yes there are those that understand my pain....but i am not willing to share. yes....i want to escape....but i will not.....and i don't think i shall. i always end up heading back n e ways....sighs sighs....the gym's not open tom....sighs sighs....but is it something that i can help? it doesn't matter.....it really doesn't....i'll go to the gym on monday i suppose....sighs sighs.... i have fallen back into my trap.....all i want to do is leave and never come back....where is this place that i can find joy and want nothing more? why is this mere human wanting so much that this world is unable to provide? why oh why am i soooo pathetic.


I'M ABOUT TO BREAK!!!!!!