muhahaha....and so it seems...when people come to my house....they just can't seem to do hmwk....hahaha...we just can't focus....=.= ewwww....my pc apparently skipps=.= ewww.....args.....should check my speed....args......grrrr...can't believe my freaking pc skipps=.= well....my proud moment...still my video card...muhahaha. hey....my pc is like kinda pretty old....i don't know...it's at least 2 years old.....i kinda think it's alot older than two years...cause i used to use uncle sam's for a year...till that messed up bad....and then after that year i've had this one....so it kinda is more than 2 years....so yeah.....at that time....it was pretty fast.....muhahahaha....
i'm happy....happy happy......
Thursday, March 31, 2005
smileeeeez
should be taking my time studying for boilogy.....but i'm not in the mood. hahaha.
well ya. wow...this bra is sooo uncomfy=.= args....but i'm just not used to it yet....muhaha. everything's gonna be a-o-k. muhahaha.
yupz yupz. well now....XPXP
everything's alrightees today. yeah yeah. or at least i hope so. muhahah. why? dunno....feels like a good day. gonna rain though.....don't think i'll be going out to lunch with the guys today...gotsta study stupid biology=.= i don't know how much i know and how much i don't.....kinda sad....but yeah.....i didn't really study....i just kinda looked over my notes because i can't sit still and study. sighs sighs. the only time that i've sat still for like more than 30 mins was at school when i fell asleep in the resource room. so yeah. i haven't been able to sit still. oh yes, so it seems like the guys will be coming over to my house to do english....i see i see. okie dokie....my house it is...keke^^:D:P
well....i'm in the mood for a hug... *huggie*
well ya. wow...this bra is sooo uncomfy=.= args....but i'm just not used to it yet....muhaha. everything's gonna be a-o-k. muhahaha.
yupz yupz. well now....XPXP
everything's alrightees today. yeah yeah. or at least i hope so. muhahah. why? dunno....feels like a good day. gonna rain though.....don't think i'll be going out to lunch with the guys today...gotsta study stupid biology=.= i don't know how much i know and how much i don't.....kinda sad....but yeah.....i didn't really study....i just kinda looked over my notes because i can't sit still and study. sighs sighs. the only time that i've sat still for like more than 30 mins was at school when i fell asleep in the resource room. so yeah. i haven't been able to sit still. oh yes, so it seems like the guys will be coming over to my house to do english....i see i see. okie dokie....my house it is...keke^^:D:P
well....i'm in the mood for a hug... *huggie*
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
university
sighs sighs. it looks like i will seemingly go away from everyone and everything i know about my little bubble of a town. wow. i'm really going to miss this place. it isn't time to leave yet, and it feels like i will be leaving forever. sighs. i hope the friends that i made this year won't become distant like msot friendships i know will. hahaha. well not just friendships of this year, all of the ones through my highschool career lor. sighs. i'm really gonna miss this little bubble of a town even though i'll only be leaving for waterloo. yeah....in my heart, i have pretty much decided on waterloo university. but i don't know, i honestly haven't prayed much about it for myself yet. i have always relied on my intuition, but really, and honestly, this isn't right....i must pray.....
so far, i have finished every form that every university has thrown at me....args...but i have two left=.= oh yeah...plus i have osap form=.= me and my stickler for being on top of tasks at hand=.= args....oh wellz...
lub you allsXPXPX
so far, i have finished every form that every university has thrown at me....args...but i have two left=.= oh yeah...plus i have osap form=.= me and my stickler for being on top of tasks at hand=.= args....oh wellz...
lub you allsXPXPX
a time for another thank you
oh....i love you all sooo muchie!!! i don't know, you know me, i'm not that huggie huggie type of person...but lately, all i've wanted to do is run up to people and hug them all. but of course, i don't do this. because if i hugged every guy that i knew, it would be sooo awkward and i would be sending the wrong signal to everyone. muhaha.
i don't know.....do i need individual thanking? well i don't think so. each and everyone knows what they mean to me. thanx for being my motivators, thanks for being my comforters, thanks for being a friend.
i'm awfully tired now. sighs sighs. but i really think all my friends deserve a great big hug and saying, everything is gonna be alrightees. yeah, lately i've been kinda pms-sy. so yeah....i thinks that's what's up with all my mood swings. thanx for sticking by me lor. thanx for tolerating all my stupid and depressing thoughts. thanx thanx. lub you alls. *huggie*
i don't know.....do i need individual thanking? well i don't think so. each and everyone knows what they mean to me. thanx for being my motivators, thanks for being my comforters, thanks for being a friend.
i'm awfully tired now. sighs sighs. but i really think all my friends deserve a great big hug and saying, everything is gonna be alrightees. yeah, lately i've been kinda pms-sy. so yeah....i thinks that's what's up with all my mood swings. thanx for sticking by me lor. thanx for tolerating all my stupid and depressing thoughts. thanx thanx. lub you alls. *huggie*
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
wow...soo jokes...
well now...my days events are as follows.....hahaha...went to school...went to wendy's....now officially broke with no money in wallet......lent 10$ to matts.....yes...matts....notice...plural....5 to matt oh, 5 to matt lau...muhahaha...
and yes....then drove matt home from school.....picked up clothes for jennay...muhahahaha....gym is fun....muhahaha.....me=muscular....me=butch=.= ewwww..... sighs....why am i the muscular asian in the house?!?!? seriously....at the present moment, i have more muscle than my daddy...why? because his all turned into fat=.= ewwww....
but ne whoo....hahaha.....time to move on from the past....hahaha. time to grow out of phases. hahaha. i don't know other people's past....hahaha. all i know is my story, my life, my thoughts.....i'm selfish? but everyone is.....they all know themselves, the the part we all start trying to figure out once we hit adolescence...so yeah. all goodie:D:D muhahah. but meh.....should sleep now....
maybe it doesn't matter that people don't agree with the people i hang around....i'm sorry......but well now.....i want to control stupid hormones, i want to control my emotions....but....i'm a failure since well...it's not possible to control hormones and i can't control my emotions with my thought. wow....that test thingy was accurate. i follow my heart more times than i follow my head....crap......=.= ain't kool......=.=
and yes....then drove matt home from school.....picked up clothes for jennay...muhahahaha....gym is fun....muhahaha.....me=muscular....me=butch=.= ewwww..... sighs....why am i the muscular asian in the house?!?!? seriously....at the present moment, i have more muscle than my daddy...why? because his all turned into fat=.= ewwww....
but ne whoo....hahaha.....time to move on from the past....hahaha. time to grow out of phases. hahaha. i don't know other people's past....hahaha. all i know is my story, my life, my thoughts.....i'm selfish? but everyone is.....they all know themselves, the the part we all start trying to figure out once we hit adolescence...so yeah. all goodie:D:D muhahah. but meh.....should sleep now....
maybe it doesn't matter that people don't agree with the people i hang around....i'm sorry......but well now.....i want to control stupid hormones, i want to control my emotions....but....i'm a failure since well...it's not possible to control hormones and i can't control my emotions with my thought. wow....that test thingy was accurate. i follow my heart more times than i follow my head....crap......=.= ain't kool......=.=
school time
it's sooo funnay....muhahahaha....
well back to reality, back to the sceduled life. the only thing spontaneous about my life is lunch time. i don't ever know where to go and with who to go to lunch with. muhahaha. there are the guys and me....basically ben, matt l, and me....hahaha. the asians in english class. muhahaha. and then there's the gals, jennay, kat, steph, med, lor, nat....and matt oh....hahahaha. that's if he eats lunch with us...but yeah.....it's kinda funnay....hahahaha. muhahahaha. with the guys, we always go out for lunch...and i always use money....and with the girls, i always pack lunch.....which to say, i always pack lunch, so when i go out to eat, i eat really little so i can eat something else later:P:P
oh wow.....now i have my whole pc themed......and well....hahaha. my desktop was that heart of darkness thingy matt made. muhahaha. and then well i thought it was realy pretty so i put it as my display pic....muhahaha. and then...well i was fooling around with msn, and i set it as my background. it's sooo pretty now. everything is that heart of darkness thingy!!!! hahaha. muhahahha. but i think i went a little overboard with it.... you should see for yourself...then like jenny, you would all say, "oh, sabina." hahahaha. muhahahah
well back to reality, back to the sceduled life. the only thing spontaneous about my life is lunch time. i don't ever know where to go and with who to go to lunch with. muhahaha. there are the guys and me....basically ben, matt l, and me....hahaha. the asians in english class. muhahaha. and then there's the gals, jennay, kat, steph, med, lor, nat....and matt oh....hahahaha. that's if he eats lunch with us...but yeah.....it's kinda funnay....hahahaha. muhahahaha. with the guys, we always go out for lunch...and i always use money....and with the girls, i always pack lunch.....which to say, i always pack lunch, so when i go out to eat, i eat really little so i can eat something else later:P:P
oh wow.....now i have my whole pc themed......and well....hahaha. my desktop was that heart of darkness thingy matt made. muhahaha. and then well i thought it was realy pretty so i put it as my display pic....muhahaha. and then...well i was fooling around with msn, and i set it as my background. it's sooo pretty now. everything is that heart of darkness thingy!!!! hahaha. muhahahha. but i think i went a little overboard with it.... you should see for yourself...then like jenny, you would all say, "oh, sabina." hahahaha. muhahahah
hahaha
it's sooo funnay....muhahahaha....
well back to reality, back to the sceduled life. the only thing spontaneous about my life is lunch time. i don't ever know where to go and with who to go to lunch with. muhahaha. there are the guys and me....basically ben, matt l, and me....hahaha. the asians in english class. muhahaha. and then there's the gals, jennay, kat, steph, med, lor, nat....and matt oh....hahahaha. that's if he eats lunch with us...but yeah.....it's kinda funnay....hahahaha. muhahahaha. with the guys, we always go out for lunch...and i always use money....and with the girls, i always pack lunch.....which to say, i always pack lunch, so when i go out to eat, i eat really little so i can eat something else later:P:P
oh wow.....now i have my whole pc themed......and well....hahaha. my desktop was that heart of darkness thingy matt made. muhahaha. and then well i thought it was realy pretty so i put it as my display pic....muhahaha. and then...well i was fooling around with msn, and i set it as my background. it's sooo pretty now. everything is that heart of darkness thingy!!!! hahaha. muhahahha. but i think i went a little overboard with it.... you should see for yourself...then like jenny, you would all say, "oh, sabina." hahahaha. muhahahah
well back to reality, back to the sceduled life. the only thing spontaneous about my life is lunch time. i don't ever know where to go and with who to go to lunch with. muhahaha. there are the guys and me....basically ben, matt l, and me....hahaha. the asians in english class. muhahaha. and then there's the gals, jennay, kat, steph, med, lor, nat....and matt oh....hahahaha. that's if he eats lunch with us...but yeah.....it's kinda funnay....hahahaha. muhahahaha. with the guys, we always go out for lunch...and i always use money....and with the girls, i always pack lunch.....which to say, i always pack lunch, so when i go out to eat, i eat really little so i can eat something else later:P:P
oh wow.....now i have my whole pc themed......and well....hahaha. my desktop was that heart of darkness thingy matt made. muhahaha. and then well i thought it was realy pretty so i put it as my display pic....muhahaha. and then...well i was fooling around with msn, and i set it as my background. it's sooo pretty now. everything is that heart of darkness thingy!!!! hahaha. muhahahha. but i think i went a little overboard with it.... you should see for yourself...then like jenny, you would all say, "oh, sabina." hahahaha. muhahahah
Monday, March 28, 2005
feeling a tad bit sick
hm....yaya. school tomorrow. wow...i sound like a stupid nerd=.= oh wellz. sighs sighs
yeah...went to the park today.....stayed outside for only about like egh....30 mins.....
i can't swing on the swing n e more. or maye it's the combination of cold wind and swinging...but it gives me headaches=.= sighs sighs. and now i feel like puking...man, i think i have motion sickness. sighs sighs. booooo.....no one's on-line. args. now i have like nothing to do because everyone has gone off-line=.= booo.
sighs sighs.
yeah...went to the park today.....stayed outside for only about like egh....30 mins.....
i can't swing on the swing n e more. or maye it's the combination of cold wind and swinging...but it gives me headaches=.= sighs sighs. and now i feel like puking...man, i think i have motion sickness. sighs sighs. booooo.....no one's on-line. args. now i have like nothing to do because everyone has gone off-line=.= booo.
sighs sighs.
personality test
| Advanced Global Personality Test Results
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personality tests by similarminds.com
sorting hat test
| GRYFFINDOR! You scored 28% Slytherin, 12% Ravenclaw, 76% Gryffindor, and 16% Hufflepuff! |
| You might belong in Gryffindor, Where dwell the brave at heart, Their daring, nerve, and chivalry Set Gryffindors apart. Gryffindors are known for their courage, audacity, and devotion to what is good and honest. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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| Link: The Sorting Hat Test written by leeannslytherin on Ok Cupid |
time wasterXDXD
[01] What's your first name? Sabina
[02] Last name? Tsang
[03] Address: which one? email? muhahaha.....won't tell you...
[04] Nicknames: Sabby, Sabz,
[05] Do u like ur nicknames? sure, why not?
[06] Gender: femail
[07] bDay: august 12
[08] Your sign: leo
[09] Where do u live: canada
[11] Have you ever been in love? yuppers indeed
[14] Do you have any piercing? nopez,
[15] If no do you want anything pierced? thinking about peircing my ears...
[16] Do you have a tattoo? nopers
[17] Do you want one? nopes, daddy would shoot me....
[18] Where do u shop at the most? egh...don't really know...n e where with a discount....no, not a five finger discount, a legitimate sale ar!!!XPXP
[19] what color is your hair? egh...depends on the parting...most of it is black....and just a tad is brown....my roots are growing back=.=
[20] What color are your eyes? dark brown
[21] How tall are you? 5'5 on a good night of rest, 5'4 and a half if it was bad=.=
[23] Do you smoke? nopez
[24] Do your friends smoke? not many that i know of, but there are...
[25] Who is your best friend(s)? i have a few really good friends....my best? i'd still classify that as being bri
[27] Who are your best friends online? my best friend online? is this due to the talking situation? if so....if it goes with who i talk the most with.....probably matt or jenny.....hahahahah
[28] Do you like Bath & Body Works? hahaha....wuz that??^O)
[29] Kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? at the present moment, pears or sumthing.....next bottle, thermasilk...muhahahahah....
