i just wanna run away. but that won't be happening. skool is too important to me. yeah i sound like a nerd. you have a problem? at least i have something in my life more than just fucking someone over and not caring about them. so yeah. you can just fuck the hell away from me and them some. i want you out of my life....but it just doesn't work. and i accept that you are not mine...and that still doesn't work? what the hell is my lesson? what the fucking hell is my lesson? what is it? is the answer to all my questions that i just haveta find happiness in misery because that is the way i am to live forever? what the hell is wrong with all of this?

F.R.O.G and W.W.J.D bracelets are the only thing that is keeping me sane at skool and not loosing all my patience. sighs sighs. it's driving me insane.