.....for some reason, this name comes to me to be supa supa familiar. but i can't remember n e momory of her.....args....
- Mr. Adams, i've never really had him talk to me or anything. but i liked him walking down the hall looking friendly yet serious all the time. i've had alot worst principals in my life....and he was one of those that i felt were one of the better ones. i'll miss having a guy like him as my principal. i can only pray that the new principal won't be much more strict than Mr. Adams. Mr. Adams was quite like lenient on many matters. i liked the guy. always friendly when you did need a chit chat with him.
- Mr. Boelhouwer, he's such a great guy. keke^^:D:P he's sooo funny though. he never got quite over the fact that i wasn't sarah cheung. keke^^:D:P it's sooo funny. keke^^:D:P everytime down the hall, he'd always say, hey SARAH. and i'd be like....no no no Mr. Boelhouwer, i'm SABINA!!!! not SARAH!!!! keke^^:D:P i don't think Sarah or I look much like each other!!! blah.....meh.....
- Mr. Rees, i don't know what this guy does....so i have nothing to say about him. prolly janitorial staff or main office. i don't know many people working in those areas....so yeah....
- Mr. Ullah.......egh? who's he?
- Mrs. Holbrook. oh i think i know who she is. keke^^:D:P she's one of our "friendlier" office staff. i must say, i don't much like our office staff. they are all soo "cool" more like "cold" they never quite smile at the kids that come to the office.
- Ms. McDonald, okay.....now this name is soooo familiar......i know i've heard it somewhere. i think i even had her teach me once or twice......but i don't really remember....args......
Staff who are returning to OT
- Mr. Ruf, okay, this guy is our new principal!!! i really hope he is as nice as Mr. Adams. he's had alot of principal experience, so i can only hope that he is kind to the students of his schoool. man. i can only pray that he is as kind or even kinder than Mr. Adams.....
- Mrs. Apostolopoulos.....oh my goodness......i can't never spell her name.....i always call her mrs. a. she's coming back from maternity leave!!! oh my goodness......she's always smiling down the hall. and i always like thought she looked much like the students she taught. she sure dresses like us. keke^^:D:P she's a great teacher......most times....
- Mrs. Cummings. oh i do not know this teacher. or whatever she is doing. i just hope that she's a good teacher......and i can only pray the best for my education at OT
- Mrs. Griffiths. oh my goodness!!! everyone in my class hated this teacher sooo much, i must say that i didn't hate her. i actually liked her, of course, it was hard to follow after Mrs. Calvert because Mrs. Calvert is one of the best. but if people didn't compare her to Mrs Calvert, she was a pretty good teacher. she was really friendly. i liked her......i just never understood why people where sooo mean to her and everything....
- Ms. Lee.....oh.....her names sounds like chinese, or like korean. hm.......i wonder......what is she going to teach??? will it be math or business?!?!? or am i just being stereotypical again? keke^^:D:P because the oriental teachers that we have in our school do teach like business and math.....so just wonder what she would be teaching........hope she's friendly.....
- Ms Shleifer.....hm.......egh.......her name sounds familiar.....but i haven't heard n e thing about her.....hm......oh wellz.....hope she's a good teacher.....
sighs.
well i'm feeling sick.....jean never came back on line. but meh....i assumed she might not. i'm used to it. i'm used to being disappointed with people saying things that they won't do. meh. totally used to it. maybe not since i'm like complaining about it. meh. keke^^:D:P
listening to my chinese music...
keke^^:D:P
chinese music makes me happy. i finally don't feel sooo white. oh yeah.....some reason....i don't like listening to jap/korean/foreign music ne more. i find it very annoying because i only understand bits and parts of it. blah. i'd rather only listen to what i understand. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.
listening to my chinese music...
keke^^:D:P
chinese music makes me happy. i finally don't feel sooo white. oh yeah.....some reason....i don't like listening to jap/korean/foreign music ne more. i find it very annoying because i only understand bits and parts of it. blah. i'd rather only listen to what i understand. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.
feeling tired......
just feling a bit tired. keke^^:D:P feeling kinda sick too. well planning to meet up with bri one of these days. if like val wants to come........i'll ask her.....but so far......she hasn't even talked to me like a full convo because her mommy's home. and it quite pisses me off though. but i love her mommy, so i shouldn't be hating n e bit. blah. all my friends wake up soooo darnded late.
well bri is off today with his sister to rick hansen to do registration i think. so i'll have no one to talk to for a while......plus.....he's trying to get off of msn. so basically, i won't be talking to him for quite some time. and most likely, if he wanted to talk to me on msn, i'll prolly not be on line. so it's sooo sad. sighs sighs. oh wellz. if he really wants to talk....he'd call; he always does. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.
my thumb's joint is like totally swollen now. args args. and it hurts really really badly now. blah. it is totally killing me, but oh wellz, there's nothing i can do.
think i'll be going to the gym later on today. i like going to the gym in the morning before lunch, it's just sooo fun. keke^^:D:P there are people there, but not enough people to bug me when i'm doing cardio or lifting weights. meh. i've been eating less now, and doing more exercise....but yet i still gain weight.....why?!?! args. i will not resort to what my sister does to loose weight. i just think it's not healthy. blah. from like 120 sumthing......she dropped to like 108! holy crap. she like didn't eat.....and when she did eat....it ould be like bird sized. args args. and then when she thought she ate tooo muchie....she'd just like go and regurgitate what she ate. args args. sooo foul. and she totally denies that that's what she does. blah. as a sister.....i know because i've always been sneaky. you can't do sneaky things behind my back without me knowing ga la. well maybe once or twice because i trust people tooo easily, but hey......why be sooo uptight over everything right? well that's not the point. she used to go to the downstairs washroom to do all this, but after i told her that i can hear what she does, she goes to the upstairs one. blah. and she always locks the door. never once after meals has she not locked the door. blah. there are always other ways in without forced entry in my house. sooo seeetupid. plus....since the walls are sooo thin, i can practially hear what she is doing in my room n e ways. what a numb nut. args args.
plus i say......moodiness like runs in my family. my mommy has always been one that gets pissed off and then happy, then sad and then happy very quickly. but now, after she has like hit menopause and such, she's even moodier. sighs sighs. knowing that i would prolly end up being like my mother, it's kinda scary. i just hope i don't bicker, yell and scream at my kids as often as she does with daddy and i (because sister is off to uni). then my sister, well she's even moodier than my mommy. halfly i say it's her boyfriend's fault. args args. her fault inflicted to reasons of her own because of her bf. args. i sometimes really ahte my sister, cause she always ruins my good mod. she can turn from happy to pissed of in instants....but her foul mood takes days on end to cure. the only time i've seeen her happy for the whole day or weekened was when her bf was home. args args. she loves her bf more than she even loves her own family! args args. she gives him the respect to be happy when she's around him, but she's all mean and crap when it's only the family. what the hell? sighs sighs.
well bri is off today with his sister to rick hansen to do registration i think. so i'll have no one to talk to for a while......plus.....he's trying to get off of msn. so basically, i won't be talking to him for quite some time. and most likely, if he wanted to talk to me on msn, i'll prolly not be on line. so it's sooo sad. sighs sighs. oh wellz. if he really wants to talk....he'd call; he always does. keke^^:D:P yupz yupz.
my thumb's joint is like totally swollen now. args args. and it hurts really really badly now. blah. it is totally killing me, but oh wellz, there's nothing i can do.
think i'll be going to the gym later on today. i like going to the gym in the morning before lunch, it's just sooo fun. keke^^:D:P there are people there, but not enough people to bug me when i'm doing cardio or lifting weights. meh. i've been eating less now, and doing more exercise....but yet i still gain weight.....why?!?! args. i will not resort to what my sister does to loose weight. i just think it's not healthy. blah. from like 120 sumthing......she dropped to like 108! holy crap. she like didn't eat.....and when she did eat....it ould be like bird sized. args args. and then when she thought she ate tooo muchie....she'd just like go and regurgitate what she ate. args args. sooo foul. and she totally denies that that's what she does. blah. as a sister.....i know because i've always been sneaky. you can't do sneaky things behind my back without me knowing ga la. well maybe once or twice because i trust people tooo easily, but hey......why be sooo uptight over everything right? well that's not the point. she used to go to the downstairs washroom to do all this, but after i told her that i can hear what she does, she goes to the upstairs one. blah. and she always locks the door. never once after meals has she not locked the door. blah. there are always other ways in without forced entry in my house. sooo seeetupid. plus....since the walls are sooo thin, i can practially hear what she is doing in my room n e ways. what a numb nut. args args.
plus i say......moodiness like runs in my family. my mommy has always been one that gets pissed off and then happy, then sad and then happy very quickly. but now, after she has like hit menopause and such, she's even moodier. sighs sighs. knowing that i would prolly end up being like my mother, it's kinda scary. i just hope i don't bicker, yell and scream at my kids as often as she does with daddy and i (because sister is off to uni). then my sister, well she's even moodier than my mommy. halfly i say it's her boyfriend's fault. args args. her fault inflicted to reasons of her own because of her bf. args. i sometimes really ahte my sister, cause she always ruins my good mod. she can turn from happy to pissed of in instants....but her foul mood takes days on end to cure. the only time i've seeen her happy for the whole day or weekened was when her bf was home. args args. she loves her bf more than she even loves her own family! args args. she gives him the respect to be happy when she's around him, but she's all mean and crap when it's only the family. what the hell? sighs sighs.
Sunday, August 29, 2004
My Typical Summer Sunday
so, let's see......today...today...what happened today?!?!?
so i slept last night at around 8ish 9ish because i just got way tooo tired. and then i woke up at like around like 7ish or so for church. them my mother informs me that i had to like pick up pat. so we all picked up pat, and it was great. but he only had like an hour of sleep, poor guy, he just never sleeps because he has way too muchie on his mind and way too muchie stuff to do. poor dude.
so after we picked him up, we drove off to church.....as usual, my daddy drives supa quick, i'm surprised he's never gotten a ticket in these past like 7 years for speeding. yeah...we arrived at church way before everyone else even arrived.....and my daddy hadda go and like photocopy stuff. and so he left us and locked us outta da car. but pat and i didn't feel like going to sunday school because well, what they talk about is just not what i really wanna hear at the present moment. and if i did go, i wouldn't have paid much attention n e ways. so we were wandering around till jean and ann showed up.