[30] Is your hair short or long? my hair is medium length after a year of shaving my head baldXPXP
[31] Do you like to shop? sure....especially with friends...XDXD
[34] What turns you off? cruelty and a lack of respect
[35] What place do you go for fun? muhahaha, doesn't matter....like bri, as long as i'm not aloneXPXP
[36] What do you do for fun? chilling, when i'm alone, doing surveys like this one:P:P
[37] how many phones do you have in your house? does that include cell? with cells, 7, without, 5
[38] How many computers do u have in your house? 3
[39] What's your favorite foods? egh...japanese...muhahahah
[40] Do you look like anyone famous? bleh, no
[41] Do you think Justin Timerlake is attractive? egh.....i'm a girl and i say no, he may be alright looking, but he sure as heck doesn't attract me!
[42] Who is the most attractive person you know? ....AWKWARD (from the family guy)....
[43] Do u wish to be like your parents? i think i already am....just in a more whiter version and try hard and stickler for tradition.....
[45] What cologne should a hot guy wear? hahaha, doesn't matter, as long as it smells good and i can smell it. hahaha. or he doesn't haveta wear any and still has a naturally nice smelly scent around him. :P:P
[46] What are you listening to right now? gigi leung-散心
[47] What time is it? 8:38 AM
[48] How many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? normally none, unless you wanna call me and have chat *wink wink, nudge nudge*
[49] Do you have your own phone line? if you count my cell, sure....hahaha
[50] Have you ever kissed someone (NOT FAMILY)? hahaha, yes?
[51] What are your favorite shoes? at the present moment, my giganto black platforms that i bought recently
[52] What kind of clothes do you sleep in if any? sweat pants and sweat shirt:P
[53] What's your favorite soda? don't have one, that stuff is bad for your teeth!
[54] What things do you say a lot? egh....there alot of stuff i say alot, currently, "that's sooo mean!!!" "Wow, you are a smartie aren't you?!?!" "awww...stop that....it's making me blush:$:$"
[55] Are you the serious, loud, happy, or shy type? hahaha, depends on what mood i am in, if i am in a happy mood, most times, i'm super loud....i'm shy when i'm around shy people, but i still try to make convo...
[56] Who is the coolest people/person in the world? all my friends and family...love you all *huggie*
[57] Do you think you are weird or funny? hahaha, a little bit of both....
[58] Who was the last person you called? matt lau
[59] Where do you wanna get married? in a garden
[60] Who is the finest guy in your school? hahaha, finest aye? no one, i don't look at white guys n e more....hahaha....i have my heart set on someone...hahahah
[61] What are your favorite guy/girl names? i really like the name adam, but it's kinda common, so yeah....still goes, christoph, and trinity, but trinity is what val would name a kid...so i can only love the name....
[62] What's your worst memory in the past 5 years? hahaha....2 years, a month, nine days, and around 15 hours ago....hahahah
[63] What's your favorite childhood memory? wow, let's just say that i didn't have many.....does childhood count from grade 6 going into grade 7? if so, my best childhood memory is when my mommy tells me that i am going to a new school
[64] What is your favorite fast food restaurant? don't have one...but i think having a mamma burger is sooo cute...hahahaha
[65] Who do you really dislike? oh wow....i kinda forgave alot of people..and and the present moment, no one to dislike....oh wait...maybe one.....
[66] If so, names? mandy swanpool, because she's been sooo mean to me and i try to be nice to her and she's still mean=.=
[67] do you have a pool? hahaha, *spits on ground* yupz, i now have a pool of spit!!! hahaha
[68] Do you have a spa? nopes...
[69] Are you stupid? is stupidity related to ignorance? but altogether, it's a state of mind...if you call someone stupid, to others you could be stupid yourself...so yeah...
[70] What are you addicted to? nothing at the present moment
[71] Who do you wish you were like? JESUS!!
[72] Who has it easier, males or females? i have feminist ideals, but i still say that males have it alot easier lor.....
[73] Would you rather be short or tall? i like my height....
[74] Do you like to dance? i don't dance....can't dance
[75] Do you like playing pranks on people? depends what kind of pranks...
[76] What's your least favorite subject in school? hahaha, some people i know for sure would most definately say english....but....right now....i must say my least fave is chem, even though it is my favourite science, i just don't do well in it=.=
[77] What's your favorite subject in school? english XPXP
[78] What college do you wanna go to? if it's a college that i must go to, sheridan or mohawk, but i wanna go to uni...either mac or waterloo
[79] What school do you go to now? OTHS- oakville trafalgar highschool
[80] Do you have a Playstation or Nintendo 64? nopes, neither
[81] Do you sleep a lot? egh...define alot...how many hours is alot?...probably not...
[82] Whats your favorite radio stations? hahaha, my presents in the car...hahaha
[83] Are you a night person? sometimes
[84] Are you a morning person? most times
[85] Whats your favorite tv show? csi!!!!
[86] Do you shave? what? my legs?!?!? some times...hahahaha
[87] How often do you shower? daily
[88] What room do you spend most of the time in? basement
[89] How many rooms does your house have? bathrooms count right? 9.....wow...that really few....XO
[90] What do you wanna be when you're out of college? social worker....
[91] Do you curse a lot? i try not too, but when i'm pissed or the person that is driving is utterly stupid....
[92] Are you ticklish? haha, yeah....*trying to cover my flub from you*
[93] What's your favorite flower? egh.... i like this flower that i don't know the name....my mommy says it's called a bleeding heart....wow....what a name...
[94] What are you wearing right now? haha...wow bri...you wear a thong aye?!?!? hahahah...lmao!!!! right now....sweat pants and sweat shirt...
[95] Do you go to church? yupz...
[96] How many kids do you wanna have? depends on how the economics situation is....kids are expensive...but i'm hoping for two
[97] Do you believe in God? yupz
[98] Do you believe in love at first sight? no such thing in my opinion
[99] What color tooth brush do you use? clear and black...
[100] How many times a day do you brush your teeth? three times most times
[101] who is you favorite cartoon character? cartoon aye? don't have one...
[102] Do you have a job? not n e more....
[103] What's your favorite fruit? mangos!!!!
[104] What's your favorite vegetable? bak choi!!! or maybe spinache!!!!!
[105] What's your favorite candy? egh...must i like the candy? well....i like starburst for their wrappers....XPXP
[106] What was the best day of your life? every day is a good day even if i have a bad one....
[107] What are you gonna do today? probably wait till people come on line and then make plans, since i have the car, gas card and cash!!!!
[108] Are you daddy's little angel? little angel? heck no....but i am a daddy's little girl since my daddy doesn't have favourites....so technically, my sister is also oneXDXD
[109] Do you wear body spray? maybe, sometimes...
[110] Who is the sweetest girl? sweetest? haha.....don't know....tooo many girl pals to actually say who's the sweetest...they are all sweet in their own way la...and that's why i love em all!!!*huggies*
[111] Who is the sweetest guy? hahaha, must be the guy i met through xanga, which he wants me to call him woody.....just because he always says nice things about me that make me blush.....hahaha....but all my guys friends are sweet in their own way too la.....*hugs*
[112] How many rings or necklaces do you own?wow...egh...i've never really counted...but i have close to 20 rings, and i think i have like 9 necklaces
[113] Do you wear a watch? not right now, but normally i do
[114] Did/Do you have braces? i had braces, took them off, and now i am getting them on again because my jaw is out of allignment again=.= *cries*
[115] Do you have freckles? egh...everyone has freckles, just depends if you can see them or not....
[116] What are you thinking right now? "wow, it's early, sighs, why don't people wake up earlier?!?!?"
[117] Are you having fun? fun?!?!? a 200 q survey fun?!?!? hahaha, no, just a serious time waster....and enjoying my time...but not fun....
[118] What time is it? 9:03
[119] Who makes you laugh? everyone makes me laugh...the one that makes me laugh the hardest at the present moment, matt lau....hahaha (stingrays can fly) hahahahah
[120] Who's your favorite teacher? mrs. rodgers, grade 1
[121] Whats it doing outside right now? partially cloudy day, and i will probably go to the park soon
[122] What is your favorite dream? don't really have good dreams...always weird ones....
[123] Are you tired of filling this out yet? not yet...
[124] Who of your friends do you think will get married first? friends? egh....don't really know. some of my friends aren't ready to have that kind of relationship yet.....
[125] Who sent this lovely survey to you? no one, i took it from bri...was gonna fill it out last night, but last night i had a splitting headache...
[126] What's your funniest memory as a little kid? funniest aye? can it be when i was in grade 7? hm....
[127] Do you believe in Santa Claus? never did, never will, and i won't teach my children about santa, because i don't believe in him
[128] Do you believe in ghosts? i believe in GOD, i know there is a SATAN, so yes...i believe in ghosts since they are part of the dominion controlled by SATAN
[129] Are most of your friends music freaks? yeah....all of em....because...seriously...who doesn't listen to music?
[130] What do you feel when you think about the person who sent you this? no one sent it...copied of bri...what do i think about him??? he's a friend...
[131] Have you ever paid for a pay-per-view concert? egh....no....
[132] Do you buy merchandise on your favorite group/singer/band? ewwww.....no...
[133] What TV station is better mtv or vh1? egh....neither....don't watch neither...
[134] What is the worst show on MTV? bleh, don't watch, don't know
[135] What is the best show on MTV? don't watch, don't know....XP
[136] What is the worst CD you own? hahaha, all of my music can be classified as being truly good or truly bad depending on the listener la....
[137] What's your favorite movie? have a few, finding nemo, the incredibles, shrek 1 and 2, the first matrix......dunno if there are more...hm....
[138] Friend(s) you have the most fun with? i have fun with all my friends....omgoodness....not that kinda fun you sick minded people=.=
[139] Friend(s) you can do nothing with and still have fun? all of em!
[140] Friend(s) you've dreamed about? haha, all of em!
[141] Friend(s) you tell your dreams to? jean and ann and jenny and whoever else wants to listen to a dream without an endingXP
[142] Friend(s) you tell your secrets to? any one that wants to know me better or use it to their advantage
[143] Boxers or briefs? egh....girl boxers are comfy.....but....i don't like em...egh....
[144] Long or short hair? haven't the next few q's been asked before?!?!? grrr.... on a guy, i like short hair though....
[145] Dark or light hair? normally dark on a guy....
[146] Tall or short? tall for a guy
[147] Mr./Mrs. Sensitive or Mr./Mrs. Funny? funny
[148] Good guy or bad guy? a little bit of both would be the perfect guy....
[149] Dark or light eyes? on a guy....dark eyes that have a sense of compassion in them
[150] Hat or no hat? on a guy aye? depends....most times...without a hat, but if it's that person's style...sure, what damage can having hat hair do?
[151] Ears pierced or no? on a guy...doesn't matter
[152] Tan or fair? not tanned by a can....natural tan if tanned, but not burnt like coal either....
[153] Freckles or none? as i said, everyone has freckles...
[154] Stubble or neatly shaved? mainly neatly shaved...but sometimes stubble is completely hot!!!
[155] Rugged outdoorsy type or sportsy type? haha, at the present moment, the guy i like isn't really either.....but i don't really care....
[156] All american, homie G, or grunge? egh....can i say none?!?!
[157] Mt. Dew or SURGE? ewww.....a guy should never drink mt dew or n e thing with that coloring pigment....lowers your darned sperm count guys.....it's a nono okie?!?!
[158] McDonalds or Burger King? neither.....yuck....
[159] Coke or Pepsi? pepsi, because val would shoot me, but i like neither...
[160] Rather marry the perfect lover or perfect friend? i don't know....perfect friends can become perfect lovers...and perfect lovers can become perfect friends in my opinion....so yeah...
[161] Sweet or sour? a little of both....just keep the balance yo!
[162] Mr. PiBB or Dr. Pepper? what's mr. pibb?!?!? egh.....never had dr. pepper either....
[163] Tea or coffee? hahaha...if it's bbt...most definately tea!!! but if it's plain, neither....
[164] Sappy/action/comedy/horror? all of em ar!!! especially action! XPXP
[165] Ocean or pool? sighs....neither.....i look fat in a swimming suit...
[166] Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheese? both give you bad breath, none...
[167] Mud or Jello wrestling? hahaha....doesn't matter....both sexy in their own way...hahaha
[168] With or without ice-cubes? egh...don't care?
[169] Milk/Dark/White chocolate? me no like dark chocolate unless it's in a fondue pot....
[170] Shine or rain? depends on the bood
[171] Top or Bottom? huh? what does this q mean?!?!?!
[172] Winter/Spring/Summer/Fall? spring and fall, or when the spring is fading into summer, and summer is faiding into fall. hahahah
[173] Vanilla or Chocolate? vanilla
[174] Skiing or boarding? never tried either.....hahaha, so yeah....
[175] Biking or blading? biking and blading are both fun...hahaha
[176] Cake or cookies? cookies....cakes are normally tooo creammy
[177] Cereal or toast? depends on the mood...
[178] Car or truck? car, my hyndai
[179] Night or day? both, that's why GOD made them la...
[180] Gloves or mittens? depends on the weather...
[181] Pager or Cell phone? cell
[182] Bunk bed or waterbed? depends la...am i gonna be sleeping with someone or not....
[183] Chewing gum or hard candy? a little bit of both worlds
[184] Motor boat or sailboat? hm....i don't like being on the water...it makes me sick....i have land legs.... and a stomache for the land....
[185] Lights on or off? egh...depends if i'm gonna sleep or not...
[186] What's your favorite color? egh.....blue but my fave colour to wear is black...
[187] What's your favorite Drink? water?
[188] What s your favorite Animal? my little bad jack russel terrier...
[189] What's your favorite Holiday? don't have a fave holiday...they all mean the same time me.....just another day with some sort of commercialization behind it...or just a odd random day that people choose to put a christian spin on it....everyone should have the same way of how they are in the christmas season, easter season or whatever. so you haveta be nice around christmas and a grouch to everyone else every day except christmas?!?! man, it just doesn't work that way!
[190] What's your favorite Quote? life without purpose is meaningless
[192] What's your favorite Song? egh...i have a few...but if had to choose, all my life k-ci and jojo
[193] What's your favorite Book? dunno
[194] What's your favorite Place? the park by my house
[195] What's your favorite Game? monopolyXDXD
[196] What's your favorite Food? dunno....
