oh you see.....i am pathetic. or at least in my sense
because i lack a wanting of change.....i try to stay the same....and because of this......i feel the way i do. and therefore, i am a pathetic person because i prolong a process that i know i should already be out of.
i create more problems then there actually is. sighs sighs.
you mei you ren ke yi ming bai wo de xin ching le?
i'd just tell you to give up on me.....because by me typing out all my thoughts on here....it's already a big step.
if you look at it now....i'm becoming more and more reclusive.....but that's only a matter of perspective.
i ever only want and never try to achieve.....therefore...making me even more pathetic......what makes me the most worthless and not worthy of n e thing is that i know the situation, i know how to fix it....i just don't try to fix it. and therefore.....i have emotional spasms like this one...
blah.....you are all angry at me......i know i know....
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