jean and ann finally arrived like after like 20 or so minutes of us waiting outside. keke^^:D:P yups yups. man.....i'll really miss pat and jean when they leave to go to u and i will see em less. sighs sighs. they don't even know how much i will miss them. in the mean time, i'll still have ann if i can't have jean or pat. keke^^:D:P no, ann is not a substitute, she'll just be more sepecial than she already is. keke^^:D:P
well yeah, jean, pat, ann and i were going to go do our usual walk to like the convenience store and then rabba until it started pouring outside. then we were all stuck inside staring longingly outside. it didn't stop....so we decided to like go downstairs and open the door and like watch the rain pour besides watching behind glass......but after standing outside for a while....my toes...which were in sandals got very wet and very cold. i decided it was time to go inside. once inside.....we were all quite bored. so we opened our bibles and turned to revelations. jean and ann were like confused...but hey....they are the liao sisters....they are very special and have the privelege of me like repeating everything i say because i just can't ever get frustrated talking to them. maybe once or twice.....but meh......not often. keke^^:D:P
i said i wanted to go shopping, after like weeks and weeks of saying i wanted to go shopping on a sunday, we finally decided we would go today. keke^^:D:P and that's what exactly happened. keke^^:D:P we went to erin mills..... i like sq1 better, but hey......haven't been at erin mills for a while...so what the hey aye?!?!? keke^^:D:P i said i wanted to buy something for brian cause i had been looking for it for a very very long time. i finally bought it because i finally found it! keke^^:D:P i was sooo happy. i know i'll prolly sound cheap for buying a gift on sale.....but i got his gift on sale n e ways. that was like the highlight of my day. finding a good deal especially when i didn't even know it was on sale man!!! ain't that just great?!?!? even if it wasn't on sale, i would have spent the whole not-on-sale price ne ways. keke^^:D:P bri, i just hope you like it.......i think you already know what it is......but i just hope you like it......seriously.....i'm not so sure that you would. halfly because i didn't make it and halfly because well.....i bought it and i have no taste.....X'(
well after that......we had difficulty finding a ride home....but we managed.......and my daddy had a driving lesson with jean. keke^^:D:P she's not a bad driver, but she ain't the greatest either. she just needs more confidence and like definately more practice. keke^^:D:P but hey....i need more confidence too. my daddy's like now saying i ain't that bad of a driver because i actually have confidence driving even when i know i make alot of mistakes.
well yeah....that's the end of my day........and i just came home after din din with jean's family .......took a shower....and now sitting in front of pc typing away with my sore thumb....sighs sighs......
so i slept last night at around 8ish 9ish because i just got way tooo tired. and then i woke up at like around like 7ish or so for church. them my mother informs me that i had to like pick up pat. so we all picked up pat, and it was great. but he only had like an hour of sleep, poor guy, he just never sleeps because he has way too muchie on his mind and way too muchie stuff to do. poor dude.
so after we picked him up, we drove off to church.....as usual, my daddy drives supa quick, i'm surprised he's never gotten a ticket in these past like 7 years for speeding. yeah...we arrived at church way before everyone else even arrived.....and my daddy hadda go and like photocopy stuff. and so he left us and locked us outta da car. but pat and i didn't feel like going to sunday school because well, what they talk about is just not what i really wanna hear at the present moment. and if i did go, i wouldn't have paid much attention n e ways. so we were wandering around till jean and ann showed up.
jean and ann finally arrived like after like 20 or so minutes of us waiting outside. keke^^:D:P yups yups. man.....i'll really miss pat and jean when they leave to go to u and i will see em less. sighs sighs. they don't even know how much i will miss them. in the mean time, i'll still have ann if i can't have jean or pat. keke^^:D:P no, ann is not a substitute, she'll just be more sepecial than she already is. keke^^:D:P
well yeah, jean, pat, ann and i were going to go do our usual walk to like the convenience store and then rabba until it started pouring outside. then we were all stuck inside staring longingly outside. it didn't stop....so we decided to like go downstairs and open the door and like watch the rain pour besides watching behind glass......but after standing outside for a while....my toes...which were in sandals got very wet and very cold. i decided it was time to go inside. once inside.....we were all quite bored. so we opened our bibles and turned to revelations. jean and ann were like confused...but hey....they are the liao sisters....they are very special and have the privelege of me like repeating everything i say because i just can't ever get frustrated talking to them. maybe once or twice.....but meh......not often. keke^^:D:P
i said i wanted to go shopping, after like weeks and weeks of saying i wanted to go shopping on a sunday, we finally decided we would go today. keke^^:D:P and that's what exactly happened. keke^^:D:P we went to erin mills..... i like sq1 better, but hey......haven't been at erin mills for a while...so what the hey aye?!?!? keke^^:D:P i said i wanted to buy something for brian cause i had been looking for it for a very very long time. i finally bought it because i finally found it! keke^^:D:P i was sooo happy. i know i'll prolly sound cheap for buying a gift on sale.....but i got his gift on sale n e ways. that was like the highlight of my day. finding a good deal especially when i didn't even know it was on sale man!!! ain't that just great?!?!? even if it wasn't on sale, i would have spent the whole not-on-sale price ne ways. keke^^:D:P bri, i just hope you like it.......i think you already know what it is......but i just hope you like it......seriously.....i'm not so sure that you would. halfly because i didn't make it and halfly because well.....i bought it and i have no taste.....X'(
well after that......we had difficulty finding a ride home....but we managed.......and my daddy had a driving lesson with jean. keke^^:D:P she's not a bad driver, but she ain't the greatest either. she just needs more confidence and like definately more practice. keke^^:D:P but hey....i need more confidence too. my daddy's like now saying i ain't that bad of a driver because i actually have confidence driving even when i know i make alot of mistakes.
well yeah....that's the end of my day........and i just came home after din din with jean's family .......took a shower....and now sitting in front of pc typing away with my sore thumb....sighs sighs......
Swollen Thumb
args args. i seel to like injure myself alot. args args. think i'll wake up early tom and then go to the gym. i only went to the gym like once this whole week. so that's a bummber.
args....my thumb hurts. i have managed to have sprained it again!!! args args. and it hurts sooo bad. hm. tuesday is like registration day......oh ya!!! brian's on line now at 10:27!!!! yeah yeah. that's sooo great!!! well yeah....i sprained my thumb....i really hope it gets better tom......
well me gonna go now.....nothing really much to update.... well maybe......later though....
args....my thumb hurts. i have managed to have sprained it again!!! args args. and it hurts sooo bad. hm. tuesday is like registration day......oh ya!!! brian's on line now at 10:27!!!! yeah yeah. that's sooo great!!! well yeah....i sprained my thumb....i really hope it gets better tom......
well me gonna go now.....nothing really much to update.... well maybe......later though....
Saturday, August 28, 2004
sensitivity
man, i should really stop caring. sighs sighs. it's not like n e one else does. hm. if you look at my arm, people would prolly think i was suicidal because it's like cuts right round my wrist. no, i have no been attempting suicide again. i was simply just bored. yeah, physical pain when self inflicted doesn't really hurt. well at least it doesn't hurt to me. it more of a like pleasure to me actually. but it's weird. i really do think it's more like i am punishing myself for nothing than merely just being a human. meh. dunno. me tooo tired. args args. head hurting tooo muchie now. args args. i'll just go and hug my mr. foxie and sleep then. sighs sighs. my daddy left the house without his car keys. keke^^ man, he's getting old now that he's forgetting really simple stuff that he ought to remember. sighs sighs.
sleeping. l8a l8a
sleeping. l8a l8a
Next Week
sighs sighs. next week is sooo hectic for me. but then again, i haven't been doing n e thing this whole summer n e ways. sighs sighs. i just someone would have like swept me off my feet and wisped me away from here. sighs sighs. oh wellz. but my dreams/fantasy's never come true. well i've had dreams that came true before......but those were dejavous......so yeah. meh. scarry though.
yeah......next week. well i'll start from sunday then.
sunday: church as usual. prolly picking up pat, maybe not. i dunno. then maybe jean and ann's if she wants my company. if she doesn't, then i'll prolly go hom and then go to the gym
monday: nothing. prolly going to the gym. reading, and some more sleeping. and then maybe going shopping with my mommy, which she probably hasta work so basically just boring my ass off.
tuesday: registration. waking up val in morning. going to guidance to fix schedule. then meet up with cat with or without val. don't know if she'll come or not.
wednesday: dunno what i'll do in the day time....but i'll prolly be at a party some time during this day.
thursday: boring bum bum off
friday: boring bum bum off today again
saturday: even more boring bum bum
yeah......next week. well i'll start from sunday then.
sunday: church as usual. prolly picking up pat, maybe not. i dunno. then maybe jean and ann's if she wants my company. if she doesn't, then i'll prolly go hom and then go to the gym
monday: nothing. prolly going to the gym. reading, and some more sleeping. and then maybe going shopping with my mommy, which she probably hasta work so basically just boring my ass off.
tuesday: registration. waking up val in morning. going to guidance to fix schedule. then meet up with cat with or without val. don't know if she'll come or not.
wednesday: dunno what i'll do in the day time....but i'll prolly be at a party some time during this day.
thursday: boring bum bum off
friday: boring bum bum off today again
saturday: even more boring bum bum
Tired
sighs sighs, i am extremely tired. args args. i only got like 5 hours of sleep today. my daddy woke me up at like about 9 or so.......args....that means i have closer to four hours sleep than 5. args args. fine...n e ways....i woke up.....and then i went to the gym for two hours....came home at like 1. sighs sighs. my daddy and my mommy didn't make lunch....so i didn't eat n e thing till like just about 15 mins ago. args args.
freaking val didn't call me back....yet again......for like the let's count......5th time this week! args args. every time she says that she will call me back she never ends up calling me back. args. if she isn't planning to call me, don't say that she will. args args. yeah i know she;s busy and all.....but args.......it still pisses me off because i'm one of those people who'll actually wait by the phone if someone says they'll call me. so i just don't think it's a nice thing to say if you don't really have the intention of calling someone back. args args.
well n e ways. i think i'll sleep soon. my head hurts alot.
gained another 4 pounds this week. args args....
how the hell did i go from like 118 to like 132 in two days??!?!?! what the hell? did i like absorb everything i ate?!?!? what the heck?
no one is inviting me to go n e where.....well got invited to a party. i will prolly go. just haveta find the time to get a gift. i don't have the time to shop....then i'll just stay at home and mope and like just fold stars for this person then. blah.
cat's coming home monday!!!! well not home because her home will always be in singapore...but hey, home for the time being. keke^^ well, we'll just haveta figure out plans for when she comes back. keke^^:D:P
stupid tutor called me today like 20 mins ago. and he's like.....i would like to have a class with you on the 31st.....is it possible? and i'm like...oh, no, i've made other arrangements. and he's like, oh, then you'll just haveta cancel. and i was like, no. he shouldn't have asked if it was possible to have class if he was trying force me to have class. stupid smart ass. args args.
it's like 5:19 now. i know that if i sleep now, i won't sleep tonight. so i think i'll just haveta sleep early tonight. like say.....sleep at like 9ish? that's nice and early. sighs sighs. but it's still 4 hours away!!!! no!!!!
freaking val didn't call me back....yet again......for like the let's count......5th time this week! args args. every time she says that she will call me back she never ends up calling me back. args. if she isn't planning to call me, don't say that she will. args args. yeah i know she;s busy and all.....but args.......it still pisses me off because i'm one of those people who'll actually wait by the phone if someone says they'll call me. so i just don't think it's a nice thing to say if you don't really have the intention of calling someone back. args args.
well n e ways. i think i'll sleep soon. my head hurts alot.
gained another 4 pounds this week. args args....
how the hell did i go from like 118 to like 132 in two days??!?!?! what the hell? did i like absorb everything i ate?!?!? what the heck?
no one is inviting me to go n e where.....well got invited to a party. i will prolly go. just haveta find the time to get a gift. i don't have the time to shop....then i'll just stay at home and mope and like just fold stars for this person then. blah.
cat's coming home monday!!!! well not home because her home will always be in singapore...but hey, home for the time being. keke^^ well, we'll just haveta figure out plans for when she comes back. keke^^:D:P
stupid tutor called me today like 20 mins ago. and he's like.....i would like to have a class with you on the 31st.....is it possible? and i'm like...oh, no, i've made other arrangements. and he's like, oh, then you'll just haveta cancel. and i was like, no. he shouldn't have asked if it was possible to have class if he was trying force me to have class. stupid smart ass. args args.
it's like 5:19 now. i know that if i sleep now, i won't sleep tonight. so i think i'll just haveta sleep early tonight. like say.....sleep at like 9ish? that's nice and early. sighs sighs. but it's still 4 hours away!!!! no!!!!