[197] What's your favorite Shape? either a star or a heart...depends on the mood
[198] Do you like to call or be called? be called...makes me feel seepeical:D:D
[199] What time is it? 9:25
[200] Are you glad this EXTREMELY long survey is over? hahaha, it was fun....now i gotsta do other things. hahaha. like my english journal. hm....wonder if matt will be in the mood for bbt later....hm......
[02] Last name? Tsang
[03] Address: which one? email? muhahaha.....won't tell you...
[04] Nicknames: Sabby, Sabz,
[05] Do u like ur nicknames? sure, why not?
[06] Gender: femail
[07] bDay: august 12
[08] Your sign: leo
[09] Where do u live: canada
[11] Have you ever been in love? yuppers indeed
[14] Do you have any piercing? nopez,
[15] If no do you want anything pierced? thinking about peircing my ears...
[16] Do you have a tattoo? nopers
[17] Do you want one? nopes, daddy would shoot me....
[18] Where do u shop at the most? egh...don't really know...n e where with a discount....no, not a five finger discount, a legitimate sale ar!!!XPXP
[19] what color is your hair? egh...depends on the parting...most of it is black....and just a tad is brown....my roots are growing back=.=
[20] What color are your eyes? dark brown
[21] How tall are you? 5'5 on a good night of rest, 5'4 and a half if it was bad=.=
[23] Do you smoke? nopez
[24] Do your friends smoke? not many that i know of, but there are...
[25] Who is your best friend(s)? i have a few really good friends....my best? i'd still classify that as being bri
[27] Who are your best friends online? my best friend online? is this due to the talking situation? if so....if it goes with who i talk the most with.....probably matt or jenny.....hahahahah
[28] Do you like Bath & Body Works? hahaha....wuz that??^O)
[29] Kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? at the present moment, pears or sumthing.....next bottle, thermasilk...muhahahahah....
[30] Is your hair short or long? my hair is medium length after a year of shaving my head baldXPXP
[31] Do you like to shop? sure....especially with friends...XDXD
[34] What turns you off? cruelty and a lack of respect
[35] What place do you go for fun? muhahaha, doesn't matter....like bri, as long as i'm not aloneXPXP
[36] What do you do for fun? chilling, when i'm alone, doing surveys like this one:P:P
[37] how many phones do you have in your house? does that include cell? with cells, 7, without, 5
[38] How many computers do u have in your house? 3
[39] What's your favorite foods? egh...japanese...muhahahah
[40] Do you look like anyone famous? bleh, no
[41] Do you think Justin Timerlake is attractive? egh.....i'm a girl and i say no, he may be alright looking, but he sure as heck doesn't attract me!
[42] Who is the most attractive person you know? ....AWKWARD (from the family guy)....
[43] Do u wish to be like your parents? i think i already am....just in a more whiter version and try hard and stickler for tradition.....
[45] What cologne should a hot guy wear? hahaha, doesn't matter, as long as it smells good and i can smell it. hahaha. or he doesn't haveta wear any and still has a naturally nice smelly scent around him. :P:P
[46] What are you listening to right now? gigi leung-散心
[47] What time is it? 8:38 AM
[48] How many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? normally none, unless you wanna call me and have chat *wink wink, nudge nudge*
[49] Do you have your own phone line? if you count my cell, sure....hahaha
[50] Have you ever kissed someone (NOT FAMILY)? hahaha, yes?
[51] What are your favorite shoes? at the present moment, my giganto black platforms that i bought recently
[52] What kind of clothes do you sleep in if any? sweat pants and sweat shirt:P
[53] What's your favorite soda? don't have one, that stuff is bad for your teeth!
[54] What things do you say a lot? egh....there alot of stuff i say alot, currently, "that's sooo mean!!!" "Wow, you are a smartie aren't you?!?!" "awww...stop that....it's making me blush:$:$"
[55] Are you the serious, loud, happy, or shy type? hahaha, depends on what mood i am in, if i am in a happy mood, most times, i'm super loud....i'm shy when i'm around shy people, but i still try to make convo...
[56] Who is the coolest people/person in the world? all my friends and family...love you all *huggie*
[57] Do you think you are weird or funny? hahaha, a little bit of both....
[58] Who was the last person you called? matt lau
[59] Where do you wanna get married? in a garden
[60] Who is the finest guy in your school? hahaha, finest aye? no one, i don't look at white guys n e more....hahaha....i have my heart set on someone...hahahah
[61] What are your favorite guy/girl names? i really like the name adam, but it's kinda common, so yeah....still goes, christoph, and trinity, but trinity is what val would name a kid...so i can only love the name....
[62] What's your worst memory in the past 5 years? hahaha....2 years, a month, nine days, and around 15 hours ago....hahahah
[63] What's your favorite childhood memory? wow, let's just say that i didn't have many.....does childhood count from grade 6 going into grade 7? if so, my best childhood memory is when my mommy tells me that i am going to a new school
[64] What is your favorite fast food restaurant? don't have one...but i think having a mamma burger is sooo cute...hahahaha
[65] Who do you really dislike? oh wow....i kinda forgave alot of people..and and the present moment, no one to dislike....oh wait...maybe one.....
[66] If so, names? mandy swanpool, because she's been sooo mean to me and i try to be nice to her and she's still mean=.=
[67] do you have a pool? hahaha, *spits on ground* yupz, i now have a pool of spit!!! hahaha
[68] Do you have a spa? nopes...
[69] Are you stupid? is stupidity related to ignorance? but altogether, it's a state of mind...if you call someone stupid, to others you could be stupid yourself...so yeah...
[70] What are you addicted to? nothing at the present moment
[71] Who do you wish you were like? JESUS!!
[72] Who has it easier, males or females? i have feminist ideals, but i still say that males have it alot easier lor.....
[73] Would you rather be short or tall? i like my height....
[74] Do you like to dance? i don't dance....can't dance
[75] Do you like playing pranks on people? depends what kind of pranks...
[76] What's your least favorite subject in school? hahaha, some people i know for sure would most definately say english....but....right now....i must say my least fave is chem, even though it is my favourite science, i just don't do well in it=.=
[77] What's your favorite subject in school? english XPXP
[78] What college do you wanna go to? if it's a college that i must go to, sheridan or mohawk, but i wanna go to uni...either mac or waterloo
[79] What school do you go to now? OTHS- oakville trafalgar highschool
[80] Do you have a Playstation or Nintendo 64? nopes, neither
[81] Do you sleep a lot? egh...define alot...how many hours is alot?...probably not...
[82] Whats your favorite radio stations? hahaha, my presents in the car...hahaha
[83] Are you a night person? sometimes
[84] Are you a morning person? most times
[85] Whats your favorite tv show? csi!!!!
[86] Do you shave? what? my legs?!?!? some times...hahahaha
[87] How often do you shower? daily
[88] What room do you spend most of the time in? basement
[89] How many rooms does your house have? bathrooms count right? 9.....wow...that really few....XO
[90] What do you wanna be when you're out of college? social worker....
[91] Do you curse a lot? i try not too, but when i'm pissed or the person that is driving is utterly stupid....
[92] Are you ticklish? haha, yeah....*trying to cover my flub from you*
[93] What's your favorite flower? egh.... i like this flower that i don't know the name....my mommy says it's called a bleeding heart....wow....what a name...
[94] What are you wearing right now? haha...wow bri...you wear a thong aye?!?!? hahahah...lmao!!!! right now....sweat pants and sweat shirt...
[95] Do you go to church? yupz...
[96] How many kids do you wanna have? depends on how the economics situation is....kids are expensive...but i'm hoping for two
[97] Do you believe in God? yupz
[98] Do you believe in love at first sight? no such thing in my opinion
[99] What color tooth brush do you use? clear and black...
[100] How many times a day do you brush your teeth? three times most times
[101] who is you favorite cartoon character? cartoon aye? don't have one...
[102] Do you have a job? not n e more....
[103] What's your favorite fruit? mangos!!!!
[104] What's your favorite vegetable? bak choi!!! or maybe spinache!!!!!
[105] What's your favorite candy? egh...must i like the candy? well....i like starburst for their wrappers....XPXP
[106] What was the best day of your life? every day is a good day even if i have a bad one....
[107] What are you gonna do today? probably wait till people come on line and then make plans, since i have the car, gas card and cash!!!!
[108] Are you daddy's little angel? little angel? heck no....but i am a daddy's little girl since my daddy doesn't have favourites....so technically, my sister is also oneXDXD
[109] Do you wear body spray? maybe, sometimes...
[110] Who is the sweetest girl? sweetest? haha.....don't know....tooo many girl pals to actually say who's the sweetest...they are all sweet in their own way la...and that's why i love em all!!!*huggies*
[111] Who is the sweetest guy? hahaha, must be the guy i met through xanga, which he wants me to call him woody.....just because he always says nice things about me that make me blush.....hahaha....but all my guys friends are sweet in their own way too la.....*hugs*
[112] How many rings or necklaces do you own?wow...egh...i've never really counted...but i have close to 20 rings, and i think i have like 9 necklaces
[113] Do you wear a watch? not right now, but normally i do
[114] Did/Do you have braces? i had braces, took them off, and now i am getting them on again because my jaw is out of allignment again=.= *cries*
[115] Do you have freckles? egh...everyone has freckles, just depends if you can see them or not....
[116] What are you thinking right now? "wow, it's early, sighs, why don't people wake up earlier?!?!?"
[117] Are you having fun? fun?!?!? a 200 q survey fun?!?!? hahaha, no, just a serious time waster....and enjoying my time...but not fun....
[118] What time is it? 9:03
[119] Who makes you laugh? everyone makes me laugh...the one that makes me laugh the hardest at the present moment, matt lau....hahaha (stingrays can fly) hahahahah
[120] Who's your favorite teacher? mrs. rodgers, grade 1
[121] Whats it doing outside right now? partially cloudy day, and i will probably go to the park soon
[122] What is your favorite dream? don't really have good dreams...always weird ones....
[123] Are you tired of filling this out yet? not yet...
[124] Who of your friends do you think will get married first? friends? egh....don't really know. some of my friends aren't ready to have that kind of relationship yet.....
[125] Who sent this lovely survey to you? no one, i took it from bri...was gonna fill it out last night, but last night i had a splitting headache...
[126] What's your funniest memory as a little kid? funniest aye? can it be when i was in grade 7? hm....
[127] Do you believe in Santa Claus? never did, never will, and i won't teach my children about santa, because i don't believe in him
[128] Do you believe in ghosts? i believe in GOD, i know there is a SATAN, so yes...i believe in ghosts since they are part of the dominion controlled by SATAN
[129] Are most of your friends music freaks? yeah....all of em....because...seriously...who doesn't listen to music?
[130] What do you feel when you think about the person who sent you this? no one sent it...copied of bri...what do i think about him??? he's a friend...
[131] Have you ever paid for a pay-per-view concert? egh....no....
[132] Do you buy merchandise on your favorite group/singer/band? ewwww.....no...
[133] What TV station is better mtv or vh1? egh....neither....don't watch neither...
[134] What is the worst show on MTV? bleh, don't watch, don't know
[135] What is the best show on MTV? don't watch, don't know....XP
[136] What is the worst CD you own? hahaha, all of my music can be classified as being truly good or truly bad depending on the listener la....
[137] What's your favorite movie? have a few, finding nemo, the incredibles, shrek 1 and 2, the first matrix......dunno if there are more...hm....
[138] Friend(s) you have the most fun with? i have fun with all my friends....omgoodness....not that kinda fun you sick minded people=.=
[139] Friend(s) you can do nothing with and still have fun? all of em!
[140] Friend(s) you've dreamed about? haha, all of em!
[141] Friend(s) you tell your dreams to? jean and ann and jenny and whoever else wants to listen to a dream without an endingXP
[142] Friend(s) you tell your secrets to? any one that wants to know me better or use it to their advantage
[143] Boxers or briefs? egh....girl boxers are comfy.....but....i don't like em...egh....
[144] Long or short hair? haven't the next few q's been asked before?!?!? grrr.... on a guy, i like short hair though....
[145] Dark or light hair? normally dark on a guy....
[146] Tall or short? tall for a guy
[147] Mr./Mrs. Sensitive or Mr./Mrs. Funny? funny
[148] Good guy or bad guy? a little bit of both would be the perfect guy....
[149] Dark or light eyes? on a guy....dark eyes that have a sense of compassion in them
[150] Hat or no hat? on a guy aye? depends....most times...without a hat, but if it's that person's style...sure, what damage can having hat hair do?
[151] Ears pierced or no? on a guy...doesn't matter
[152] Tan or fair? not tanned by a can....natural tan if tanned, but not burnt like coal either....
[153] Freckles or none? as i said, everyone has freckles...
[154] Stubble or neatly shaved? mainly neatly shaved...but sometimes stubble is completely hot!!!
[155] Rugged outdoorsy type or sportsy type? haha, at the present moment, the guy i like isn't really either.....but i don't really care....
[156] All american, homie G, or grunge? egh....can i say none?!?!
[157] Mt. Dew or SURGE? ewww.....a guy should never drink mt dew or n e thing with that coloring pigment....lowers your darned sperm count guys.....it's a nono okie?!?!
[158] McDonalds or Burger King? neither.....yuck....
[159] Coke or Pepsi? pepsi, because val would shoot me, but i like neither...
[160] Rather marry the perfect lover or perfect friend? i don't know....perfect friends can become perfect lovers...and perfect lovers can become perfect friends in my opinion....so yeah...
[161] Sweet or sour? a little of both....just keep the balance yo!
[162] Mr. PiBB or Dr. Pepper? what's mr. pibb?!?!? egh.....never had dr. pepper either....
[163] Tea or coffee? hahaha...if it's bbt...most definately tea!!! but if it's plain, neither....
[164] Sappy/action/comedy/horror? all of em ar!!! especially action! XPXP
[165] Ocean or pool? sighs....neither.....i look fat in a swimming suit...
[166] Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheese? both give you bad breath, none...
[167] Mud or Jello wrestling? hahaha....doesn't matter....both sexy in their own way...hahaha
[168] With or without ice-cubes? egh...don't care?
[169] Milk/Dark/White chocolate? me no like dark chocolate unless it's in a fondue pot....
