sighs......i am content with the way i feel now......i just hope it lasts....keke^^  i think well.....i will try to avoid guys for a time being.  and i will try to avoid people that don't annoy me.....gotsta work on patience......

 
it's funny that the lesson i need to learn over and over again is about love.....and it's funny how the verse under my blog title is about love....but yet i've grown sooo accustomed to it that i rarely even read it n e more....sighs.....

i think the only reason why i think about love soo much is because i have a constant fear of being alone.  and when this cloud of loneliness comes over me.....i become unwilling to see many things....sighs....

PRAISE THE LORD that he lifted the depression.....