Superficiality!
well now, let's see what superficial means. hm...here comes what dictionary.com says about being superficial.
- Of, affecting, or being on or near the surface: a superficial wound.
- Concerned with or comprehending only what is apparent or obvious; shallow.
- Apparent rather than actual or substantial: a superficial resemblance.
- Trivial; insignificant: made only a few superficial changes in the manuscript.
and in my life time, i have known a few rather superficial people, but most of those friends are more acquaintances than n e thing else. if you think you are good looking, it obviously shows when you ego almost burns through the roof. if you take alot of time out of the day to fix your hair, reapply makeup, fix your clothes, check yourself out in the mirror sooo often, those are either signs of way tooo much confidence in yourself, or either you are lacking in confidence. but either way, you look at what you have, or what you are, and you merely only see an image. it is being shallow. you reassure yourself in your looks, or the things you have. let alone being superficial it's also what i call materialistic. hey, i'm not accusing n e one here, i'm just simply seeing alot of people doing things and saying alot of stupid things now days. but we are all human, if we can't change our insides, it's alot easier to change our appearance. but meh.
well, i'm getting bored of this....i'll think i'll read a book. oh....i've finished the 766 pages in harry potter in like 5/6 days. keke^^ it's sooo great! keke^^:D:P well i've read some of the parts before. well i think she took some of the things in the book from the fanfics. so yeah. i've read some of it even before ever having read it.
oh sollie, got bored again.
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Friday, August 27, 2004
wowwie
hm....wow. well i was like looking at my like own profile. i haven't updated it for sooo long. oh wellz. keke^^ but as i was looking at it.....i am like completely awed. there is like 116 hits on my profile. holy crap.....how many people have been reading my profile? hm. normally people don't really write. but meh. hm.
yeah val. are you happy now? keke^^ cause well i fixed my comments thing just so that you can like comment from there? is that ggood for ya? keke^^ you never called me back tonight....again. but i din't expect you to call me. but meh.......no problems. keke^^
yeah val. are you happy now? keke^^ cause well i fixed my comments thing just so that you can like comment from there? is that ggood for ya? keke^^ you never called me back tonight....again. but i din't expect you to call me. but meh.......no problems. keke^^
Olympics Are Boggling My Mind
okie.....this is soooo whack.....
was watching like boxing. hm.....and i just saw sumthing sooo weird.....or at least weird to me.....i found it rather ironic.
okie. when you think of england, what to do you think of? at least think of the type of people. when you think of ENGLISH/BRITISH people, do you think of like someone that has white skin with a british accent? okie, now when you think of kazakstan, what type of people do you think of? do you not think of someone who is brown, smart in maths and logics? i'm not trying to be racist, but that's just strictly what i think of. meh...
well it was weird n e ways.....because i saw someone who was brown playing for like England, and i saw some oriental eastern asian person playing for kazakstan. man....weird. that just like totally like made me go wow. no one actually belongs n e where n e more because there is such a think called immigration. but i just never though of that. i always supposed that people would want to play for places that of their heritage. but i totally invite all this. i think it brings in great diversity of all nations. means that there is not just one place for someone to reside. keke^^
was watching like boxing. hm.....and i just saw sumthing sooo weird.....or at least weird to me.....i found it rather ironic.
okie. when you think of england, what to do you think of? at least think of the type of people. when you think of ENGLISH/BRITISH people, do you think of like someone that has white skin with a british accent? okie, now when you think of kazakstan, what type of people do you think of? do you not think of someone who is brown, smart in maths and logics? i'm not trying to be racist, but that's just strictly what i think of. meh...
well it was weird n e ways.....because i saw someone who was brown playing for like England, and i saw some oriental eastern asian person playing for kazakstan. man....weird. that just like totally like made me go wow. no one actually belongs n e where n e more because there is such a think called immigration. but i just never though of that. i always supposed that people would want to play for places that of their heritage. but i totally invite all this. i think it brings in great diversity of all nations. means that there is not just one place for someone to reside. keke^^
keke^^
well, let's see......cat's coming back to toronto like on the 30th. keke^^ but i still haven't figured out exactly what's gonna be happening. so yeah. hm. but it sounds fun. keke^^ so.....i suppose i have met someone from the net aye? keke^^ cause i only met her first on line and then in person. keke^^
well now, let's see......hm......
what did i do today? sighs sighs. nothing really grand. reading my harry potter book as usual. it's like 766 pages.....i'm like only on like pagie 615 after like egh......5 days of reading? hm...... i wonder if i can fiinish the book and give it back to ann on sunday. hm. registration on tuesday. sighs sighs. that means skools gonna start again. blah. no problems doe.
hm. wonder if val can really drive me on registration day. i don't even know well if she can chill with me that day. basically it's just cat, val and i. but i have no idea. if you, you know who i'm talking to......wanna come, you can come and i'll comfirm my plans with you okay? keke^^ but i can't guarantee a ride for ya doe.....so it's prolly da bus......but you love i love you. keke^^:D:P even if val doesn't drive me to wherever i am planning or the plans will be, i'll prolly end up bussing everywhere that day. keke^^ haven't bussed for ages! keke^^ sooo great. i kinda enjoy taking the bus.....unless i take the wrong bus that is. args....stupid val in shower. she must be a miss smelly pooh. keke^^
keke^^ well i'll haveta comfirm plans but hey....all good...keike^^
well now, let's see......hm......
what did i do today? sighs sighs. nothing really grand. reading my harry potter book as usual. it's like 766 pages.....i'm like only on like pagie 615 after like egh......5 days of reading? hm...... i wonder if i can fiinish the book and give it back to ann on sunday. hm. registration on tuesday. sighs sighs. that means skools gonna start again. blah. no problems doe.
hm. wonder if val can really drive me on registration day. i don't even know well if she can chill with me that day. basically it's just cat, val and i. but i have no idea. if you, you know who i'm talking to......wanna come, you can come and i'll comfirm my plans with you okay? keke^^ but i can't guarantee a ride for ya doe.....so it's prolly da bus......but you love i love you. keke^^:D:P even if val doesn't drive me to wherever i am planning or the plans will be, i'll prolly end up bussing everywhere that day. keke^^ haven't bussed for ages! keke^^ sooo great. i kinda enjoy taking the bus.....unless i take the wrong bus that is. args....stupid val in shower. she must be a miss smelly pooh. keke^^
keke^^ well i'll haveta comfirm plans but hey....all good...keike^^
Thursday, August 26, 2004
Mr. Wei Wei Watching T.V
keke^^ man.....mr. wei wei foxy is sooo cute. i put him on a chair and he just looks at you with his adorable face!!! it's sooo cute. aw. he can like sell n e thing. but meh. that's just what i think.....
do you want a big rodent? if you don't want a big rodent you can have a small rodent. if you don't want a big one nor do you want a small rodent, then you can have heat stroke. if you don't want heat stroke you can bbq it. you don't believe me? i've checked the dictionary, have you? keke^^
or i can try to do it in cantonese ping yum???
okey here's my attempt
ley yui ng yui dai su ar? ley ng yui dai su, zou yui sai su lor. ley ng yui dai su yao ng yui sai su, zou zong su lor. ley ng sung zong su ar? gum ley mai sui su lor. ley ng sun ow ar? ow yao cha che deen ga, ley oh mo ar? kekek^^ man....i really suck at this....but you'd have no idea about what commercial i was talking about unless i've actually said it to you in person or like you've ssen it on tv. meh....keke^^
do you want a big rodent? if you don't want a big rodent you can have a small rodent. if you don't want a big one nor do you want a small rodent, then you can have heat stroke. if you don't want heat stroke you can bbq it. you don't believe me? i've checked the dictionary, have you? keke^^
or i can try to do it in cantonese ping yum???
okey here's my attempt
ley yui ng yui dai su ar? ley ng yui dai su, zou yui sai su lor. ley ng yui dai su yao ng yui sai su, zou zong su lor. ley ng sung zong su ar? gum ley mai sui su lor. ley ng sun ow ar? ow yao cha che deen ga, ley oh mo ar? kekek^^ man....i really suck at this....but you'd have no idea about what commercial i was talking about unless i've actually said it to you in person or like you've ssen it on tv. meh....keke^^
Blowing A Fart
args args. sooo evil. driving today. keke^^ i don't feel sooo bad now.....i passed with an 88% keke^^ well that's still a fail legally, but meh, it's a good enough pass to me. keke^^ basically i did like 4 mistakes. one for parking, one for letting someone go first because there was a pedestrian in front of me, made a wide turn because i was avoiding a car parked right after the stop sign, and well, i don't remember what the fourth mistake was. keke^^
at least i past...
why the hell does everyone like to blow farts when i'm around?1?!?
args args......
first at the gym when i was with val......args args....yeah......that dude beside me on the elliptical really blew a stinker!!!
well my driving instructor prolly ate something bad, but it he farted and you could smell it.....ewwww!!!! args args......
at least i past...
why the hell does everyone like to blow farts when i'm around?1?!?
args args......
first at the gym when i was with val......args args....yeah......that dude beside me on the elliptical really blew a stinker!!!
well my driving instructor prolly ate something bad, but it he farted and you could smell it.....ewwww!!!! args args......
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
i swear, it's the last one for today!!!!
1. what kind of first impression do you think you give people? i'm crazy and i like to laugh alot
2. what's one thing you like to do alone? egh.....read if i have a good book
3. are you a giver or a taker? depends how you look at it....for everything you give you haveta take from somewhere.....and everywhere you take...you must give sumwhere.......
4. what have you stolen before? egh.....seriously....i have.......i'm actually quite a clepto at times....but most times i'm not....keke^^ so don't worry..... your treasures are still safe!! keke^^
5. how many drinks before you're tipsy? egh.....to get me tipsy...very very few....but to get me completely drunk......alot...
6. do you ever have to beg? yes......i normally whine and beg for something i want......
7. what kind of books do you like to read? depends what mood i'm in....sometimes fantasy, sometimes historical, sometimes biographies....sometimes scientific......sometimes the dictionary....
8. do you think you're cute? not really....
9. do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends? undergarmets yes.......but if i have those on....i'm pretty alrights...
10. whats the most painful experience you've ever had? trying to kill myself because i felt the world was against me and everythign had fallen apart.....
11. favorite communication method? face to face
12. do you care? i'm a sensitive person....of course i care......why wouldn't i ??????
13. what is your most prized piece of your music collection? don't really know.....i suppose the best cd i own is my burnt jay's fantasy plus cd......keke^^ it's of who burnt it for me......even though it's my fave jay cd.....
14. what is the geekiest part of your music collection? how can music be geeky???? i have like jazz cafe music....and i suppose that the's geekiest i get......i have cannon in d.....but that's my fave classical peice...so if you diss it......i'll kick your ass sooo hard that you have like a swollen ass for the rest of the year!