[170] Shine or rain? depends on the bood
[171] Top or Bottom? huh? what does this q mean?!?!?!
[172] Winter/Spring/Summer/Fall? spring and fall, or when the spring is fading into summer, and summer is faiding into fall. hahahah
[173] Vanilla or Chocolate? vanilla
[174] Skiing or boarding? never tried either.....hahaha, so yeah....
[175] Biking or blading? biking and blading are both fun...hahaha
[176] Cake or cookies? cookies....cakes are normally tooo creammy
[177] Cereal or toast? depends on the mood...
[178] Car or truck? car, my hyndai
[179] Night or day? both, that's why GOD made them la...
[180] Gloves or mittens? depends on the weather...
[181] Pager or Cell phone? cell
[182] Bunk bed or waterbed? depends la...am i gonna be sleeping with someone or not....
[183] Chewing gum or hard candy? a little bit of both worlds
[184] Motor boat or sailboat? hm....i don't like being on the water...it makes me sick....i have land legs.... and a stomache for the land....
[185] Lights on or off? egh...depends if i'm gonna sleep or not...
[186] What's your favorite color? egh.....blue but my fave colour to wear is black...
[187] What's your favorite Drink? water?
[188] What s your favorite Animal? my little bad jack russel terrier...
[189] What's your favorite Holiday? don't have a fave holiday...they all mean the same time me.....just another day with some sort of commercialization behind it...or just a odd random day that people choose to put a christian spin on it....everyone should have the same way of how they are in the christmas season, easter season or whatever. so you haveta be nice around christmas and a grouch to everyone else every day except christmas?!?! man, it just doesn't work that way!
[190] What's your favorite Quote? life without purpose is meaningless
[192] What's your favorite Song? egh...i have a few...but if had to choose, all my life k-ci and jojo
[193] What's your favorite Book? dunno
[194] What's your favorite Place? the park by my house
[195] What's your favorite Game? monopolyXDXD
[196] What's your favorite Food? dunno....
[197] What's your favorite Shape? either a star or a heart...depends on the mood
[198] Do you like to call or be called? be called...makes me feel seepeical:D:D
[199] What time is it? 9:25
[200] Are you glad this EXTREMELY long survey is over? hahaha, it was fun....now i gotsta do other things. hahaha. like my english journal. hm....wonder if matt will be in the mood for bbt later....hm......
Sunday, March 27, 2005
alll jokes...
aparently, both stingrays and bees can fly!!! muhahaha. wow matt....you are sooo seeemart!!! hahaha lmao!!! muhahaha
i sooo got rejected from cleaning! whether you think so or not....i am sooo rejected....X'(
boooo.
why would n e one say no to an offer of cleaning someone else's house?!?!? HOW CAN I GET REJECTED?!?!?! XO sooooo awed by being rejected....booo.
*poke poke* boo, yeah next time, poke lower ar! *poke poke* grrr....can't you poke my fat such as my lovehandles instead of those areas?!?!?! *me glare at boy who poked me where he shouldn't have*...boy, "args, i just can't seem to poke you properly, args. i'm just gonna stop trying=.="
muhahahaha. lmao!!! hahaha.
i sooo got rejected from cleaning! whether you think so or not....i am sooo rejected....X'(
boooo.
why would n e one say no to an offer of cleaning someone else's house?!?!? HOW CAN I GET REJECTED?!?!?! XO sooooo awed by being rejected....booo.
*poke poke* boo, yeah next time, poke lower ar! *poke poke* grrr....can't you poke my fat such as my lovehandles instead of those areas?!?!?! *me glare at boy who poked me where he shouldn't have*...boy, "args, i just can't seem to poke you properly, args. i'm just gonna stop trying=.="
muhahahaha. lmao!!! hahaha.
re-jec-ted!!!
boooo....got turned down for asking to do a favour=.= grrr......
booo....but i wanted to do it....boooooX'(
booo....but i wanted to do it....boooooX'(
Saturday, March 26, 2005
weirdo bizardo quizzie
if I were a month I would be: January
if I were a day of the week I would be: Sunday
if I were a time of day I would be: 12:00
if I were a planet I would be: Venus
if I were a sea animal: Angel Fish
if I were a direction I would be: North
if I were a piece of furniture I would be: a Table
if I were a sin I would be: egh....
if I were a historical figure: Queen Elizabeth
if I were a liquid I would be: Salt water
if I were a tree I would be: Japanese Maple
if I were a flower/plant I would be: A rose
if I were a kind of weather I would be: partially sunny
if I were a musical instrument I would be: Piano
if I were an animal I would be: A panther
if I were a color I would be: grey
if I were a vegetable I would be: Celery
if I were a sound I would be: Bang
if I were an element I would be: wind
if I were a car I would be: A Beamer
if I were a song I would be: All My Life
if I were a movie I would be directed by: egh...
if I were a book I would be written by: egh....
if I were a food I would be: ice cream
if I were a place I would be: A small iland that was
unchartered by any mass amount of men
if I were a material I would be: silk
if I were a taste I would be: sour
if I were a scent I would be: Vanilla
if I were a word I would be: Loyalty
if I were an object I would be: a tuperware container
if I were a body part I would be: hands
if I were a facial expression I would be: a grin
if I were a cartoon character I would be: Pucca!
if I were a shape I would be: A Star
if I were a number I would be: 13
if I were a day of the week I would be: Sunday
if I were a time of day I would be: 12:00
if I were a planet I would be: Venus
if I were a sea animal: Angel Fish
if I were a direction I would be: North
if I were a piece of furniture I would be: a Table
if I were a sin I would be: egh....
if I were a historical figure: Queen Elizabeth
if I were a liquid I would be: Salt water
if I were a tree I would be: Japanese Maple
if I were a flower/plant I would be: A rose
if I were a kind of weather I would be: partially sunny
if I were a musical instrument I would be: Piano
if I were an animal I would be: A panther
if I were a color I would be: grey
if I were a vegetable I would be: Celery
if I were a sound I would be: Bang
if I were an element I would be: wind
if I were a car I would be: A Beamer
if I were a song I would be: All My Life
if I were a movie I would be directed by: egh...
if I were a book I would be written by: egh....
if I were a food I would be: ice cream
if I were a place I would be: A small iland that was
unchartered by any mass amount of men
if I were a material I would be: silk
if I were a taste I would be: sour
if I were a scent I would be: Vanilla
if I were a word I would be: Loyalty
if I were an object I would be: a tuperware container
if I were a body part I would be: hands
if I were a facial expression I would be: a grin
if I were a cartoon character I would be: Pucca!
if I were a shape I would be: A Star
if I were a number I would be: 13
3 WaY Q's
3 WAYS I AM STILL JUST A KID
1. I still watch cartoons with a passion
2. I love cute fluffy stuffed animals
3. I'm easily amused with the simplest of actions or
words
3 WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD
1. I'm going off to university next semester
2. I have a body of a 60 year old=.=
3. Just don't understand why children these days
are allowed to live the way they do
3 WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL BOY
how am i supposed to answer this one?!?!? i'm not
a guy!!!!=.=
1.
2.
3.
3 WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL GIRL
1. I count calories of the things i eat
2. I'd very much rather talk on the phone than msn
3. I love shopping! (whether i'm broke or not)
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Sabina
2. Sabz
3. Sabby
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. qt angel
2. de_death_angel
3. sabbygurl
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I can make someone comfortable in an
uncomfortable setting
2. I'm loved by family and friends because of the
way i am...(even though at times, i can really tick
em off...but i'll still love em)
3. I like exercising even if it's a really hard workout!
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT
YOURSELF:
1. Sometimes, I lack motivation
2. I feel like crying alot of the time
3. I hardly know when to close my mouth
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Grand Daddy was in the Army fighting against
the JAPANESE
2. Complete utter, HK FOBBY parents (but i still
love em to death!)
3. born in hk
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Judgement day/ armageddon
2. Knives
3. loneliness
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Friends and family
2. clothes
3. food
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT
NOW:
1. a sweater that says varsity on the front
2. Pants that have a funky design stitched in it
3. ankle socks that have stripes and stars on it
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists
(AT THE MOMENT)):
1. Jay Chou
2. ping pung
3. Sonicflood
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO DO IN THE
NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Start a Closer relationship with GOD
2. Loose some weight
3. practice to have my flute playing ability to the
level it was before
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I was taught to love by a loveless guy
2. I shaved my head for cancer
3. I hate singing
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE
OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO
YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Smile
3. Height
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Kill Myself
2. Draw
3. Sleeping without dreaming
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY
BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Learn to ski/ snowboard
2. Stop liking the person i like right now
3. pick up matt and go to school=.=
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. psychologist
2. counsellor
3. secretary
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON
VACATION:
1. England
2. Australia
3. back to HK
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Christoph
2. Trinity
3. Maxwell
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE
YOU DIE:
1. get married, have a family
2. live a happy, successful life
3. do a marathon
1. I still watch cartoons with a passion
2. I love cute fluffy stuffed animals
3. I'm easily amused with the simplest of actions or
words
3 WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD
1. I'm going off to university next semester
2. I have a body of a 60 year old=.=
3. Just don't understand why children these days
are allowed to live the way they do
3 WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL BOY
how am i supposed to answer this one?!?!? i'm not
a guy!!!!=.=
1.
2.
3.
3 WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL GIRL
1. I count calories of the things i eat
2. I'd very much rather talk on the phone than msn
3. I love shopping! (whether i'm broke or not)
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Sabina
2. Sabz
3. Sabby
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. qt angel
2. de_death_angel
3. sabbygurl
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I can make someone comfortable in an
uncomfortable setting
2. I'm loved by family and friends because of the
way i am...(even though at times, i can really tick
em off...but i'll still love em)
3. I like exercising even if it's a really hard workout!
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT
YOURSELF:
1. Sometimes, I lack motivation
2. I feel like crying alot of the time
3. I hardly know when to close my mouth
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Grand Daddy was in the Army fighting against
the JAPANESE
2. Complete utter, HK FOBBY parents (but i still
love em to death!)
3. born in hk
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Judgement day/ armageddon
2. Knives
3. loneliness
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Friends and family
2. clothes
3. food
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT
NOW:
1. a sweater that says varsity on the front
2. Pants that have a funky design stitched in it
3. ankle socks that have stripes and stars on it
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists
(AT THE MOMENT)):
1. Jay Chou
2. ping pung
3. Sonicflood
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO DO IN THE
NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Start a Closer relationship with GOD
2. Loose some weight
3. practice to have my flute playing ability to the
level it was before
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I was taught to love by a loveless guy
2. I shaved my head for cancer
3. I hate singing
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE
OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO
YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Smile
3. Height
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Kill Myself
2. Draw
3. Sleeping without dreaming
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY
BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Learn to ski/ snowboard
2. Stop liking the person i like right now
3. pick up matt and go to school=.=
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. psychologist
2. counsellor
3. secretary
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON
VACATION:
1. England
2. Australia
3. back to HK
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Christoph
2. Trinity
3. Maxwell
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE
YOU DIE:
1. get married, have a family
2. live a happy, successful life
3. do a marathon
edward scissorhands
muhahaha. wow...what a movie. muhahaha. it's edward scissorhands. muhahaha. it's a good ovie. it used to scare me as a kid....because it was a man with scissors as hands. it was really really scary.
sighs.
it's rather sad....because the guy i like has no clue what so ever. sad aye? muhahah. or maybe he does and he plays along very very well. muhahaha. but i don't know. muhahaha. not time for me to start n e thing. sitting on the swing has made me have the biggest headache. args. feeling sick to my stomache. at tooo muchie too by the way=.= sad.
hm....my 2 favorite guys under my roof in the basement. one sleeping on the couch, the other frustrated with my pc and the lack of being able to open a file. oh yess.....by the way matt, it did open the file none the less...and now you can open n e other file you want on my pcXPXP
but no one really reads this i suppose. muhahah.
well i'm feeling sick, and i think i'm gonna just sleep earlier.
muhahaha. asked matt if i could clean his house on monday. muhahaha. yeah jennay....i am insane for asking to clean someone else's house. i don't know. when it comes to my own mess, i never want to clean it, but when it's for someone else, i'm really willing to do what they don't want. sighs, why am i sooo weird like that?
sighs.
it's rather sad....because the guy i like has no clue what so ever. sad aye? muhahah. or maybe he does and he plays along very very well. muhahaha. but i don't know. muhahaha. not time for me to start n e thing. sitting on the swing has made me have the biggest headache. args. feeling sick to my stomache. at tooo muchie too by the way=.= sad.
hm....my 2 favorite guys under my roof in the basement. one sleeping on the couch, the other frustrated with my pc and the lack of being able to open a file. oh yess.....by the way matt, it did open the file none the less...and now you can open n e other file you want on my pcXPXP
but no one really reads this i suppose. muhahah.
well i'm feeling sick, and i think i'm gonna just sleep earlier.
muhahaha. asked matt if i could clean his house on monday. muhahaha. yeah jennay....i am insane for asking to clean someone else's house. i don't know. when it comes to my own mess, i never want to clean it, but when it's for someone else, i'm really willing to do what they don't want. sighs, why am i sooo weird like that?
hey mickey, you're so fine...
muhahahaha.
well yeah....last night, with the helpf of my sister's boyfriend, i have accomplished the making of my mickey puzzle. muhahaha. yupz yupz. this one, i will be proud to frame. i mean, i had the help of someone else, but what's the fun of spending all your time being alone? i think that's rather sad don't you think?
who wants to be lonely for the rest of their life? muhahaha. i wanna start picking up my knitting. making patterns this time instead of just plain scarves for everyone i know=.= but yeah. muhahaha. when you finish something for yourself, you always feel alot better. muhahaha. some person at my respiratory examination taught me how to crochet. muhahahaha. yeah yeah!!!! score!!!! so one thing over the march break that i accomplished= i learnt to crochet!!! yeah yeah!!!! you start it the same way as you knit! muhahaha. and that's the part i was having the most trouble on....and the second line after that. muhahaha. that lady advised me to buy a beginners book. muhahaha.
are you happy for me? i'm happy for myself. hahaha.
