on a wonderful day; the sun was shining, but yet my heart was cold as ice.
the wind was blowing; the trees swaying from side to side, but yet my mind was still.
kids were playing; smiling and singing as they ran by, but yet a funeral was held inside of me.
well...that's bout all i can remember from the song. that one stanza of it is like imprinted in my mind....sighs sighs. i don't even know who the heck sang it. i don't even thing i want to know what then end of the song sounds like. prolly is talking about lost love again....but what the song says....it is truly how i feel right now. and i can sum it up all in one word. LONLINESS. sighs sighs. pitiful i know....but i don't want your pity. sighs sighs. depressed again.....but meh.....nothing i can do anymore to help myself.....sighs sighs.....i want to say good bye to the world for good this time....but i know i would never be able to let go of anything because i am merely just a human. sighs sighs. depressing world. depressing thoughts. depressing humans. everything is sooo despicable. sighs sighs. where is all the love i one had before? where is that happiness i had in loving everything and everyone even though they didn't love me? where is my fulfilment? where oh where?!?!? sighs sighs.
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