15. what do you eat when you raid the fridge at night? whatever doesn't smell bad.......
16. what is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? don't know.......prolly passion of the christ.......i just can't bear to see him suffer like that.....even if you say it's not possible to be whipped sooo many times and survive.....it is possible because JESUS did go through that.....and he died on the CROSS, not being tortured!
17. if you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? prolly after i have children.......breast implants....but prolly even then.....i won't.....
18. what is a physical habit that gives away your insecure moments? my eyes star becoming watery.......and maybe i'll start to cry
19. do you know anyone famous? not personally, but i know lorraine shum is related to gigi leung.....keke^^ her cousin....
21. describe your bed? queen, sized, comfy, and messy....keke^^
22. spontaneous or planned? i liked planned better......
23. do you know how to play poker? yuppers, you can bet on it....but i suck because i never have the luck
24. what do you carry with you at all times? in my house i carry my mr. Wei Wei Foxy everywhere.......when i go out....i carry my bag......always a side strapped one if going out like shopping....and like a back pack everywhere else...
25. what do you miss most about being little? hey, who said i was little?!?!?
26. are you happy with your given name? i wasn't always....people used to make fun of me alot....but now i love my name.....can't picture myself being named something else....
27. how much money would it take to give up the internet for 1 year? dunno.......prolly nothing......but someone would haveta check my email every 30 days or so....
28. what color is your bedroom? white....and i'd rather have it white than any other colour...
29. have you ever been in a play? egh...church play yes......part of a school play...but didn't play apart in it...
30. do you like yourself and believe in yourself? not always....but most of the time....
31. do transient, homeless, or starving people - do them?1?!? huh??? no way!!!!!
?32. do you consider yourself to be a nice person? -well that's not for me to judge now is it ar???? so someone tell me, am i a nice person?!?!? but i suppose i'm nice when i want to....
33. do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends? well, considering that i am single......my friends....but even if i had a bf....i'd still spend more time with my friends......
34. what's one thing you wish you could do but can't? turn back time
35. what is your ideal marriage location? prolly like a country club.....but i'd never be able to afford that......unless my hubby be rich.....
36. whats one instrument you wish you could play? egh......i wish i could play the guitar better.......egh....a whole new instrument.......learn to play the clarinet.....
37. something you love and hate? humaity and life in general.
*well someone doesn't know how to count because well....they skipped like three numbers from this point*
40. whats one language you want to learn? don't really just have one.......i wanna learn japanese and like korean.......and mainly all the other asian dialects......
41. what do you order at a bar? if i was able to have something alcoholic.....it would be straight vodka.....yeah, i'm a vodka type of person....but alcohol is like such an expensive habbit to get into...
42. have you ever pierced your body parts? nopes, not even my ears....
43. do you have any tattoos? a henna, which my mommy used a toothbrush to rub off.......
44. would you admit to getting plastic surgery if comfronted? yups....whatever i do....i can say i did....
46. whats one trait you hate in a person? people that can't understand what love is and hate you for loving them because they just think you are using them......basically someone that has traits like winston......but sighs.....i still love that bastard child even though he treated me like crap......
48. do you consider yourself materialistic? no......i hope people don't think so.....
49. what do you cook best? egh......canned foods......but seriously make? ittalian foods....
yet another survey
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]
cute = egh.....sometimes? not really....
friend = egh....i'm a friend to some
funny = hope so....if not that would mean people just laugh at my stupidity.....XP
hot = egh....sometimes....not really.......
friendly = sometimes, depends how you treat me......
amusing = at what time and at which occaions?
ugly = egh....sometimes
lovable = sure, why not? eveyrone deserves love
caring = most times
sweet = depends to who
[FAVORITE...]
5 letter word = happy
actor/actress = dun have one......
candy = FRESH sour patch kids
class = oh.....spare/lunch...keke^^:D:P
cartoon = egh...dun have one....looney tunes?
cereal = dun know......nothing tooo sweet....nothing toooo bland.,.....
chewing gum = dunno.....
colour = egh.....me no noe......most of the colours that are in the range of the visible spectrum?
colour nail polish = silver.......or just the colour of my nails....
day of week = monday
least fave day = thursday
flower = french rose or sumthing.....
jello flavor = egh.......strawberry kiwi flavour.....or any of the robertson flavours....keke^^ or how my parent say it....LO-Bact-Son....keke^^
jewelry = a necklace with just one jewel that dangles.......but the one i want is like worth like thousands.......@.@
song = k-ci and jojo all my life.....
[Person who last...]
slept in your bed = oh, i know.....me you silly!!!! keke^^:D:P
saw you cry = egh......dunno, i haven't cried for a while now.....
made you cry = egh.....don't know.....more like i don't remember la....
went to the movies with = egh......jean, pat....and ann......passion of the christ.....who else was there?!?!?
sent you an email = some carol adams for that survey crap from aa.....
[Have you ever...]
said "I love you" and meant it? = yes, everytime i've said it, i meant it...
gone out in public in your pajamas = nopes......unless to take out the garbage....
kept a secret from everyone = recently....yes
cried during a movie = yeah
planned your week based on the TV = egh......yes and no......i really like csi....but if i miss it....i miss it...
been on stage = yuppers
wished you were another gender = i always question whether i was born the right sex or not......but that's cause i think i act really boyish.....
[This or That...]
apples or bananas = apples
blue or red = egh....blue for the sky......and red for blood...
spring or fall = i like both of these seasons....
what are you gonna do after you finish this? egh...do some more cardio......
what was the last meal you ate = sticky rice with waxed sausageand asparagus.....kekek^^
are you bored = why would i do this if i wasn't?
last noise you heard = some song boy'z
last smell you sniffed = egh.....my own sweat.....
[Friendship/Love]
do you believe in love at first sight = no.......
do you want children one day & if so, how many = egh.....depends.......if i can afford it....i'd like to have a whole soccer team.....but prolly just still to 2 to 4
most important thing to you in a relationship is = honesty, trust, faith, and love
[Other Info]
criminal record = egh....i really don't know what's on it.....
do you speak any other language = yups, english, canto, mando, some spanish, some french, some japanese
last book you read = harry potter the order of the phoenix....and still reading....only on page 300
[You]
nickname(s) = sabz, sabby, sab, sabbers, sabo, sub.....
how old do you look? = i don't know......how old do you think i look? some people think i look almost 20.......
how old do you act? = egh....people say older than my age......but i dunno....
glasses/contacts = dun matter...as long as i can see
braces = used to ga la......but not n e more......
do you have any pets? = yups yups.....one fantasic doggy that pisses me off because he barks too muchie....but he's a dog.....keke^^
what makes you happy = knowing that everything that is important to me is at peace.....
what upsets you = alot......
[Finish the sentence]
I Love = alot and way tooo muchie.....
I Miss = tooo many things that i know i shouldn't be missing....
I Wish = i could skip school altogether and just graduate and have a uni degree for the top of the class and find a good job and marry well
I'm Annoyed w/ = gaining weight sooo drastically and no matter wha ti do i can't loose it....
Want to be = complete
I Would Never = say never.....because everything can happen
I'd Rather = live because living is harder than dying....
I Am Tired of = me being moody
Anotha survey
1) First of all, how old are you? 17
2) Do you believe in reincarnation? nopes, i believe in the ever lasting
3) Would you rather be deaf or blind? unseeing
4) If you found out your best friend was gay/lesbian, what would you do? they are huma too. i do not agree with homosexuality though, but it doesn't mean that you are inhuman. so like i treat many others....i shall treat you...well.....unless you give me reasons other
5) Do you consider yourself a good listener? egh....i don't know.....i hope so
6) Would you rather be short or tall? neither, in the middle average....just like the way i am now...
7) Would you rather be overly happy and poor, or overly wealthy and unhappy? neither.....i would want to be average with enough to live in a house, have what i want but not everything i want and be satisfied, with ups and downs
8) Would you consider your relationship with your parents bad, okay, good? okie dokie.....could be betta
9) Do you like to dance? depends on who's asking me to
10) Are you shy to ask someone out? they'll haveta ask me, because i won't ask n e one......
11) Do you like to talk on the phone? depends who i'm talking to. keke^^:D:P
12) Would you rather go on a walk or watch tv? watch tv go on a walk....better yet....take the bike....
13) What's your dream honeymoon place? prolly a beach.....but i would like to travel the world....so any where that is safe is fine with me...because romance is not asked, but just comes naturally
14) What would be the first thing you'd change about yourself? my patience level, when that increase, my temper will become better naturally
15) Do you think boys or girls have it easier? i don't know.....boys and girls have their own advantages and disadvantages.......
16) If you had a round-trip ride in any time machine, where would you go? i wouldn't go n e where,
17) If you could be invisible for a day, what would you do? nothing, i hate being invisible, but it would be funny to make things fall on the people that don't like me....keke^^:D:P
18) Do you like Adidas, Nike, Fila, or Reebok [or any other brand]? whatever is durable and comfortable.....
19) If you could change your name, what would it be? as a little girl, i used to want my name as daisy or rose....but coming to think about it now days.....i don't want n e of those names n e more....i like me just the way i am now...
20) If you were in a theater and someone was crying, would you laugh? prolly not......i cried really really hard watch passion of the christ.......really really softly, but tons and tons of tears....
21) Have you ever thought you were going to die? oh, yes......a few times....never ended up dead doe.....
22) What's the hardest thing about growing up? living past being a teen
23) Have you ever gone skinny dipping? nopes la
24) What little unknown talents do you possess? egh....only GOD knows this one....
25) Would you eat a bowl of live crickets for $40,000? sure why not? it would get me past at least first year uni if not second too....
26) If this Saturday, you could do ANYTHING you wanted, what would you do? egh.....whatever.....prolly stay at home reading harry potter....XP
27) What's the worst word(s) you know? bad in which sense???
28) If there would be one thing about yourself that you could change, what would it be? don't know.....
29) Have you ever wanted to run away? yuppers
30) What's your worst fear? loneliness
31) What is your dream car? dun really have one.....oh wait.....i do......the bmw convertable 2000 or 2001 model
32) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yups.....three......pudding dog, butterscotch and now, mr. Wei Wei Foxy
33) Have you ever felt you were in love? yups, but what makes you think that i am not in love now?
34) If you were stranded on a deserted island with one person, who would it be? don't know......depends how i became stranded
35) What is your favorite color? dunno ga la.......whatever i'm in the mood for.....most definately not that green you find on those beetles!!! or at least that colour for the cadilac at summer school
36) What guy/girl do you want more than anyone else? oh.......this question.......oh wow...someone that i know that i won't take back even if he wanted me...but i still honestly love him alot and i know he dun like me n e more.....but it's too late for that....i dont' give people like that second chances.....
37) If you could be any animal what would you be? already have the animal i want......but i'd like to raise a fox up as my pet.....
38) What is your favorite gum? anything that doesn't cause my cavities.......
39) How do you eat an Oreo? with milk.....i don't like eating oreos without milk.... actually, i don't like eating cookies without milk period....
40) Do you eat chicken fingers with a fork? egh....depends on what my mood is......basically, what i feel like doing
41) Do you eat the stems of broccoli? sure, why not? it's food isn't it?