the van is having major tire issues. args=.= at least it's not a shocks problem. muhahaha. right now...my tire has a bubble....a massive bubble. args.....i won't be driving the car today....sighs.....wanted to go somewhere. i'll probably go to the park later on and tell other people to meet up with me. hahaha. but no one's gonna spend time in a park with sabby. romantic notions=.= but whatever. the park has always been my favourite place at night. because it's where i grew up, it's where i find myself. sighs....
yeah.....university next year. wonder how i'm gonna find myself. crap....i still have like 300 more cranes to make. crap...... i haveta accomplish at least 1000 before i enter university. why? because it's starting a new phase in my life that deserves a task that is worth the challenge. blah.....i mean, stars are nothing. maybe i should learn to make those stars outta straws. does n e one know how? won't someone teach me ma? please? i'll beg you to give me lessons!
well mickey puzzle took me since christmas. because i've been lazy and i've also been super busy with other things though. but you would be sooo proud of me, my sis' bf, and my sis!!! yeah yeah. we filled up all the gaps in two days. muhahaha. onto the next puzzle.....tigger! heart set on finishing tigger.....and then probably gonna give this one away. but.....would that be tooo obvious and stupid? and not to forget, rather femenine because it's tigger? blah....whatever....
the problem with me, is that i hate to be mean if i don't have to. what the heck is wrong with me?!?!? grrr
well yeah....last night, with the helpf of my sister's boyfriend, i have accomplished the making of my mickey puzzle. muhahaha. yupz yupz. this one, i will be proud to frame. i mean, i had the help of someone else, but what's the fun of spending all your time being alone? i think that's rather sad don't you think?
who wants to be lonely for the rest of their life? muhahaha. i wanna start picking up my knitting. making patterns this time instead of just plain scarves for everyone i know=.= but yeah. muhahaha. when you finish something for yourself, you always feel alot better. muhahaha. some person at my respiratory examination taught me how to crochet. muhahahaha. yeah yeah!!!! score!!!! so one thing over the march break that i accomplished= i learnt to crochet!!! yeah yeah!!!! you start it the same way as you knit! muhahaha. and that's the part i was having the most trouble on....and the second line after that. muhahaha. that lady advised me to buy a beginners book. muhahaha.
are you happy for me? i'm happy for myself. hahaha.
the van is having major tire issues. args=.= at least it's not a shocks problem. muhahaha. right now...my tire has a bubble....a massive bubble. args.....i won't be driving the car today....sighs.....wanted to go somewhere. i'll probably go to the park later on and tell other people to meet up with me. hahaha. but no one's gonna spend time in a park with sabby. romantic notions=.= but whatever. the park has always been my favourite place at night. because it's where i grew up, it's where i find myself. sighs....
yeah.....university next year. wonder how i'm gonna find myself. crap....i still have like 300 more cranes to make. crap...... i haveta accomplish at least 1000 before i enter university. why? because it's starting a new phase in my life that deserves a task that is worth the challenge. blah.....i mean, stars are nothing. maybe i should learn to make those stars outta straws. does n e one know how? won't someone teach me ma? please? i'll beg you to give me lessons!
well mickey puzzle took me since christmas. because i've been lazy and i've also been super busy with other things though. but you would be sooo proud of me, my sis' bf, and my sis!!! yeah yeah. we filled up all the gaps in two days. muhahaha. onto the next puzzle.....tigger! heart set on finishing tigger.....and then probably gonna give this one away. but.....would that be tooo obvious and stupid? and not to forget, rather femenine because it's tigger? blah....whatever....
the problem with me, is that i hate to be mean if i don't have to. what the heck is wrong with me?!?!? grrr
Friday, March 25, 2005
Groove Coverage - 7 Years & 50 Days Song Lyrics
Seven years and fifty days
The time is passing by
Nothing in this world could be
As nice as you and I
Bridge:
And how could we break up like this
And how could we be wrong
So many years, so many days
And I still sing my song
Chorus:
Now I run to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream
I'll return to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream of you
Seven years and fifty days
Now just look at me
Another girl I used to be
So then what do you see
Bridge:
And how could we break up like this
And how could we be wrong
So many years, so many days
And I still sing my song
Chorus:
Now I run to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream
I'll return to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream of you
The time is passing by
Nothing in this world could be
As nice as you and I
Bridge:
And how could we break up like this
And how could we be wrong
So many years, so many days
And I still sing my song
Chorus:
Now I run to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream
I'll return to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream of you
Seven years and fifty days
Now just look at me
Another girl I used to be
So then what do you see
Bridge:
And how could we break up like this
And how could we be wrong
So many years, so many days
And I still sing my song
Chorus:
Now I run to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream
I'll return to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream of you
muhahah
back to the techno. back to the rave music. back to the geno beats. back to the hypotic trance music. back to the past. back to a phase in life when everything was a high. back to a time when all my world could easily crumble but was held together as best as i knew how. back to a time when the worries i have now are completely trivial. back to a time when i didn't worry about me. back to a time when i didn't worry about n e one. back to a time when all my joys were greatness and all my sadness was great waves of exhaustion. back to a time that i vaguely remember how and when and why, but back n e ways.
Thursday, March 24, 2005
another survey
1. Full name: Sabina Kam Yan Tsang
2. Nicknames: sabby, sabz
3. Eye colour: dark brown
4. Height: 5'4 to 5'5...depending on how i sleep
5. Hair colour: black, thinking about copper highlights
6. Siblings: on older sister
7. Do u like to sing in the shower?: yups yupz
8. Do u like to sing on the toilet?: egh....no??
9. Birthday: August 12 1987
10. Star Sign: leo
11. Address: home address ma? i'm sorry not on the internet
12. Sex: female
13. Righty or lefty: i write with my right, and the rest...i'm ambidextrous
14. What's your ideal partner? someone who will love me for who i am and understands me. someone who will say i am beautiful even though i'm having a totally horrible day. someone who will love me unconditionally.
15. Have you ever cheated?: cheated on a person? definately not...on a test yeah *blushes*
16. Marital status: single and hoping
17. Do you have a car?: yes...but it's still primarily owned by my parents
18. What kinda car do you have/want?: i have an hyunday accent 98 model....i want a honda civic...
FAVORITE QUESTIONS:
19. Movie: egh....dunno yet...
20: oh....well someone did some difference....and deleted the whole q??!?!?
21. Band/ singer: switchfoot, evanescence, sonicflood....k-ci and jojo, daniel bedingfield
22. TV Show: csi
23. Actor: don't have one
24. Actress: don't have one
25. Food: fetticcini with alfredo sauce
26. Number: 13
27. Cartoon: simpsons
28. Disney Character: the genie from alladin
29. Colour: to wear= black, but fave colour= royal blue
30. Do you plan on having children: bet on it!!
31. Do you want to get married: yuppersXDXD
32. How old do you wanna be when you have your first child: 26ish?
33. How old do you wanna be when your married: 23/24ish?
34. Would you have kids before marriage: egh...don't want that to happen....
37. Do you have a crush: does that mean someone like me or i like someone? i don't think n e one likes me more than just a friend...and at the present moment, yes, i'm crushing on a guy=.=
EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
38. Music/TV: music
39. Guys/Girls: guyz
40. Green/Blue: blue
41. Pink/Purple: purple
42. Summer/Winter: winter, when snow is falling and it is calm with a lack of wind...sooo lovely
43. Night/Day: day
44. Hangin Out/Chillin: ain't that the same?
45. Dopey/Funny: funnay
47. what skool do u go to?:oakville trafalgar highschool
48. have you ever taken drugs?: define drugs....
49. What's a major turn on for you?: humour, wit, mysteriousness, understanding and compassion
50. How far would you go on a first date? dunno....
51. The person you know who is... most blonde?: hahaha....don't really know....either jenny or kat...they both have had the most blond moments that i can remember...muhahaha
52. Best person: best person for what? egh......
52. Which 5 people do you trust?: egh...i can't only name 5. i trust all my friends...maybe not all the same..but i trust all my friends...
53. what do you think of soul mates?: there is sucha a thing if GOD has planned one for you
54. Do you believe it is right to flirt if you have a bf/gf?: egh...i don't know how to flirt....but apparently people say it's in my nature....i don't think it's right...but i don't know if i do it or notXSXSXS
55. Have u cried in the last 24hrs?: i think i did while i was dreaming
56. What's something about guys/girls you don't get: why most guys like to bottle up their emotions
57. Are you happy?: i'm satisfied...but i dont know about happy....
58. Why?: i'm satisfied because i enjoy the pace my life is at, at the present moment
59. Wats an item u cant live without?: my soul??
60. Love or lust: love!!
61. Silver or gold: white gold...but silver if it's not white
62. Diamond or pearls: diamonds
63. Sunset or sunrise: both are beautiful
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping: nopes....
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: haha, yes *blushes*
66. Do you have any piercings: no, but considering it
67. What colour underpants are you wearing right now: baby blue
68: What song are u listening to right now?: the one on my page, jay chou- qing tian
69. What are the last four digits of your home phone number: 3051
70: Where would you want to go on your honeymoon?: it doesn't matter, as long as i am with the person i love
71. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with: doesn't matter, as long as it's safe to raise children and what not
72. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: eyes and smile
73. Favourite sport??: to watch= hockey and b-ball. to play= badminton, volleyball
74. What makes you happy?: thinking about certain situations, things and people
75. wat is the next cd u r gonna grab?: probably a blank one to burn songs
76. Do u wear contacts or glasses?: i am getting contacts soon
77. What's the best advice given to you?: i don't know....there are alot of those...
78. Have you ever won any special awards?: no, i am not outstanding in any thing in particular
79. Whats your goal in life?: dedicate my life to GOD
80. Worst sickness u ever had?: well....never had n e thing that i needed to be hospitalized....maybe the time in the theatre when the paramedics carried me out
81. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better?: funny most times...sometimes scary..depends on my mood
82. On the phone or in person?: in person
83. Hugs or kisses?: dunno...depends on the person...but probably hugs...
84. What song seems to reflect you the most?: don't really know...
85. If you died tomorrow?: you would either be happy or sad...and i will be looking down from heaven wondering why the people that are sad are actually sad
87. What is your greatest fear?: being alone and unloved
88. Would you rather be rich or famous?: neither....because with wealth comes exploitation
89. What time is it in Albania right now?: bleh...how would i know?
90. Have you ever been in love?: i think most likely yes....and so i say yes
91. Have you met santa?: no such person
92. If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign asking to use your phone what would you do?: tell him to come in and let him use my phone
93: wow...another lost q aye??? stupid...
94.Any Pets?: yuppers...a doggie
95.Whats your email address?: primarily, de_death_angel@hotmail.com, but professionally, sabina_tsang@email.com. muhahaha....copied briboi...muhahah
96. When were you depressed?: tuesday i think....yeah...most definately tuesday...
97. u an alcoholic?: don't like drinking alcohol
98. Who sent this to you?: no one sent it...i copied it off of briboi's livejournal
99. what do you think of this person: he's my friend. i can tell him n e thing...at least as long as it doesn't make him feel uncomfortable. muhaha...shy at times i assume. he bottles up most of his emotions. egh....he's my friend, a great friend. it doesn't matter that he's not perfect, but he's a friend, my friend.
2. Nicknames: sabby, sabz
3. Eye colour: dark brown
4. Height: 5'4 to 5'5...depending on how i sleep
5. Hair colour: black, thinking about copper highlights
6. Siblings: on older sister
7. Do u like to sing in the shower?: yups yupz
8. Do u like to sing on the toilet?: egh....no??
9. Birthday: August 12 1987
10. Star Sign: leo
11. Address: home address ma? i'm sorry not on the internet
12. Sex: female
13. Righty or lefty: i write with my right, and the rest...i'm ambidextrous
14. What's your ideal partner? someone who will love me for who i am and understands me. someone who will say i am beautiful even though i'm having a totally horrible day. someone who will love me unconditionally.
15. Have you ever cheated?: cheated on a person? definately not...on a test yeah *blushes*
16. Marital status: single and hoping
17. Do you have a car?: yes...but it's still primarily owned by my parents
18. What kinda car do you have/want?: i have an hyunday accent 98 model....i want a honda civic...
FAVORITE QUESTIONS:
19. Movie: egh....dunno yet...
20: oh....well someone did some difference....and deleted the whole q??!?!?
21. Band/ singer: switchfoot, evanescence, sonicflood....k-ci and jojo, daniel bedingfield
22. TV Show: csi
23. Actor: don't have one
24. Actress: don't have one
25. Food: fetticcini with alfredo sauce
26. Number: 13
27. Cartoon: simpsons
28. Disney Character: the genie from alladin
29. Colour: to wear= black, but fave colour= royal blue
30. Do you plan on having children: bet on it!!
31. Do you want to get married: yuppersXDXD
32. How old do you wanna be when you have your first child: 26ish?
33. How old do you wanna be when your married: 23/24ish?
34. Would you have kids before marriage: egh...don't want that to happen....
37. Do you have a crush: does that mean someone like me or i like someone? i don't think n e one likes me more than just a friend...and at the present moment, yes, i'm crushing on a guy=.=
EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
38. Music/TV: music
39. Guys/Girls: guyz
40. Green/Blue: blue
41. Pink/Purple: purple
42. Summer/Winter: winter, when snow is falling and it is calm with a lack of wind...sooo lovely
43. Night/Day: day
44. Hangin Out/Chillin: ain't that the same?
45. Dopey/Funny: funnay
47. what skool do u go to?:oakville trafalgar highschool
48. have you ever taken drugs?: define drugs....
49. What's a major turn on for you?: humour, wit, mysteriousness, understanding and compassion
50. How far would you go on a first date? dunno....
51. The person you know who is... most blonde?: hahaha....don't really know....either jenny or kat...they both have had the most blond moments that i can remember...muhahaha
52. Best person: best person for what? egh......
52. Which 5 people do you trust?: egh...i can't only name 5. i trust all my friends...maybe not all the same..but i trust all my friends...
53. what do you think of soul mates?: there is sucha a thing if GOD has planned one for you
54. Do you believe it is right to flirt if you have a bf/gf?: egh...i don't know how to flirt....but apparently people say it's in my nature....i don't think it's right...but i don't know if i do it or notXSXSXS
55. Have u cried in the last 24hrs?: i think i did while i was dreaming
56. What's something about guys/girls you don't get: why most guys like to bottle up their emotions
57. Are you happy?: i'm satisfied...but i dont know about happy....
58. Why?: i'm satisfied because i enjoy the pace my life is at, at the present moment
59. Wats an item u cant live without?: my soul??
60. Love or lust: love!!
61. Silver or gold: white gold...but silver if it's not white
62. Diamond or pearls: diamonds
63. Sunset or sunrise: both are beautiful
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping: nopes....
