if i start pointing fingers...there will always be four fingers pointing back at me. so then....these fingers used to mean something. i just can't remember what they mean now.
a stage in life.....blah.....a mentality....okie...show me some other that will sweep me away and i won't come back? possible?
i'm similar to everyone, but yet i still am an image of self, me, Sabina Tsang. the way i think is the way i think. my past shapes my present. my present shapes my future. so you know what......blah....another stupid understanding...or is it?
what i go through emotionally, i most definately need someone there with me. whether or not you believe in me that's your own choice. if you won't help me get over this "mentality" that you speak of....then don't make it worst for me. i'm getting frustrated...but i know i must calm down and think that you are only saying what you think best to help me...or are you? doesn't matter......i'll be getting over this one just like i get over everything else in my life and try to forget whether i can or not.
everyone will be leaving me...and this is my chance to try to make everything better and mend something that I, MYSELF BROKE.
if you don't want to help me.....then don't......don't go saying things that makes me hurting more inside because you have become "stern" with problems. everyone else goes through it i understand......but everyone goes through it differently...maybe you can face it one way and it worked......but what may work for you isn't or may not work for me.
on to a happier note......i'll be fine.......i'll try to be more patient. i'll try to be less sloppy. i'll try to be happier.....i'll stop trying and actually be myself. i am a-o-k
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