42) If you could do anything to the person you hated most what would it be? love them completely without any bit of spite
DOB: August 12th
Sex: FEmale
Height : 5'5"
Hair Color: black, but i think i'll get it red when i graduate.....on my own money
Eye Color: very dark borwn
Location: oakville
School: OTHS, oakville trafalgar high school
Pets: chancey, jack russel terrier
Dream Job: secretary.... it's sad, i know......but i really do like to type......XD
Fav Music: C-pop
Fav Movie: egh...dunno
Fav Food: egh...dunno....oh yeah i do......pho!!!
Fav Subject: lunch....
Fav Sport: badminton
Fave Month: egh......don't really have one
Fave Holidays: don't have on either
Fav Toothpaste: huh? how should i know this???
2) Do you believe in reincarnation? nopes, i believe in the ever lasting
3) Would you rather be deaf or blind? unseeing
4) If you found out your best friend was gay/lesbian, what would you do? they are huma too. i do not agree with homosexuality though, but it doesn't mean that you are inhuman. so like i treat many others....i shall treat you...well.....unless you give me reasons other
5) Do you consider yourself a good listener? egh....i don't know.....i hope so
6) Would you rather be short or tall? neither, in the middle average....just like the way i am now...
7) Would you rather be overly happy and poor, or overly wealthy and unhappy? neither.....i would want to be average with enough to live in a house, have what i want but not everything i want and be satisfied, with ups and downs
8) Would you consider your relationship with your parents bad, okay, good? okie dokie.....could be betta
9) Do you like to dance? depends on who's asking me to
10) Are you shy to ask someone out? they'll haveta ask me, because i won't ask n e one......
11) Do you like to talk on the phone? depends who i'm talking to. keke^^:D:P
12) Would you rather go on a walk or watch tv? watch tv go on a walk....better yet....take the bike....
13) What's your dream honeymoon place? prolly a beach.....but i would like to travel the world....so any where that is safe is fine with me...because romance is not asked, but just comes naturally
14) What would be the first thing you'd change about yourself? my patience level, when that increase, my temper will become better naturally
15) Do you think boys or girls have it easier? i don't know.....boys and girls have their own advantages and disadvantages.......
16) If you had a round-trip ride in any time machine, where would you go? i wouldn't go n e where,
17) If you could be invisible for a day, what would you do? nothing, i hate being invisible, but it would be funny to make things fall on the people that don't like me....keke^^:D:P
18) Do you like Adidas, Nike, Fila, or Reebok [or any other brand]? whatever is durable and comfortable.....
19) If you could change your name, what would it be? as a little girl, i used to want my name as daisy or rose....but coming to think about it now days.....i don't want n e of those names n e more....i like me just the way i am now...
20) If you were in a theater and someone was crying, would you laugh? prolly not......i cried really really hard watch passion of the christ.......really really softly, but tons and tons of tears....
21) Have you ever thought you were going to die? oh, yes......a few times....never ended up dead doe.....
22) What's the hardest thing about growing up? living past being a teen
23) Have you ever gone skinny dipping? nopes la
24) What little unknown talents do you possess? egh....only GOD knows this one....
25) Would you eat a bowl of live crickets for $40,000? sure why not? it would get me past at least first year uni if not second too....
26) If this Saturday, you could do ANYTHING you wanted, what would you do? egh.....whatever.....prolly stay at home reading harry potter....XP
27) What's the worst word(s) you know? bad in which sense???
28) If there would be one thing about yourself that you could change, what would it be? don't know.....
29) Have you ever wanted to run away? yuppers
30) What's your worst fear? loneliness
31) What is your dream car? dun really have one.....oh wait.....i do......the bmw convertable 2000 or 2001 model
32) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yups.....three......pudding dog, butterscotch and now, mr. Wei Wei Foxy
33) Have you ever felt you were in love? yups, but what makes you think that i am not in love now?
34) If you were stranded on a deserted island with one person, who would it be? don't know......depends how i became stranded
35) What is your favorite color? dunno ga la.......whatever i'm in the mood for.....most definately not that green you find on those beetles!!! or at least that colour for the cadilac at summer school
36) What guy/girl do you want more than anyone else? oh.......this question.......oh wow...someone that i know that i won't take back even if he wanted me...but i still honestly love him alot and i know he dun like me n e more.....but it's too late for that....i dont' give people like that second chances.....
37) If you could be any animal what would you be? already have the animal i want......but i'd like to raise a fox up as my pet.....
38) What is your favorite gum? anything that doesn't cause my cavities.......
39) How do you eat an Oreo? with milk.....i don't like eating oreos without milk.... actually, i don't like eating cookies without milk period....
40) Do you eat chicken fingers with a fork? egh....depends on what my mood is......basically, what i feel like doing
41) Do you eat the stems of broccoli? sure, why not? it's food isn't it?
42) If you could do anything to the person you hated most what would it be? love them completely without any bit of spite
DOB: August 12th
Sex: FEmale
Height : 5'5"
Hair Color: black, but i think i'll get it red when i graduate.....on my own money
Eye Color: very dark borwn
Location: oakville
School: OTHS, oakville trafalgar high school
Pets: chancey, jack russel terrier
Dream Job: secretary.... it's sad, i know......but i really do like to type......XD
Fav Music: C-pop
Fav Movie: egh...dunno
Fav Food: egh...dunno....oh yeah i do......pho!!!
Fav Subject: lunch....
Fav Sport: badminton
Fave Month: egh......don't really have one
Fave Holidays: don't have on either
Fav Toothpaste: huh? how should i know this???
Depression
hm. everyone goes through it. just depends on the reason why and for how long. you can't really stop it. but the thing is, if you want to feel beter more quickly, try to find within yourself the very key to your being. once you've found that key, it is easy for you to solve problems.
i can only pray that all goes well and you won't be depressed for long.
i can only pray that all goes well and you won't be depressed for long.
not again!!!!
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KEKE^^ it's me bored AGAIN!!!!!
1.1st school you attended:-- st. Vincent elementry
2.1st friend you had when you entered school: sighs....don't really remember having a friend when i entered school
3.1st ambition: to be a teacher just like MRS. ROGERS
4.1st award you received: never recieved an award.....tooo stupid for everything......
5.1st hero: don't remember having one.....oh yeah....GOD....
6.1st time you were sent to the principal for disciplinary actions: don't remember a time.....
7.1st time you failed in school: don't know....failed too many times.....
8.1st college entrance exam you took: don't think i'll be taking one actually
9.1st teacher in college: not in college yet
10.1st job: first job....worked at a bbt place....keke^^
11.1st goal you achieved: don't really remember.....i don't really set goals for myself
12.1st crush: hm......really don't remember this one...
13.1st person who gave you flowers: i've never recieved any flower let alone flowerS
14.1st date: can't remember.....
15.1st boyfriend / girlfriend: egh....some guy named Matthew Leon. Chines kid that didn't like speaking chinese unless it was to me.....keke^^:D:P
16.1st kiss: um....dunno
17.1st movie you watched with a bf / gf: dunno.....can't remember....
18.1st fight with a bf / gf: dunno......sighs....don't really fight with my bf's....we have disagreements, but i've never fought.....because fighting includes yelling....i don't yell at my bfs....and they sure as hell shouldn't yell at me....
19.1st break-up: what type? me on the recieving or me one the giving side? in n e case....let's just forget about it all
20.1st time you cheated on your bf / gf: neva!!!!
21.1st gift you received from a bf / gf: a box of almond cover chcolates and a beanie baby bear collectors edition "princess"
22.1st gift you gave to a bf / gf: egh......my love???? yeah....corny i know....but that would always be my first gift before anything material la.......i don't give anyone n e thing unless i love the person or feel obliged to give one...
23.1st record you bought: don't ever remember buying one....
24.1st song you sang infront of many people: i don't know????
25.1st musical instrument you learned to play: one of the fob instruments.....da piano......
26.1st concert you watched: never watched one....sad ain't it?
27.1st celebrity you saw in person: never saw one....and if i did.....i prolly didn't have my glasses on so i wouldn't know who it was n e ways.....
28.1st TV show you really liked: da simpsons!
29.1st book you bought: egh....one that i bought for myself???? egh.....dun remember....prolly something from those bookorders that i paid for myself! keke^^
30.1st sport you played: team sport or individual? track and field....
31.1st sleepover: wow.....don't remember.....either fiona lam's, or like yun ting chua's....
32.1st terrible fight: don't remember....prolly with my motha...
33.1st prank: egh.....i don't know if i've actually ever pranked n e one before....
34.1st inaanak: huh? what's dat????
35.1st debut party you attended: nopes...never....
36.1st time you entered a bar: oh....wow......egh....grade 7......
37.1st bestfriend: don't know....really don't know...
38.1st wedding you attended: emily and daniels....
39.1st person who greeted you on your last birthday: first person that greeted me....my sister....she purposely woke me up to say happy b-day to me!
40.1st friend in friendster: i dunno.......on my other account....cherry.....on my mysterious_mystic_gurl account.....i think it was jenny....
41.1st time you got lost: in egh......that dixie outlet mall....when i was like 6 or 7.....or maybe even 8....
42.1st cellphone: don't own one because daddy doesn't want me to have one....
43.1st cellphone ringtone: don't have one......
44.1st collection: marbles....
45.1st time you felt proud of yourself: not really sure when i've actually felt proud of myself.....oh i know.....everytime i've actually been happy!!!!! and not pessemistic!!!!
46.1st time you saw a ghost: i dunno.....in my dreams????
47.1st rollercoaster ride: first one ever was the one in marine land....keke^^
48.1st time you tried smoking: first and only time.....grade 8
49.1st alcoholic drink you had: keke^^ champaign.....i think....either that or white wine....
50.1st time you spent the night alone: don't remember......i'm almost always home alone n e ways....
2.1st friend you had when you entered school: sighs....don't really remember having a friend when i entered school
3.1st ambition: to be a teacher just like MRS. ROGERS
4.1st award you received: never recieved an award.....tooo stupid for everything......
5.1st hero: don't remember having one.....oh yeah....GOD....
6.1st time you were sent to the principal for disciplinary actions: don't remember a time.....
7.1st time you failed in school: don't know....failed too many times.....
8.1st college entrance exam you took: don't think i'll be taking one actually
9.1st teacher in college: not in college yet
10.1st job: first job....worked at a bbt place....keke^^
11.1st goal you achieved: don't really remember.....i don't really set goals for myself
12.1st crush: hm......really don't remember this one...
13.1st person who gave you flowers: i've never recieved any flower let alone flowerS
14.1st date: can't remember.....
15.1st boyfriend / girlfriend: egh....some guy named Matthew Leon. Chines kid that didn't like speaking chinese unless it was to me.....keke^^:D:P
16.1st kiss: um....dunno
17.1st movie you watched with a bf / gf: dunno.....can't remember....
18.1st fight with a bf / gf: dunno......sighs....don't really fight with my bf's....we have disagreements, but i've never fought.....because fighting includes yelling....i don't yell at my bfs....and they sure as hell shouldn't yell at me....
19.1st break-up: what type? me on the recieving or me one the giving side? in n e case....let's just forget about it all
20.1st time you cheated on your bf / gf: neva!!!!
21.1st gift you received from a bf / gf: a box of almond cover chcolates and a beanie baby bear collectors edition "princess"
22.1st gift you gave to a bf / gf: egh......my love???? yeah....corny i know....but that would always be my first gift before anything material la.......i don't give anyone n e thing unless i love the person or feel obliged to give one...