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: haha, yes *blushes*
66. Do you have any piercings: no, but considering it
67. What colour underpants are you wearing right now: baby blue
68: What song are u listening to right now?: the one on my page, jay chou- qing tian
69. What are the last four digits of your home phone number: 3051
70: Where would you want to go on your honeymoon?: it doesn't matter, as long as i am with the person i love
71. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with: doesn't matter, as long as it's safe to raise children and what not
72. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: eyes and smile
73. Favourite sport??: to watch= hockey and b-ball. to play= badminton, volleyball
74. What makes you happy?: thinking about certain situations, things and people
75. wat is the next cd u r gonna grab?: probably a blank one to burn songs
76. Do u wear contacts or glasses?: i am getting contacts soon
77. What's the best advice given to you?: i don't know....there are alot of those...
78. Have you ever won any special awards?: no, i am not outstanding in any thing in particular
79. Whats your goal in life?: dedicate my life to GOD
80. Worst sickness u ever had?: well....never had n e thing that i needed to be hospitalized....maybe the time in the theatre when the paramedics carried me out
81. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better?: funny most times...sometimes scary..depends on my mood
82. On the phone or in person?: in person
83. Hugs or kisses?: dunno...depends on the person...but probably hugs...
84. What song seems to reflect you the most?: don't really know...
85. If you died tomorrow?: you would either be happy or sad...and i will be looking down from heaven wondering why the people that are sad are actually sad
87. What is your greatest fear?: being alone and unloved
88. Would you rather be rich or famous?: neither....because with wealth comes exploitation
89. What time is it in Albania right now?: bleh...how would i know?
90. Have you ever been in love?: i think most likely yes....and so i say yes
91. Have you met santa?: no such person
92. If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign asking to use your phone what would you do?: tell him to come in and let him use my phone
93: wow...another lost q aye??? stupid...
94.Any Pets?: yuppers...a doggie
95.Whats your email address?: primarily, de_death_angel@hotmail.com, but professionally, sabina_tsang@email.com. muhahaha....copied briboi...muhahah
96. When were you depressed?: tuesday i think....yeah...most definately tuesday...
97. u an alcoholic?: don't like drinking alcohol
98. Who sent this to you?: no one sent it...i copied it off of briboi's livejournal
99. what do you think of this person: he's my friend. i can tell him n e thing...at least as long as it doesn't make him feel uncomfortable. muhaha...shy at times i assume. he bottles up most of his emotions. egh....he's my friend, a great friend. it doesn't matter that he's not perfect, but he's a friend, my friend.
huggie wuggie
sighs....i feel like a hug...booo.
in class right now. this class is the most bs class ever!!!=.= sooo sad. i advise everyone reading this out there to take food and nutrition. it's the most stupid course ever. but it's alrighties i suppose
i want a hug!!! boooo....but no one will give me a hug!!!=.= sooo sad....booo...
i smell this smell....and i suppose this wiff of scent just makes me feel like i wanna hug everyone in sight. sad sad. booo booo.
happy happy happy. *smiles smiles smiles*
in class right now. this class is the most bs class ever!!!=.= sooo sad. i advise everyone reading this out there to take food and nutrition. it's the most stupid course ever. but it's alrighties i suppose
i want a hug!!! boooo....but no one will give me a hug!!!=.= sooo sad....booo...
i smell this smell....and i suppose this wiff of scent just makes me feel like i wanna hug everyone in sight. sad sad. booo booo.
happy happy happy. *smiles smiles smiles*
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
smiles
wow....some person is supposed to be sleeping now...but i ain't....XPXP
well muhahah. i should be off sleeping too...but why am i not? because i'm foolish...muhahaha
inductive thinking...booooo.....i sooo bad at these=.=X'(
okie q one
there was a man that lives on the 10th floor. every day, he goes to ground level to buy groceries. every day, he only goes up to floor 7 and walks the last three. why does he do this?
q two
This guys goes to a hotel. at this very instant, he notices that he is completely broke. why?
well muhahah. i should be off sleeping too...but why am i not? because i'm foolish...muhahaha
inductive thinking...booooo.....i sooo bad at these=.=X'(
okie q one
there was a man that lives on the 10th floor. every day, he goes to ground level to buy groceries. every day, he only goes up to floor 7 and walks the last three. why does he do this?
q two
This guys goes to a hotel. at this very instant, he notices that he is completely broke. why?
come make me smileXDXD
oh oh, these days....i am alot happier and satisfied. i get angry easily, but i become really happy quickly too. ahaha. so come and try to make me smile:D:D i challenge you. keke^^:D:P
oh yeah....ps, jenny, you are sooo gonna loose the bet!!! but i love you n e ways. why? because you are jennay and you are just sooo seeepecial. muhahaha.
things are going fine with me i suppose. muhahah.
i'm like just one big child.....oh wellz...muhahah
oh yeah....ps, jenny, you are sooo gonna loose the bet!!! but i love you n e ways. why? because you are jennay and you are just sooo seeepecial. muhahaha.
things are going fine with me i suppose. muhahah.
i'm like just one big child.....oh wellz...muhahah
Shout to the Lord
My Jesus, my Savior
Lord there is none like you
All of my days, I want to praise
The wonders of your mighty love
My comfort, my Shelter
Tower of refuge and stength
Let every breath, all that I am
Never cease to worship you
Shout to the Lord, all the earth
Let us sing.
Power and majesty, praise to the king.
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of your name
I sing for joy at the work of your hands
Forever I'll love you, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have in you
Lord there is none like you
All of my days, I want to praise
The wonders of your mighty love
My comfort, my Shelter
Tower of refuge and stength
Let every breath, all that I am
Never cease to worship you
Shout to the Lord, all the earth
Let us sing.
Power and majesty, praise to the king.
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of your name
I sing for joy at the work of your hands
Forever I'll love you, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have in you
i don't know why
muhahaha. it's like we are two worlds apart, but some how....it's still fun to talk. hahaha. i suppose we're not that diff.
okie dokie. now on to other matters. i'm happy. i'm completely satisfied these days. i mean....hahaha....it's just school i suppose.
my highlight of the day, going to school and then driving home from school, and most times, lunch.
muhahahah. funnay aye? well meh.....
was asked to skip first period tomorrow. but i don't know if i can do that....i'll just talk to matt tonight and see what he wants to do tomorrowXPXP.
shower made me tired. but now hair wet=.=
okie dokie. now on to other matters. i'm happy. i'm completely satisfied these days. i mean....hahaha....it's just school i suppose.
my highlight of the day, going to school and then driving home from school, and most times, lunch.
muhahahah. funnay aye? well meh.....
was asked to skip first period tomorrow. but i don't know if i can do that....i'll just talk to matt tonight and see what he wants to do tomorrowXPXP.
shower made me tired. but now hair wet=.=
Weirdo questionsXP
if I were a month I would be: January
if I were a day of the week I would be: Sunday
if I were a time of day I would be: 12:00
if I were a planet I would be: Venus
if I were a sea animal: Angel Fish
if I were a direction I would be: North
if I were a piece of furniture I would be: a Table
if I were a sin I would be: egh....
if I were a historical figure: Queen Elizabeth
if I were a liquid I would be: Salt water
if I were a tree I would be: Japanese Maple
if I were a flower/plant I would be: A rose
if I were a kind of weather I would be: partially sunny
if I were a musical instrument I would be: Piano
if I were an animal I would be: A panther
if I were a color I would be: grey
if I were a vegetable I would be: Celery
if I were a sound I would be: Bang
if I were an element I would be: wind
if I were a car I would be: A Beamer
if I were a song I would be: All My Life
if I were a movie I would be directed by: egh...
if I were a book I would be written by: egh....
if I were a food I would be: ice cream
if I were a place I would be: A small iland that was unchartered by any mass amount of men
if I were a material I would be: silk
if I were a taste I would be: sour
if I were a scent I would be: Vanilla
if I were a word I would be: Loyalty
if I were an object I would be: a tuperware container
if I were a body part I would be: hands
if I were a facial expression I would be: a grin
if I were a cartoon character I would be: Pucca!
if I were a shape I would be: A Star
if I were a number I would be: 13
if I were a day of the week I would be: Sunday
if I were a time of day I would be: 12:00
if I were a planet I would be: Venus
if I were a sea animal: Angel Fish
if I were a direction I would be: North
if I were a piece of furniture I would be: a Table
if I were a sin I would be: egh....
if I were a historical figure: Queen Elizabeth
if I were a liquid I would be: Salt water
if I were a tree I would be: Japanese Maple
if I were a flower/plant I would be: A rose
if I were a kind of weather I would be: partially sunny
if I were a musical instrument I would be: Piano
if I were an animal I would be: A panther
if I were a color I would be: grey
if I were a vegetable I would be: Celery
if I were a sound I would be: Bang
if I were an element I would be: wind
if I were a car I would be: A Beamer
if I were a song I would be: All My Life
if I were a movie I would be directed by: egh...
if I were a book I would be written by: egh....
if I were a food I would be: ice cream
if I were a place I would be: A small iland that was unchartered by any mass amount of men
if I were a material I would be: silk
if I were a taste I would be: sour
if I were a scent I would be: Vanilla
if I were a word I would be: Loyalty
if I were an object I would be: a tuperware container
if I were a body part I would be: hands
if I were a facial expression I would be: a grin
if I were a cartoon character I would be: Pucca!
if I were a shape I would be: A Star
if I were a number I would be: 13
lemons
when life gives you lemons, find some sugar and make lemonade.
every cloud has a silver lining.
hahaha.....i suppose you can live like that i suppose.
if life were just sooo simple, wouldn't that be great sometimes? muhahaha
been up since 5:50=.=
got woken up by the doggie=.= but i love my doggy none the less. he's sucha cutie. keke^^:D:P but it's alrights.
nothing's gonna happen, nothing ever does. hopefully, i'm in a much better mood now than i have been in the past few hours.
well i let two guys run my life. i let them affect me that i just became sooo pissed. well you know....they aren't the biggest idiots, i am. but allowed myself to be controlled by that=.= sooo gorgeous of a scene. muhahah.
english test today. hope i will do well. wonder if i still have my bsing skills. i think i shall bring my dictionary and an extra one...just in case someone forgets theirs i suppose. don't know why i think like that. i'm sure no one would bring an extra dictionary for me, so why should i bother to think of others? the answer, because i don't believe in such harsh conditions. yes, i mean, we've had WWII with the holocaust and such, but....when you get fanatics of n e kind, this is what you get. not that many people have a life's goal as determined and extreme as what hitler had.
right now....i just wanna go back to bed...but guess what? i can't. i haveta stay up till 9:40/9:45....and pick up matt. hahaha. it's become a regular routine to come and pick him up. yeah. don't you just love my dedication? driving's fine.....i think when you find something you like to do, you don't really mind it eventually.
i mean....there's just sooo many things i'd love to be able to do. but guess what? i can't. why? because i normally give up before i get really good. for instance, i used to play the flute very very well, but now, i know the skills, but since i haven't played for a very long time, i suck. sighs. been practicing all week already. sighs....i will get better. i'm counting on myself to be better. playing the flute is the only thing i can do right. no criticism from n e one because they know better than to tick me off with a stupid comment.
again, i'm an idiot. why? because i allow others to affect my emotions and the way i think. sighs. rather sad. but...everything's gonna be a-o-k in the end. hahaha.
every cloud has a silver lining.
hahaha.....i suppose you can live like that i suppose.
if life were just sooo simple, wouldn't that be great sometimes? muhahaha
been up since 5:50=.=
got woken up by the doggie=.= but i love my doggy none the less. he's sucha cutie. keke^^:D:P but it's alrights.
nothing's gonna happen, nothing ever does. hopefully, i'm in a much better mood now than i have been in the past few hours.
well i let two guys run my life. i let them affect me that i just became sooo pissed. well you know....they aren't the biggest idiots, i am. but allowed myself to be controlled by that=.= sooo gorgeous of a scene. muhahah.
english test today. hope i will do well. wonder if i still have my bsing skills. i think i shall bring my dictionary and an extra one...just in case someone forgets theirs i suppose. don't know why i think like that. i'm sure no one would bring an extra dictionary for me, so why should i bother to think of others? the answer, because i don't believe in such harsh conditions. yes, i mean, we've had WWII with the holocaust and such, but....when you get fanatics of n e kind, this is what you get. not that many people have a life's goal as determined and extreme as what hitler had.
right now....i just wanna go back to bed...but guess what? i can't. i haveta stay up till 9:40/9:45....and pick up matt. hahaha. it's become a regular routine to come and pick him up. yeah. don't you just love my dedication? driving's fine.....i think when you find something you like to do, you don't really mind it eventually.
i mean....there's just sooo many things i'd love to be able to do. but guess what? i can't. why? because i normally give up before i get really good. for instance, i used to play the flute very very well, but now, i know the skills, but since i haven't played for a very long time, i suck. sighs. been practicing all week already. sighs....i will get better. i'm counting on myself to be better. playing the flute is the only thing i can do right. no criticism from n e one because they know better than to tick me off with a stupid comment.
again, i'm an idiot. why? because i allow others to affect my emotions and the way i think. sighs. rather sad. but...everything's gonna be a-o-k in the end. hahaha.
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
romantic notions
most people my age in highschool just don't view romance the same as i do.
is it lust? is it love? is it passion?
the truth will eventually surface. but will you reveal it before it bursts in the worst way possible?
must love always hurt? must love always cause pain? is love pain?
it's weird i suppose. maybe i'm just to committed to finding the "perfect" person for me. and in the end, because my heart is genuine to this thought and notion, when i am in love, the end for me is only heartbreak because others don't see it the same as i do. sad aye? muhahah. i wonder if others feel the same.
well here's how my heart works.....what the heart finds happiness and satisfaction in is not always logical. the brain can do alot, but there is much that your brain just can't do.
but as i've said...love is a choice...it's a choice based on a feeling. choices always come with consequences, whether they are positive or negative. it's alrights....if you make a choice...you must always be able to carry the consequences. by not being able to accept the results of your choice, it shows immaturity for later processes in life.
maybe i should keep these thoughts to myself. hm. nah...what's the fun of having a blog where you can't even post what you want? i mean, yes, i'm filling the internet with a whole lot of trash....and i'm sorry, but i just can't stop....because it eases my stress.....XPXPX
gotsta go....
