for some reason....my mommy just wanted to spend some extra mother sister time with me today.  i find this super queer.  but i love my mommy altogether.  but when i say this....i feel like crying.  why?  sighs.... is it because i truly don't love anyone?!?! 

am i incapable of loving???  sighs sighs.....

i feel so empty.  i feel like my world has fallen apart a few times over.  sighs sighs.  what will happen to me when i hit menopause?  everyone says this is pms.....i've been looking into it.....it's true that being extremely moody with thoughts that just confuse you is normal, it is also not normal for you to be like this anytime.  it is not normal if the week is not set.  sighs sighs.