23.1st record you bought: don't ever remember buying one....
24.1st song you sang infront of many people: i don't know????
25.1st musical instrument you learned to play: one of the fob instruments.....da piano......
26.1st concert you watched: never watched one....sad ain't it?
27.1st celebrity you saw in person: never saw one....and if i did.....i prolly didn't have my glasses on so i wouldn't know who it was n e ways.....
28.1st TV show you really liked: da simpsons!
29.1st book you bought: egh....one that i bought for myself???? egh.....dun remember....prolly something from those bookorders that i paid for myself! keke^^
30.1st sport you played: team sport or individual? track and field....
31.1st sleepover: wow.....don't remember.....either fiona lam's, or like yun ting chua's....
32.1st terrible fight: don't remember....prolly with my motha...
33.1st prank: egh.....i don't know if i've actually ever pranked n e one before....
34.1st inaanak: huh? what's dat????
35.1st debut party you attended: nopes...never....
36.1st time you entered a bar: oh....wow......egh....grade 7......
37.1st bestfriend: don't know....really don't know...
38.1st wedding you attended: emily and daniels....
39.1st person who greeted you on your last birthday: first person that greeted me....my sister....she purposely woke me up to say happy b-day to me!
40.1st friend in friendster: i dunno.......on my other account....cherry.....on my mysterious_mystic_gurl account.....i think it was jenny....
41.1st time you got lost: in egh......that dixie outlet mall....when i was like 6 or 7.....or maybe even 8....
42.1st cellphone: don't own one because daddy doesn't want me to have one....
43.1st cellphone ringtone: don't have one......
44.1st collection: marbles....
45.1st time you felt proud of yourself: not really sure when i've actually felt proud of myself.....oh i know.....everytime i've actually been happy!!!!! and not pessemistic!!!!
46.1st time you saw a ghost: i dunno.....in my dreams????
47.1st rollercoaster ride: first one ever was the one in marine land....keke^^
48.1st time you tried smoking: first and only time.....grade 8
49.1st alcoholic drink you had: keke^^ champaign.....i think....either that or white wine....
50.1st time you spent the night alone: don't remember......i'm almost always home alone n e ways....
Let's Just Say Lil Sabby Here Got Bored Again!
____YOUR LIFE____
[ ] they call me: Sabina
[ ] also: Sabz, Sabby, Sab
[ ] age: 17 now!!!! yeah yeah
[ ] status: singo....sighs sighs
[ ] occupation: student
[ ] nationality: chinese/hong kongnese
[ ] best friend: bri boi
[ ] most memorable memory: hm.....dunno
[ ] first word uttered: mommy neva told me
[ ] first best friend ever: dunno.....can't really remember many friends as a kid
____FAST FORWARD____
[ ] college planning to go: going to a uni....but if i must choose? humber?
[ ] wedding: dunno da date, i want it in the fall, or winter.....the guy? dunno
[ ] children: 2 or 4.....
[ ] looking forward to: finishing uni and graduating highskool
[ ] NOT looking forward to: crying my eyes out over sumthing very very stupid and upset
____PLAY____
[ ] feeling: Bored
[ ] Listening: chinese music.....
[ ] Talking: in my head yes....
[ ] doing: typing up my stupid answers to this survey
[ ] craving: to go out some time soon....but that's not going to happen....sigh...
[ ] thinking of: how should i answer the next q's
____LOVE?____
[ ] love is: not always sweet and not always happy
[ ] first love: family and friends.....and egh......some guy......
[ ] current love: none.....except my mr. wei wei foxy...keke^^:D:P j/ks j/ks
[ ] best love song: well my fave is all my life by k-ci and jojo.....
[ ] true or false: true of false to what??? ew.....sooo stupid q!!!!
[ ] is there such thing as love @ firstsight?: no, that would just be lust.....
____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[ ] turn ons: a big nice smile with clean teeth....
[ ] turn offs: putting some other girl down cause they pissed off....
[ ] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gfmatter to you?: yes, and not really......because if they don't like the guy....i'd just say i'm not with him.....but if they do....i'll tell them a week later that i'm with the person.....but my parents still think i'm tooo innocent and don't like guys.....blah....
[ ] what kinda hair style?: doesn't matter.....as long as they look decent and respectable...
[ ] The sweetest thing dat the opposite sexcan do for you: don't know yet.....
[ ] are you the type of person to holler n askfor numbers? : no, what kinda person do you think i am?!?!?!
____PICKY PICKY____
[ ] dog or cat:: puppy
[ ] short or long hair: for myself, i prefer long hair....cept that short hair ain't doing too bad for me...so kekeke^^
[ ] innie or outie: innie
[ ] sunShine or rain: depends on how bright the sun is and how hard it's raining
[ ] basketball or football: neither
[ ] righty or lefty: i'm ambidextrious.......but i'm mainly a righty
[ ] hugs or kisses: doesn't matter.....i'm neither type of person depending on who you are to me......
[ ] bf/gf or best friend: both....by boi friend can be my best friend....
[ ] starbucks or jamba juice: what the heck is jamba juice is that sum sort of american thing??? never had it...so i don't like neither.....halfly because i don't like coffee...and i have never tried jamba juice
[ ] written letters or e-mails: written
[ ] playstation or nintendo: ps ar!!!!
[ ] disney or nickelodeon: disney
[ ] car or motorcycle: when i'm rich....i'll have both...keke^^
[ ] house party or club: both of course!!!!
[ ] sing or dance: i wanna learn to dance.....but i can sing pretty decently....
____MISCELLANEOUS____
[ ] can you swim?: yes val i can......and my bikini top won't fall off.....
[ ] whats your most embarrassing moment? i make a fool out of myself everyday......dun have one specifically
[ ] what is your greatest accomplishment? dunno.....done many things that were accomplishments at the time.....
[ ] do you like tomatoes?: they are alright.....
[ ] last doctor visit: egh.....well i went to the doctors about like a few weeks ago....
[ ] last phone call: val....
[ ] they call me: Sabina
[ ] also: Sabz, Sabby, Sab
[ ] age: 17 now!!!! yeah yeah
[ ] status: singo....sighs sighs
[ ] occupation: student
[ ] nationality: chinese/hong kongnese
[ ] best friend: bri boi
[ ] most memorable memory: hm.....dunno
[ ] first word uttered: mommy neva told me
[ ] first best friend ever: dunno.....can't really remember many friends as a kid
____FAST FORWARD____
[ ] college planning to go: going to a uni....but if i must choose? humber?
[ ] wedding: dunno da date, i want it in the fall, or winter.....the guy? dunno
[ ] children: 2 or 4.....
[ ] looking forward to: finishing uni and graduating highskool
[ ] NOT looking forward to: crying my eyes out over sumthing very very stupid and upset
____PLAY____
[ ] feeling: Bored
[ ] Listening: chinese music.....
[ ] Talking: in my head yes....
[ ] doing: typing up my stupid answers to this survey
[ ] craving: to go out some time soon....but that's not going to happen....sigh...
[ ] thinking of: how should i answer the next q's
____LOVE?____
[ ] love is: not always sweet and not always happy
[ ] first love: family and friends.....and egh......some guy......
[ ] current love: none.....except my mr. wei wei foxy...keke^^:D:P j/ks j/ks
[ ] best love song: well my fave is all my life by k-ci and jojo.....
[ ] true or false: true of false to what??? ew.....sooo stupid q!!!!
[ ] is there such thing as love @ firstsight?: no, that would just be lust.....
____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[ ] turn ons: a big nice smile with clean teeth....
[ ] turn offs: putting some other girl down cause they pissed off....
[ ] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gfmatter to you?: yes, and not really......because if they don't like the guy....i'd just say i'm not with him.....but if they do....i'll tell them a week later that i'm with the person.....but my parents still think i'm tooo innocent and don't like guys.....blah....
[ ] what kinda hair style?: doesn't matter.....as long as they look decent and respectable...
[ ] The sweetest thing dat the opposite sexcan do for you: don't know yet.....
[ ] are you the type of person to holler n askfor numbers? : no, what kinda person do you think i am?!?!?!
____PICKY PICKY____
[ ] dog or cat:: puppy
[ ] short or long hair: for myself, i prefer long hair....cept that short hair ain't doing too bad for me...so kekeke^^
[ ] innie or outie: innie
[ ] sunShine or rain: depends on how bright the sun is and how hard it's raining
[ ] basketball or football: neither
[ ] righty or lefty: i'm ambidextrious.......but i'm mainly a righty
[ ] hugs or kisses: doesn't matter.....i'm neither type of person depending on who you are to me......
[ ] bf/gf or best friend: both....by boi friend can be my best friend....
[ ] starbucks or jamba juice: what the heck is jamba juice is that sum sort of american thing??? never had it...so i don't like neither.....halfly because i don't like coffee...and i have never tried jamba juice
[ ] written letters or e-mails: written
[ ] playstation or nintendo: ps ar!!!!
[ ] disney or nickelodeon: disney
[ ] car or motorcycle: when i'm rich....i'll have both...keke^^
[ ] house party or club: both of course!!!!
[ ] sing or dance: i wanna learn to dance.....but i can sing pretty decently....
____MISCELLANEOUS____
[ ] can you swim?: yes val i can......and my bikini top won't fall off.....
[ ] whats your most embarrassing moment? i make a fool out of myself everyday......dun have one specifically
[ ] what is your greatest accomplishment? dunno.....done many things that were accomplishments at the time.....
[ ] do you like tomatoes?: they are alright.....
[ ] last doctor visit: egh.....well i went to the doctors about like a few weeks ago....
[ ] last phone call: val....
Stupid pc!!!!!
args args. i hate this pc. i finally understand why i bought a new pc. it's because this pc sux!!! args args. and my mommy hasn't fixed my pc yet!!!! args args. this is annoying me really really bad. args args. this is pissing me off sooo bad. args args. evil evil.
Mr. Monkey, Mr. Foxy, Peace, Smiles, Sabz
yeah val.....your comment made me laugh really hard. keke^^
well yeah.....i posted a whole post for this title right here, but stupid blogger logged me out and i wasn't able to post it. and now i don't feel like rewriting all that i wrote.....so la dee da.......keke^^ blogger can just kiss my bum bum. keke^^:D:P
well yeah yeah. keke^^
well yeah.....i posted a whole post for this title right here, but stupid blogger logged me out and i wasn't able to post it. and now i don't feel like rewriting all that i wrote.....so la dee da.......keke^^ blogger can just kiss my bum bum. keke^^:D:P
well yeah yeah. keke^^
args!!!
why does fricken blogger keep messing up my things??? a rgs args.....i like lost my whole entire entry......bugga!
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
You Can't Hide
if you really won't tell me, all i haveta do is hack onto your pc. i am capable. but then again, i haven't done it for sooo long i don't even know if i am still able to. args args. i don't think i wanna get caught though....so i ain't gonna waste my time searching your ip and such....args args....it's just not worth it. blah blah. well ne ways.....meh bored....been finding next blog butting on that thing for sooo long....still haven't found the person i wanted to find yet....but it don't matta
Great Wall of Smiles
preturbed......disturbed....blah......meh. meh just completely bored. outta my mind. that's what i do when i'm on msn. keke^^ well yupz yupz....no problems for me n e ways...keke^^ yeah.....my great wall of smiles is like something i named after a convo with like bri. keke^^ i don't really remember what we were talking about....but then i suddenly just copied and pasted all my :D and named it the great wall of smiles after the great wall of china. i don't know why i said that....don't ask me. keke^^ i'm just a freak. but me seeeeepecial cause me sabby. keke^^
don't know what will happen from now on.....it will never be the same at school ne more....but hey.....no one said we can't try......i suppose....
don't know what will happen from now on.....it will never be the same at school ne more....but hey.....no one said we can't try......i suppose....