XOXOXO
is it lust? is it love? is it passion?
the truth will eventually surface. but will you reveal it before it bursts in the worst way possible?
must love always hurt? must love always cause pain? is love pain?
it's weird i suppose. maybe i'm just to committed to finding the "perfect" person for me. and in the end, because my heart is genuine to this thought and notion, when i am in love, the end for me is only heartbreak because others don't see it the same as i do. sad aye? muhahah. i wonder if others feel the same.
well here's how my heart works.....what the heart finds happiness and satisfaction in is not always logical. the brain can do alot, but there is much that your brain just can't do.
but as i've said...love is a choice...it's a choice based on a feeling. choices always come with consequences, whether they are positive or negative. it's alrights....if you make a choice...you must always be able to carry the consequences. by not being able to accept the results of your choice, it shows immaturity for later processes in life.
maybe i should keep these thoughts to myself. hm. nah...what's the fun of having a blog where you can't even post what you want? i mean, yes, i'm filling the internet with a whole lot of trash....and i'm sorry, but i just can't stop....because it eases my stress.....XPXPX
gotsta go....
XOXOXO
on happier matters
oh yes oh yes....
happier matters.
well let's start with waking up. today, i woke up happily. fixed my bed, made my own lunch, boiled two kettle's of water. picked up matt to go to school. as usual, he needed me to wait...if he wants me to pick him up at 8...he can just take the bus....seriously....because there starts to get alot of cars after 8. and i hate that.
but n e ways...
first period= food and nutrition...bs class as usual. don't even remember what we did
second period= english. thought all period. stared off in space most of the time.
third period= lunch...went out with ben and matt to swiss chalet...holy crappers....55.49....muhahaha...but they had a good time...so it's all good. hahaha.it was from the convo in this period that has gotten me a little down. but at the present moment, i truly still don't know what's wrong with me. probably hormones=.= X'(
fourth period= completely late for next period class. muhahaha. mr. rennie could have given me a 0. but i'm not normally late...and something compelled him to be nice to me. after that...everything went down hill from there.
at 2:30ish...i was home....the boys were supposed to come over....i waited...i played a half hour of flute...since ben said he hadda pick up something...so okie...i thought 30 mins is alright to wait...then 45 mins comes....they don't show...no phone call....started to get peeved...but whatever.....tried to stay calm....so i put on the movie, "the madallion" on hoping that they will cut me short from finishing the movie. but...the movie ended...my daddy cooked din din. and not a trace of human exsistance...they didn't call...they didn't message....nothing....and when i got online.....ben said he was coming....at this time...it was 5 sumthing...really close to 6.....i was sooo pissed off......luckily, my daddy was home...if he wasn't....i would have yelled at them when they came in at the door. but what kept going on in my head was....in my anger, do not sin, in my anger do not sin. this is a bible scripture that i have learnt as a child. and what i do with this is i repeat as many times in my head till i get fed up with the scripture...and then i start counting and then praying. it calms me down alot....
they stayed till about 7ish...even though my daddy wasn't willing to cook for them, i was willing to cook for them, but none of them wanted to eat my cooking. so.....didn't end up cooking n e thing in the end. hahaha.
soo...all in a day's work.....was truly happy...then by mid day...my climax (no, don't think in horny terms, think in terms of how a book has the highest plotline here)then late afternoon.....it became low point.....then by 8ish....the lowest point...and now....after talking to tons of people....everything is starting to be alrights....
happier matters.
well let's start with waking up. today, i woke up happily. fixed my bed, made my own lunch, boiled two kettle's of water. picked up matt to go to school. as usual, he needed me to wait...if he wants me to pick him up at 8...he can just take the bus....seriously....because there starts to get alot of cars after 8. and i hate that.
but n e ways...
first period= food and nutrition...bs class as usual. don't even remember what we did
second period= english. thought all period. stared off in space most of the time.
third period= lunch...went out with ben and matt to swiss chalet...holy crappers....55.49....muhahaha...but they had a good time...so it's all good. hahaha.it was from the convo in this period that has gotten me a little down. but at the present moment, i truly still don't know what's wrong with me. probably hormones=.= X'(
fourth period= completely late for next period class. muhahaha. mr. rennie could have given me a 0. but i'm not normally late...and something compelled him to be nice to me. after that...everything went down hill from there.
at 2:30ish...i was home....the boys were supposed to come over....i waited...i played a half hour of flute...since ben said he hadda pick up something...so okie...i thought 30 mins is alright to wait...then 45 mins comes....they don't show...no phone call....started to get peeved...but whatever.....tried to stay calm....so i put on the movie, "the madallion" on hoping that they will cut me short from finishing the movie. but...the movie ended...my daddy cooked din din. and not a trace of human exsistance...they didn't call...they didn't message....nothing....and when i got online.....ben said he was coming....at this time...it was 5 sumthing...really close to 6.....i was sooo pissed off......luckily, my daddy was home...if he wasn't....i would have yelled at them when they came in at the door. but what kept going on in my head was....in my anger, do not sin, in my anger do not sin. this is a bible scripture that i have learnt as a child. and what i do with this is i repeat as many times in my head till i get fed up with the scripture...and then i start counting and then praying. it calms me down alot....
they stayed till about 7ish...even though my daddy wasn't willing to cook for them, i was willing to cook for them, but none of them wanted to eat my cooking. so.....didn't end up cooking n e thing in the end. hahaha.
soo...all in a day's work.....was truly happy...then by mid day...my climax (no, don't think in horny terms, think in terms of how a book has the highest plotline here)then late afternoon.....it became low point.....then by 8ish....the lowest point...and now....after talking to tons of people....everything is starting to be alrights....
i don't know why
yeah....for some reason...i really feel like crap....i don't feel sooo great...i just wanna go up to my room and fall asleep and not think about n e of this...sighs sighs....
maybe the realization has hit me that nothing is ever gonna happen. hahah. it's all good....i'll be fine. yupz yupz. very tired....how fun aye?
well all i smell is my hair....
yeah...after taking a shower...i'm trying to cover my eyes...wonder if that look will succeed....hm.....well i've done it before...so this time it'll work again...sighs...sooo sad.....
very very sad:'(
hope i won't start crying even though right now i really feel like crying...
maybe the realization has hit me that nothing is ever gonna happen. hahah. it's all good....i'll be fine. yupz yupz. very tired....how fun aye?
well all i smell is my hair....
yeah...after taking a shower...i'm trying to cover my eyes...wonder if that look will succeed....hm.....well i've done it before...so this time it'll work again...sighs...sooo sad.....
very very sad:'(
hope i won't start crying even though right now i really feel like crying...
on a happier note!!!
yeah yeha!!!1 guess which two people came back from europe!!!! just take a guess!!! 2 buddies of mine...yayay!!!! *HUGGIE WUGGIE* EVERYONE!!!! kekek^^:D:P
RAYCHEEE AND VALAWEEE ARE BOTH BACK!!!!!!*HUGGIE WUGGIE*
sorry guys...can't call you tonight....=.= why? because 2 stupid ass holes came late and when they leave, i still have my own hmwk....stupid jerks....
i let them run my life....me sitting and waiting for them...args....fucking pissed off...
but....*HUGGIE WUGGIE TO MY VALAWEEE AND RAYCHEEEE*
*HUGS*
RAYCHEEE AND VALAWEEE ARE BOTH BACK!!!!!!*HUGGIE WUGGIE*
sorry guys...can't call you tonight....=.= why? because 2 stupid ass holes came late and when they leave, i still have my own hmwk....stupid jerks....
i let them run my life....me sitting and waiting for them...args....fucking pissed off...
but....*HUGGIE WUGGIE TO MY VALAWEEE AND RAYCHEEEE*
*HUGS*
sooo pissed off
fucking jerk ass holes and a half. don't freaking make plans with me and then bail on me like that. what the fucking hell. they come to my house 2 hours tooo late. what the fucking hell....args...
sorry...gotsta watch the language.....args.....
in your anger, do not sin.....in your anger do not sin....in your anger do not sin.....
okie....i'm calming down...everything's gonna be a-o-k....
they better not do this again...or next time....it's gonna be more than yelling....i'll kick their asses out of my house and never invite them back in.....
args....
sorry...gotsta watch the language.....args.....
in your anger, do not sin.....in your anger do not sin....in your anger do not sin.....
okie....i'm calming down...everything's gonna be a-o-k....
they better not do this again...or next time....it's gonna be more than yelling....i'll kick their asses out of my house and never invite them back in.....
args....
Monday, March 21, 2005
beautful soul
chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you, I'd be always faithful
I want to be
What you always needed
Then I'll hope you see the heart in me
[chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry c'mon let's try
[chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Maybe do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
[chorus 2x]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Beautiful soul, yeah
Oh, yeah
Your beautiful soul, yeah
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you, I'd be always faithful
I want to be
What you always needed
Then I'll hope you see the heart in me
[chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry c'mon let's try
[chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Maybe do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
[chorus 2x]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Beautiful soul, yeah
Oh, yeah
Your beautiful soul, yeah
Sunday, March 20, 2005
back to school
ewwww....a whole week of no school is over. can you believe it ar? sighs sighs. sooo sad. now i haveta go back to school....the stresses of school life. but at least i have people to go back to and look forward to in spending time with. no no, i'm not talking about n e one in particular...don't give me those looks. hahaha. i'm going back to school, to spend time with most of my friends....or at least jenny and cat n e ways. the rest of those people don't seem to make me feel like i exsist. hm. but it's okie.
i still have english class to look forward too....
hm...gotsta ask nicole a q and hope she helps me alter my formal dress. i don't even know if i'm gonna go to formal though....but still....
i don't know....in a way, i want someone to ask me to go to formal with them....but on the other hand, i know if i say yes, i'll be giving the wrong impression. seriously, whether or not i say we're going just as friends, someone's gonna get the wrong idea. so i suppose i'll be going as a single....i'll be going with a bunch of my chick friends....that is unless i do get asked...hahaha. but i doubt i will be. so it doesn't really matter. my hair is growing back. yeah yeah.....actually...it kinda looks semi-decent. but that is only if i part it certain ways...man...i need to buy a web cam=.=
does n e one know where they sell cheap web cams that are pretty decent in quality? sighs sighs. but then again...i'd rather buy a digital camera and load those pictures into my pc. hm....wonder if my parents will invest in one...if not...i'll haveta spend my money....which technically is there money..but whatever.....
i still have english class to look forward too....
hm...gotsta ask nicole a q and hope she helps me alter my formal dress. i don't even know if i'm gonna go to formal though....but still....
i don't know....in a way, i want someone to ask me to go to formal with them....but on the other hand, i know if i say yes, i'll be giving the wrong impression. seriously, whether or not i say we're going just as friends, someone's gonna get the wrong idea. so i suppose i'll be going as a single....i'll be going with a bunch of my chick friends....that is unless i do get asked...hahaha. but i doubt i will be. so it doesn't really matter. my hair is growing back. yeah yeah.....actually...it kinda looks semi-decent. but that is only if i part it certain ways...man...i need to buy a web cam=.=
does n e one know where they sell cheap web cams that are pretty decent in quality? sighs sighs. but then again...i'd rather buy a digital camera and load those pictures into my pc. hm....wonder if my parents will invest in one...if not...i'll haveta spend my money....which technically is there money..but whatever.....
mood swings
holy crap....for no explicable reason.....i all of a sudden feel like crap and want to go to my room and sob for hours on end.....sighs....sad aye??? yeah just a bit. unexplicable reason....hormone problems.....XPXP
well...won ton oodles for lunch...at three...probably won't eat din din till 8 tonight. meh. ate tooo muchie. bleh....should start reading great gatsby...don't know why...i just realy hate that book sooo muchie...
well...won ton oodles for lunch...at three...probably won't eat din din till 8 tonight. meh. ate tooo muchie. bleh....should start reading great gatsby...don't know why...i just realy hate that book sooo muchie...
Saturday, March 19, 2005
thanx thanx
hahha. thanx to a friend, i finally know how to use the new fonts i download. hahah. thanx to matt, i found an awesome site for fonts. muhahahaha. funnay aye?
wow...i'm sooo computer stupid=.= oh wellz. it's all good.
hahaha.
wow...i'm sooo computer stupid=.= oh wellz. it's all good.
hahaha.
好心好報
*note* i'm sorry if i posted this song earlier. i just can't seem to find this song in my archives...so i'm reposting it....
