so fucking moody lately.  and everyone says it's just a phase.  but i know it is not.  i am becoming more cold every day.  i noticed this when i began loosing all my patience.  everyone says it's stress, but i know different.  everyone says it's just because i was too used to being caring and that caring was what was driving me insane.  sighs sighs.  not the truth.  and don't you even classify me as another fucking teenager.  i have my OWN fucking emotions.....and i am not like EVERYONE else.  i don't need to fucking hear that everyone else is just the same.  i know i am similar to everyone....but i am not like eveyrone else.  everyone else still has feelings....everyone else is still different....similar....not the same.  you classify everyone as being one in the same.  everyone is fucking different.  everyone has fucking learnt to deal with every piece of bullshit differently.

sighs.  i am one of those people who have learnt to become the way i am.....but every bit of me is being whacked by the person who taught me to be me....sighs sighs.