Falling ill
hm....i know that saying i am falling ill is grammatically incorrect. i am becoming sick is the right term. but it felt good to type something wrong as my title. just sounds better. keke^^
well it's true. i'm becoming sick right before school starts. sighs sighs. well i have like a driving test with my driving instructor on like this coming thursday. he's always said i drive like crap. sighs sighs. i know i am not going to pass. he doesn't think i look in my mirrors, he says i check my blind spot badly, he says i can't turn properly. he shoots up my whole confidence about wanting to drive. an my daddy always says i can do it.......why does the driving instructor say i can't? sighs....everyone says driving's sooo easy, why is it sooo hard for me? he really thinks i'm unable to listen to instructions or sumthing. sighs sighs. it's true, i can't....because i'm not focused on him, i don't listen to what he says to me. i just don't like my driving instructor. sighs sighs. it's not my fault i can't understand left and right. honestly, when he tells me turn right, my instinct is the right, but yet i flash my left blinkers and i start turning left. then he gets all pissed off at me. sighs sighs. and then he starts yelling at me, and i just feel like i want to cry all the time when i drive with him. sighs sighs. i mean, if i really said this to my parents, my mommy would like make him go out of business because he makes me feel like crap.
when i drive crapilly, my instructor says i need more practice. he starts making it out like it's my fault that i don't drive enough. yeah, i do drive, i drive every weekend with my daddy. and i'm perfectly fine when i am with him. i make no mistakes. he just makes me feel stupid and i hate him, even though he's a nice guy. he is like, you should drive more. your parents should take you to go driving more often. oh yeah, in hell that i can. i can't....my parents don't own a driving academy with their own car so that they can drive where ever and whenever they want. my parents have to work. when he says that to me, i just feel like not driving so i loose more of my skills just in spite of the man.
sighs......why can't i drive? why is driving sooo hard for me? why why why???
args args.....
well it's true. i'm becoming sick right before school starts. sighs sighs. well i have like a driving test with my driving instructor on like this coming thursday. he's always said i drive like crap. sighs sighs. i know i am not going to pass. he doesn't think i look in my mirrors, he says i check my blind spot badly, he says i can't turn properly. he shoots up my whole confidence about wanting to drive. an my daddy always says i can do it.......why does the driving instructor say i can't? sighs....everyone says driving's sooo easy, why is it sooo hard for me? he really thinks i'm unable to listen to instructions or sumthing. sighs sighs. it's true, i can't....because i'm not focused on him, i don't listen to what he says to me. i just don't like my driving instructor. sighs sighs. it's not my fault i can't understand left and right. honestly, when he tells me turn right, my instinct is the right, but yet i flash my left blinkers and i start turning left. then he gets all pissed off at me. sighs sighs. and then he starts yelling at me, and i just feel like i want to cry all the time when i drive with him. sighs sighs. i mean, if i really said this to my parents, my mommy would like make him go out of business because he makes me feel like crap.
when i drive crapilly, my instructor says i need more practice. he starts making it out like it's my fault that i don't drive enough. yeah, i do drive, i drive every weekend with my daddy. and i'm perfectly fine when i am with him. i make no mistakes. he just makes me feel stupid and i hate him, even though he's a nice guy. he is like, you should drive more. your parents should take you to go driving more often. oh yeah, in hell that i can. i can't....my parents don't own a driving academy with their own car so that they can drive where ever and whenever they want. my parents have to work. when he says that to me, i just feel like not driving so i loose more of my skills just in spite of the man.
sighs......why can't i drive? why is driving sooo hard for me? why why why???
args args.....
Hmm....
is it too late to say sorry? i don't know if i've offended. sighs sighs. for some reason, i don't feel any older any more; nor do i feel any younger. i just don't feel mature, and i don't feel immature. i don't feel like anything. i just feel like an entity on the earth roaming, seeing, and absorbing like a sponge. but yet all that i roam on, lay my eyes upon, soak up do not leave me polluted. i am pollutant free.....or so that's how i feel if that makes n e sense.
sighs. sometimes, i just wish it were possible to turn back the hands of time, but i know for sure, that if you were able to, you would never learn from the mistakes made. sighs sighs. whatever happens well, happens. you can't stop or change the fact that you've done something, right or wrong. sighs sighs. i don't know how i feel about anything any more. i just feel numb, a pained type of numb. the type of numb that leaves you feeling like ou have prickly things prodding you everywhere.
oh wellz, things happen. sometimes these things show your real colours. sometimes it makes you look like a villian even though you know you aren't. no one can do everything right 24/7. humans will always remain human even if they try not to. sighs sighs. i miss the old days....but the old days will never come back.
sighs. sometimes, i just wish it were possible to turn back the hands of time, but i know for sure, that if you were able to, you would never learn from the mistakes made. sighs sighs. whatever happens well, happens. you can't stop or change the fact that you've done something, right or wrong. sighs sighs. i don't know how i feel about anything any more. i just feel numb, a pained type of numb. the type of numb that leaves you feeling like ou have prickly things prodding you everywhere.
oh wellz, things happen. sometimes these things show your real colours. sometimes it makes you look like a villian even though you know you aren't. no one can do everything right 24/7. humans will always remain human even if they try not to. sighs sighs. i miss the old days....but the old days will never come back.
Monday, August 23, 2004
Cardio
well now, sabby here hasta go and do more cario work out. sighs sighs. hm. well i'll just haveta go running more with my sista. but then again, i've never really been good at running to begin with. sighs sighs. i can sprint, but i can never like run distance. sighs sighs. i hate running long distance runs....args args.....but i suppose that's what i have to practice on. my lungs hurt alot.....hm. maybe that's why i should go on a treadmill instead of an elliptical. hm. maybe maybe. well i want to drop to 120 again. so i suppose that's what i should do. args args. jacky's mommy says i care 130 pounds very well. it doesn't really show anywhere. the only place that it shows a really little is my tummy. but even my tummy is small and pretty much flat n e ways. so meh....oh wellz.
hm.....blue and red? does that match? hm. well me no noe. sighs sighs.
well i haveta like work on cardio because i can't run distance.....args args.....
hm.....blue and red? does that match? hm. well me no noe. sighs sighs.
well i haveta like work on cardio because i can't run distance.....args args.....
WHAT THE HELL???? this entry goes out to my friend rache
HOLY SHIT!!!! what the hell? am i not your frickin friend you fricken bum bum and a half! args args. you make yourself sound all alone and shit. args. you make yourself sound more depressing than you really are. are you really asking for pity? are you really in that much need of attention. oh i see, that's why you have to go out with someone different every day right? you can't stand being at home and being bored because YOU just can't stand it? you don't bother reading my blog. yeah i know it's long, and i know it's stupid at times......but you've never come recently to read my blog have you? do you even bother read the comments i leave you? you know, from now on, if you want answers or help....maybe you should come to me, then at least i will find out if you truly need or care for me as i thought you did. you aren't the person i thought you were girl. you have changed, or at least was different. you know, some of my thoughts are even about you or to you. but you don't bother reading them because well, you have too little time for anyone but yourself. i am not saying you are self-centered, i'm saying you are self-concerned. honestly, you should be girl. you have issues that only you yourself can solve. yeah, i'm being mean and i'm being cruel, but is that my fault now?
holy crappers, no one messages you on msn? never have once you messaged me....EVER!!!! even when you say you are away, i leave you a message to just see how you are doing, but you never ever have once left a message for me....ever! instead, all you say about my messages or at least hint at it is saying that they are annoying because your pc lags. now who in hell's fault is it that your fricken pc fricken lags? holy crap.
don't make yourself sound pathetic. don't make other people to have reason to give you pity la. you make yourself into who you are....but you really haven't molded yourself in to much.
don't go being jealous of all the things people do or at least get to do. it's not their fault that they don't ask for attention. i'm being mean and cruel again, i'm sorry. but a person has their limits too. you treated me as if i were invisible!!!! don't you go writing an entry on how special i am and how i am your friend in shit now. it's already tooo late! i don't need that shit from you now. i mean. i'll still always treat you as my friend. i'll still even watch out for your back. and i know if ne one asked you if you'd do the same, you prolly would say yes. but i don't know if you could honestly do it. seriously......you treated as if i were INVISIBLE!!! one thing i hate the most besides being hated because i like to act chinese, is to not be seen when i really try hard to help! you don't have to give me credit or anything.....but nowhere in your made up pathetic life do you once think that n e one cares. if you think no one cares....no one will. my goodness....girl....you have alot of growing up to do ar......
i'll get over it i know, but holy crap.......you don't understand how pissed i am. i mean, it's as if you think i'm invisible. i'm a friend or at least i thought you were to me. but honestly, you make me sound as if you don't know me. honestly, i don't think you even need a friend like me. you sure don't sound like you need one like me because you do such a great job at pretending i'm not there. and i know you don't need this shit from me either. going out with a certain group of friends does not equal that they care or do not. going out with a certain guy does not mean it's fun or not fun. going out with a guy in preticular can mean that he just wants to get in your pants. we warn you.....you just don't listen. you make mistakes....you feel shitty....now who's fault is that now? yours. you don't go blaming it on others....but sometimes...subconsciously....some of that blaming does come out. no one wants everything to be on themselves....even when you say it is all yours. do you say it's all your fault just to get attention? holy crap!
holy crappers, no one messages you on msn? never have once you messaged me....EVER!!!! even when you say you are away, i leave you a message to just see how you are doing, but you never ever have once left a message for me....ever! instead, all you say about my messages or at least hint at it is saying that they are annoying because your pc lags. now who in hell's fault is it that your fricken pc fricken lags? holy crap.
don't make yourself sound pathetic. don't make other people to have reason to give you pity la. you make yourself into who you are....but you really haven't molded yourself in to much.
don't go being jealous of all the things people do or at least get to do. it's not their fault that they don't ask for attention. i'm being mean and cruel again, i'm sorry. but a person has their limits too. you treated me as if i were invisible!!!! don't you go writing an entry on how special i am and how i am your friend in shit now. it's already tooo late! i don't need that shit from you now. i mean. i'll still always treat you as my friend. i'll still even watch out for your back. and i know if ne one asked you if you'd do the same, you prolly would say yes. but i don't know if you could honestly do it. seriously......you treated as if i were INVISIBLE!!! one thing i hate the most besides being hated because i like to act chinese, is to not be seen when i really try hard to help! you don't have to give me credit or anything.....but nowhere in your made up pathetic life do you once think that n e one cares. if you think no one cares....no one will. my goodness....girl....you have alot of growing up to do ar......
i'll get over it i know, but holy crap.......you don't understand how pissed i am. i mean, it's as if you think i'm invisible. i'm a friend or at least i thought you were to me. but honestly, you make me sound as if you don't know me. honestly, i don't think you even need a friend like me. you sure don't sound like you need one like me because you do such a great job at pretending i'm not there. and i know you don't need this shit from me either. going out with a certain group of friends does not equal that they care or do not. going out with a certain guy does not mean it's fun or not fun. going out with a guy in preticular can mean that he just wants to get in your pants. we warn you.....you just don't listen. you make mistakes....you feel shitty....now who's fault is that now? yours. you don't go blaming it on others....but sometimes...subconsciously....some of that blaming does come out. no one wants everything to be on themselves....even when you say it is all yours. do you say it's all your fault just to get attention? holy crap!
Saturday, August 21, 2004
2 silver, 1 bronze
keke^^
well so far on count......canada is soooo crapy that we only have 2 silver and one bronze. but it doesn't matter because it's the fact that they are there that really counts. one silver in trampoline, and one silver in 4 men rowing......and a bronze in diving.
well hm......i hope canada does betta. like china has like 18 or 19 the last time i checked...bet they have over like 40 some odd now...........US prolly has about like 40 sumthing too......blah.....US.....grrrrr....*shakes fist* oh wellz. hopes canada does betta.....
well so far on count......canada is soooo crapy that we only have 2 silver and one bronze. but it doesn't matter because it's the fact that they are there that really counts. one silver in trampoline, and one silver in 4 men rowing......and a bronze in diving.
well hm......i hope canada does betta. like china has like 18 or 19 the last time i checked...bet they have over like 40 some odd now...........US prolly has about like 40 sumthing too......blah.....US.....grrrrr....*shakes fist* oh wellz. hopes canada does betta.....
Bored
well i was completely bored.....and bri had a survey on his LJ......keke^^ and i never pass up on a survey. keke^^
SECTiON 1 [YOU.]
SECTiON 1 [YOU.]
- your name: SABINA KAM YAM TSANG
- your gender: Female
- height: 5'4 and a half....if not 5'5
- hair color: dark brown or black....depending on the light i'm assuming.
- eye color: dark dark brown.
- your location: oakville :P hate this place.....oh wellz.....i wonder if i'll like brampton betta
- fears: if you tell me to walk up the stairs to a watch tower....i'll say i'm afraid of heights. most definately afraid of bugs with mouths that bite or have poison. i hate reptiles...an in a sense, i'm kinda afraid of em. my greatest fear LONELINESS
SECTiON 2 [ HAVE YOU EVER ]
- peed your pants? egh....hasn't everyone? cause we were all babies once?
- cheated on someone? is cheating someone like cheating in a serious relationship or like cheating a friend like lying to em?
- fallen off the bed? nopes
- fallen for a relative? ewwwww!!!!! definately not!!!!
- had plastic surgery? nopes keke^^ i am not a plastic barbie
- broke someone`s heart? i don't think so.
- had your heart broken? yes, many times
- had a dream come true? no
- done something you regret? not at this time, no
- cheated on a test? yes
- been raped? hell no,
- broken a body part? does twisting something or spraining something count?
SECTiON 3 [ CURRENTLY]
- wearing - t-shirt and sweat pants pulled to the knees
- listening to - disney music that my sista d/led
- chewing - egh.....my gums?
- feeling - tired.....just woke up like half an hour ago....
- reading - this quizie la
- located - in da basement?
- chatting with - nobody
- watching - me type and delete lettas
- should REALLY be - getting ready to go out even if it's just to walk da doggie
SECTiON 4 [ DO YOU... ]
- brush your teeth? yeah.....it tastes really disgusting if you don't in the morn
- like anybody? egh....like as in crush? i don't have a crush at the present moment
- have any piercings? nopes...not even my ears
- drive? yeah.....g1.....kekek^^ XD....XP
- believe in Santa Claus? neva did
- ever get off the computer? hell yes! i am not a pc geek!
SECTiON 5 [ FRiENDS ]
- who is your best? BRI
- who is the loudest? egh...don't know.....pretty much i'm pretty loud......hm....jenny?
- who is the shyest? cheryl
- who is the 'hottest'? don't know......i don't really judge people over hotness.....
- who is the cutest? egh.... i don't know...jean?
- who laughs the most? egh....i have no idea aye??? all my friends laugh quite a lot....it has just rubbed off on me la! keke^^
- who have you known the longest? egh....BESSIE....or CLAIRE. keke^^ me no remember who i met first....i just remember getting annoyed at like claire because she kept on poking me....and bessie just kept on laughing about it.
- who have you known the shortest? CAT
- do you belong to a crew? what does crew stand for? the people you hang wiff?? so basically yeah....
- do you hang out with the opposite sex? keke^^ why not ar?
- do you consider yourself POPULAR? if popular means that you have lots of friends, i'll say yes.....
- do you trust your friends? yeah, why the hell not?
- are you a good friend? egh.....it's not for me to judge this la.....
- can you keep a secret? depends what secret it is....if it's something that hurts you or others....no. but i can keep most secrets.....
SECTiON 6 [ THE LAST PERSON YOU...]
- hugged - egh....i don't remember.....i rarely hug anyone.....
- gave EPROPS - nah, i've used blogga for like da longest time...never used xanga
- IMed - what the hell?
- talked to on the phone - Valerie....and that was quite a while ago.....
- yelled at? egh.....mommy i think.....sad, but true....
- fell in love with - last person i fell in love with? wow....let's not go there....would be james ken matsushita.....
- tripped - dunno.....don't like to be mean unless i'm in a devious mood
- turned down - don't know, i really dun ask people out ga la......
SECTiON 7 [ PERSONAL ]
- What do you want to be when you grow up? - for now......a social worker....but basically whatever GOD has in stor for me.....
- What was the worst day of your life? - egh.....the worst day?? february like 18th......
- What is your most embarrassing story? - dunno if i have one....i embarrass myself alot.....but at least it puts a great smile on people's face....
- What has been the best day of your life? - dunno ga la.....have a lot of pretty good days.....
- What comes first in your life? - sighs....i wish i could say GOD, but seriously....i don't know n e more
- Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? - nopes nopes.......maybe it's just not my time yet to be with someone....
- If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them? i don't want an extra set of eyes, let alone know where i'd put em.....
- What do you usually think about before you go to bed? i'm tired......wanna sleep.
SECTiON 8 [ FAVORITE . . .]
- Movie: lilo and stitch, or finding nemo
- Song: dun really have one....oh wait....i do.....k-ci and jojo, All My Life
- Group: egh....none
- Store: does it haveta be a store i buy things in? business depot
- Relative: egh.....mommy, daddy, and sista......and any one one my daddy's side.....and my grandma and my grandpa....
- Sport: badminton all da way people!!!!volleyball, maybe hiking too..... for watching....hokey and basketball
- Vacation Spot: dunno, n e where away from here
- Ice Cream Flavor: Taro, green tea, or mango....
- Fruit: egh....watermelon
- Candy: jelly belly's
- Holiday: none, they are all the same to me.....
- Day of the Week: Monday
- Color: all the colours of the rainbow and n e color made from the colors of the rainbow
- Magazine: none
- Name for a Girl: Yumi
- Name for a Boy: Sabastian......there was another name...but i can't remember....
SECTiON 9 [ DO YOU . . .]
- Like to give hugs? egh....not really....
- Like to walk in the rain? love to!!!!
- Sleep with or without clothes on? on!
- Prefer black or blue pens? depends on the occasion or what i'm writing......
- Dress up on Halloween? dun n e more....used to be lil red riding hood every year when i was younger
- Have a job? nopes, but i would like to
- Like to travel? yes and no
- Like someone? args...this question was asked before...and i have already said no!
- Sleep on your side, tummy or back? back and side
- Think you're attractive? nopes, but i don't think i'm ugly either....i'm just me...keke^^:D:P
- Want to marry? yups...
- Have a goldfish? nopes, i used to have four guppies...
- Ever have the falling dream? many many times....
- Have stuffed animals? yups, just bought one recently! keke^^ Mr. Wei Wei FOXY!!!! keke^^ love my MR. FOXY. keke^^
- Go on vacation? one like to disney land in florida, hong kong a few years back....and two years from now when i'm nineteen, another trip to hk, malaysia, taiwan, singapore.....
SECTiON 10 [ WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT . . .]
- Abortion: never, even if it were a child of rape......whatever happens has it's consequences....you should be able to bear them....if you can't....don't do it...
- Bill Clinton: another human in this world that had power and misused it....
- Eating Disorders: it's not right....even if it's eating too muchie or eating too lil
- Suicide: there's always something better to look forward to......it's for stupid people that just don't want to see things through
- Summer: boring time!
- Tattoos: i want one right above my ankles
- Piercing: prolly get one....maybe not
- Make-up: can live with it and can live without it......mainly just eyeliner and mascara for me....
- Drinking: fun if someone else buys it.
- Guys: someone of the opposite sex
- Girls: not as hard to understand as everyone thinks....but that's cause i'm a girl....
SECTiON 11 [ THIS OR THAT]
- Pierced nose or tongue? ew...dont' want either
- Be serious or funny? prefer serious
- Single or taken? single if i need to find someone....taken if it's me....keke^^
- Simple or Complicated? simple
- Law or anarchy? neither.....both is run by humans....
- MTV or BET? mtv
- 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? 7th Heaven
- Sugar or salt? depends on the dish
- Silver or gold? probably white gold...keke^^
- Tongue or belly button ring? belly
- Chocolate or flowers? for me? both...keke^^
- Angels or miracles? both.....
- Color or Black-and-white photos? depends on what you are taking a pic of...
- Sunrise or sunset? both...
- M&M's or Skittles? both....ones flavoured wax...the other...chocolate....
- Rap or Rock? rap
- Stay up late or wake up early? both....i stay up late and wake up early....
- TV or radio? radio if it's a good station......preferably chinese......but tv when it's olympics!
- Hot or cold? neither.....
- taller members of the opposite sex or shorter? TALLER!!!!
- Sun or moon? both....without the sun, there'd be no moon
- Diamond or Ruby? diamond
- Left or Right? right
- 10 acquaintances or one best friend? 10 acquaintances that i make into good friends.....plus one veyr very great best friend
- Vanilla or chocolate? Vanilla
- Kids or no kids? kids
- Cat or dog? dog
- Half-empty or Half-full? half-empty at times...and others....half-full
- Mustard or ketchup? both
- Newspaper or Magazine? both
- Spring or Fall? both
- Give or receive? give, but sometimes it's nice to receive
- Rain or snow? rain, and snow if it's not wet
- Lace or satin? satin
- A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? friendship
- Happy or sad? happiness
- Corduroy or plaid? neither
- Wonder or amazement? amazement
- sneakers or sandals? sneakers
- McDonald's or Burger King? mcdonalds, but rather not a one
- Mexican or Italian food? both
- Lights on or off? off
- Duct tape or scotch tape? both
- Candy or soda? both
- A house in the woods or the city? woods
- Pepsi or Coke? if i must.....pepsi....yo bri...val's gonna run you down with her car now!!!
- Nike or ADIDAS? niether and both
SECTiON 12 [ OTHER QUESTIONS]
- Do you go to church? yes
- Do you like church? yes, but not the one i am going to
- Why or why not? spend time with God
- What's your favorite kind of tree? weeping willow
- Out of all of your friends, who has the coolest house? i like all of em
- when you look at a person with lime green tights on, what's the first thing that comes to your head? he's trying tooo hard
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