落力為你好 得不到分數
你決定要跟他日後同步
他不懂愛惜你 我樂意操勞
還看著你 看你在懸崖走路
他卻放下你 只照顧自己
我這片苦心無人讚美
還不敢開口 不能妒忌
＊對你好 無人稀罕我好
無人欣賞我好 原來你習慣他一套
從來沒有愛我 看得清楚 我知道
不必得到不妨陪襯 但願為你好＊
好 明明比他更好 旁人都知我好
為何你又與他擁抱 來磨練我
我信有好心得好報
好人似我問誰做到
是受罪也好 聽聽你哭訴
你說難過總比分手更好
你說幾多的女主角 也受過煎熬
情況壞到 你信任來年一日
他答應做到 統統都做到
我也似你的無從勸告
寧願犧牲都不願卻步
REPEAT＊
好 明明比他更好 旁人都知我好
為何你又與他擁抱 來磨練我
我信 有好心得好報
雖然 這秒時辰未到
我太好 無人珍惜我好
無人喜歡我好
原來要學會他一套
從來沒有吻過 記得清楚 我知道
不必得到不妨陪襯 但願為你好
好 明明比他更好 旁人都知我好
無人愛慕我忍得到
仍然相信 我會有天終於等到
可能 你有日會知道
落力為你好 得不到分數
你決定要跟他日後同步
他不懂愛惜你 我樂意操勞
還看著你 看你在懸崖走路
他卻放下你 只照顧自己
我這片苦心無人讚美
還不敢開口 不能妒忌
＊對你好 無人稀罕我好
無人欣賞我好 原來你習慣他一套
從來沒有愛我 看得清楚 我知道
不必得到不妨陪襯 但願為你好＊
好 明明比他更好 旁人都知我好
為何你又與他擁抱 來磨練我
我信有好心得好報
好人似我問誰做到
是受罪也好 聽聽你哭訴
你說難過總比分手更好
你說幾多的女主角 也受過煎熬
情況壞到 你信任來年一日
他答應做到 統統都做到
我也似你的無從勸告
寧願犧牲都不願卻步
REPEAT＊
好 明明比他更好 旁人都知我好
為何你又與他擁抱 來磨練我
我信 有好心得好報
雖然 這秒時辰未到
我太好 無人珍惜我好
無人喜歡我好
原來要學會他一套
從來沒有吻過 記得清楚 我知道
不必得到不妨陪襯 但願為你好
好 明明比他更好 旁人都知我好
無人愛慕我忍得到
仍然相信 我會有天終於等到
可能 你有日會知道
分書
像 浮在水中的廢紙 每天努力嘗試
尋覓擱淺暗處 給傷心安居
求上帝成全寬恕 要身處在何處
才沒你影處處 容我自負
沒有白白愛過 至少我領會怎消磨
痛楚 全部過了又來過
毋須分書 來苦證昨日怎相處
落得我在這刻影單隻孤
落霞在昇起 有鶩兒在孤飛
長劃過天空 一色就似秋水細絮
由心也醉 享受心再碎
字 留在這一張廢紙 你的已逝情意
全沒半點抱歉 這好一張分書
求上帝同時寬恕 你的錯在何處
留待有空我去兼顧
沒有白白愛過 至少我領會怎消磨
痛楚 全部過了又來過 Woo Hoo
毋須分書 來苦證昨日怎相處
落得我在這刻影單隻孤
落霞在昇起 有鶩兒在孤飛
長劃過天空 一色就似秋水
Woo Hoo 分書你寫得多侮辱
為何重複心偏感滿足重
落霞在昇起 有鶩兒在孤飛
長劃過天空 一色就似秋水
由心有罪 享受心再碎
尋覓擱淺暗處 給傷心安居
求上帝成全寬恕 要身處在何處
才沒你影處處 容我自負
沒有白白愛過 至少我領會怎消磨
痛楚 全部過了又來過
毋須分書 來苦證昨日怎相處
落得我在這刻影單隻孤
落霞在昇起 有鶩兒在孤飛
長劃過天空 一色就似秋水細絮
由心也醉 享受心再碎
字 留在這一張廢紙 你的已逝情意
全沒半點抱歉 這好一張分書
求上帝同時寬恕 你的錯在何處
留待有空我去兼顧
沒有白白愛過 至少我領會怎消磨
痛楚 全部過了又來過 Woo Hoo
毋須分書 來苦證昨日怎相處
落得我在這刻影單隻孤
落霞在昇起 有鶩兒在孤飛
長劃過天空 一色就似秋水
Woo Hoo 分書你寫得多侮辱
為何重複心偏感滿足重
落霞在昇起 有鶩兒在孤飛
長劃過天空 一色就似秋水
由心有罪 享受心再碎
上帝保佑
。遙望最敬愛聖母
沉默裡聽我細訢
在教堂謙卑祝禱
願我的苦戀得到好報
男: 追尋天堂
而其實幸福伸手可碰到
。女: 這分鐘有你去緊緊抱著
不必怕有痛苦的下場
男:能被妳永遠當成男友不稀罕永生
女: 沿途能捱過引誘。
。。男: 不信愛戀一切結果被神明主宰
女: 難道不停祈禱身邊那位花心就會改
合/男: 不要祈求上帝對愛戀保佑
女/合: 寧願去對情人
女: 誠實與慷慨 / 男: 維護與扶助
男: 不信愛戀不會變改亦頑強去愛
女: 旁人別要散一手將二人分開
男: 若你都想有人愛 / 女: 如果摩西分隔大海
男: 任哪個忠告妳共我或是沒將來
女/合: 這一刻都努力談論愛。。
女: 誰若這秒說愛我
難道永遠也愛我
誤信魔鬼的很多
但我竟不想親手點破
男: 多疑的人
還能談什麼方可安妳心
repeat。 / 。。
女: 願有天生的祝福
男: 誰又可乞討祝福
扶持著慢慢一起上路
女: 或是做得到
縱然天色不好去到絕路
合: 或地獄都一起跳舞
女: 誰人在咒罵都聽不到
愛情何用理閒人奉告
repeat。。
沉默裡聽我細訢
在教堂謙卑祝禱
願我的苦戀得到好報
男: 追尋天堂
而其實幸福伸手可碰到
。女: 這分鐘有你去緊緊抱著
不必怕有痛苦的下場
男:能被妳永遠當成男友不稀罕永生
女: 沿途能捱過引誘。
。。男: 不信愛戀一切結果被神明主宰
女: 難道不停祈禱身邊那位花心就會改
合/男: 不要祈求上帝對愛戀保佑
女/合: 寧願去對情人
女: 誠實與慷慨 / 男: 維護與扶助
男: 不信愛戀不會變改亦頑強去愛
女: 旁人別要散一手將二人分開
男: 若你都想有人愛 / 女: 如果摩西分隔大海
男: 任哪個忠告妳共我或是沒將來
女/合: 這一刻都努力談論愛。。
女: 誰若這秒說愛我
難道永遠也愛我
誤信魔鬼的很多
但我竟不想親手點破
男: 多疑的人
還能談什麼方可安妳心
repeat。 / 。。
女: 願有天生的祝福
男: 誰又可乞討祝福
扶持著慢慢一起上路
女: 或是做得到
縱然天色不好去到絕路
合: 或地獄都一起跳舞
女: 誰人在咒罵都聽不到
愛情何用理閒人奉告
repeat。。
Come Back to Me (korean)
[Romanized]
yeah--- oh-----
cham man ee mi wot ssuh
nuh ae mo deun gae oh lae dwen sa jin sok ae
nal bo myuh oot go sun go oon nuh pyo jung deul kka ji
ji go na myun nae gae loh dol ah ool guh la go
ji gyub gae nuh leul eet ji mot ha neun nae ga duh mi wot ssuh
ee jen da ee jeul guh lan ji kil soo doh ubt neun yak sok ha go
nuh leul bo nen gi euk ae
ja kkoo nan ji chuh man ga neun dae yea baby
*dol ah jwoh muhl ji ahn ta myun (ahn ta myun)
ah jik na leul sarang han da myun (han da myun)
ah jik kka ji nan geu ja li ae (ja li ae)
nuhl gi da li go eet ssuh yea yea
ee mee da leun sarang han da myun (han da myun)
buhl ssuh na leul da eet juht da myun jo geum man (jo geum man)
duh gi da lil kkae duh mi woh hal soo eet doh lok yea
cham oh lae ji nat ji
nae ga dduh nan ji sarang han gi euk eun da
chum boo tuh ubt ssuh dun eel chuh lum
moh doo eet juh ssuh geu lun dae wae ee luh kae
noon mool ee na neun ji nuh leul man na duh guh lil guhl euh myuh
ddoh him ee deun gun ji ee jen da eet juht da go
oot seul soo doh eet dan mal doh ha go
nuh ae gi euk ha na doh ubt da go mit go ji net neun dae yea baby~
repeat *
man ee neut neun dae
(oh neut juht neun dae)
buhl ssuh dduh nat neun dae
nuh leul eet ji mot ha go
nae ga kkok dol ah oohl guh la go
nae gae loh mit go eet neun guhl mo leu go suh
nuhl da eet juht da mit uht na bwa
nan ah jik kkeut kka ji nuhl mi woh mot ha go
geu li woh man ha na bwah yeah
heng bok ha gae sal jin mal ah joh (oh neul dduh na suh)
na leul dduh na duh him deul uh jwoh
da shi nae gae oh go ship doh lok baby
nan yuh jun hee ee got sae nuhl gi da li go eet ssuh
oh-- oh yeah~
[Translated]
yeah--- oh-----
I hated you a lot
Even your pure face which made me so happy
I hated myself even more for miserably thinking
That after I woke up from this sleep, that you'd come back
Now I made a promise that I wont keep,
To forget everything about you
In the memories, I am getting more and more weary yeah baby
*Come back to me if you're not too far
If you still love me...
I am still waiting for you right here yeah yeah
If you already forgot about me,
I'll wait a little more so I can hate myself more yeah~
Its been such a long time since you've left
I forgot everything including our loving memories
But I dont know why these tears are falling
I walk down the street where I met you
Am I having a hard time again?
I say to myself, that I can laugh it all off
I kept telling myself that I have not even one memory of you left
repeat *
Its really late
You already left
But I can't forget you
I believed that I forgot you
But really, I believed that you'd surely come back
Maybe I have to hate you and miss you 'til the end
When you left, I had a harder time
Please come back to me baby
If you remember me again, if you come back to me again
I am always here in this place waiting
oh-- oh yeah~
yeah--- oh-----
cham man ee mi wot ssuh
nuh ae mo deun gae oh lae dwen sa jin sok ae
nal bo myuh oot go sun go oon nuh pyo jung deul kka ji
ji go na myun nae gae loh dol ah ool guh la go
ji gyub gae nuh leul eet ji mot ha neun nae ga duh mi wot ssuh
ee jen da ee jeul guh lan ji kil soo doh ubt neun yak sok ha go
nuh leul bo nen gi euk ae
ja kkoo nan ji chuh man ga neun dae yea baby
*dol ah jwoh muhl ji ahn ta myun (ahn ta myun)
ah jik na leul sarang han da myun (han da myun)
ah jik kka ji nan geu ja li ae (ja li ae)
nuhl gi da li go eet ssuh yea yea
ee mee da leun sarang han da myun (han da myun)
buhl ssuh na leul da eet juht da myun jo geum man (jo geum man)
duh gi da lil kkae duh mi woh hal soo eet doh lok yea
cham oh lae ji nat ji
nae ga dduh nan ji sarang han gi euk eun da
chum boo tuh ubt ssuh dun eel chuh lum
moh doo eet juh ssuh geu lun dae wae ee luh kae
noon mool ee na neun ji nuh leul man na duh guh lil guhl euh myuh
ddoh him ee deun gun ji ee jen da eet juht da go
oot seul soo doh eet dan mal doh ha go
nuh ae gi euk ha na doh ubt da go mit go ji net neun dae yea baby~
repeat *
man ee neut neun dae
(oh neut juht neun dae)
buhl ssuh dduh nat neun dae
nuh leul eet ji mot ha go
nae ga kkok dol ah oohl guh la go
nae gae loh mit go eet neun guhl mo leu go suh
nuhl da eet juht da mit uht na bwa
nan ah jik kkeut kka ji nuhl mi woh mot ha go
geu li woh man ha na bwah yeah
heng bok ha gae sal jin mal ah joh (oh neul dduh na suh)
na leul dduh na duh him deul uh jwoh
da shi nae gae oh go ship doh lok baby
nan yuh jun hee ee got sae nuhl gi da li go eet ssuh
oh-- oh yeah~
[Translated]
yeah--- oh-----
I hated you a lot
Even your pure face which made me so happy
I hated myself even more for miserably thinking
That after I woke up from this sleep, that you'd come back
Now I made a promise that I wont keep,
To forget everything about you
In the memories, I am getting more and more weary yeah baby
*Come back to me if you're not too far
If you still love me...
I am still waiting for you right here yeah yeah
If you already forgot about me,
I'll wait a little more so I can hate myself more yeah~
Its been such a long time since you've left
I forgot everything including our loving memories
But I dont know why these tears are falling
I walk down the street where I met you
Am I having a hard time again?
I say to myself, that I can laugh it all off
I kept telling myself that I have not even one memory of you left
repeat *
Its really late
You already left
But I can't forget you
I believed that I forgot you
But really, I believed that you'd surely come back
Maybe I have to hate you and miss you 'til the end
When you left, I had a harder time
Please come back to me baby
If you remember me again, if you come back to me again
I am always here in this place waiting
oh-- oh yeah~
Come Back To Me (English)
So hard not to think about it
As every step I take
And heaven knows I'm trying
But it gets awfully hard when your heart is this broken
Visions of your lovely face
As I awake I have this feeling
That you’re here and beside me, silly of me alone
All the pain will go away, so I say that here I am again
I gotta face another day,
I'm so tired, I need you once again
Oh baby
* How am I supposed to carry on
I find myself singin' the same old song
If you hear me, have it in your heart
Oh please come back to me, oh baby
I’ll be right here if you need someone
If you hold another, I’ll be moving on
It’s easy as said
Just hope that I could see the road
yeah, yeah
Oh, how it’s been so long
It seems a lifetime passed
This memory is the linger
Soon as I think they have gone, they have made out to stronger
It's so hard getting through a day
When every move was made
It was always you and I together
It's hard to believe I'm lonely
Is there gonna be a day, I can see the words to make me better
I know there has to be a way
So if you’re listening, hear me out oh baby
Repeat *
The one in a million
Don't know how we got so wrong
I thought it was so simple then
Now I know, now I know, how it goes, let it go
Can there be a chance for you and I
You find me a way to make up my mind
Oh how I miss you
I never would kiss you
I'm speaking it from my heart
How am I supposed to carry on
I find myself singin' the same old song
If you hear me, have it in your heart
Oh baby (heart), baby (heart), baby
I'll be right here if you need someone
If you hold another, I'll be move, movin' on
ho, no no no no,
Just hope that I could see the road
Come back to me baby
As every step I take
And heaven knows I'm trying
But it gets awfully hard when your heart is this broken
Visions of your lovely face
As I awake I have this feeling
That you’re here and beside me, silly of me alone
All the pain will go away, so I say that here I am again
I gotta face another day,
I'm so tired, I need you once again
Oh baby
* How am I supposed to carry on
I find myself singin' the same old song
If you hear me, have it in your heart
Oh please come back to me, oh baby
I’ll be right here if you need someone
If you hold another, I’ll be moving on
It’s easy as said
Just hope that I could see the road
yeah, yeah
Oh, how it’s been so long
It seems a lifetime passed
This memory is the linger
Soon as I think they have gone, they have made out to stronger
It's so hard getting through a day
When every move was made
It was always you and I together
It's hard to believe I'm lonely
Is there gonna be a day, I can see the words to make me better
I know there has to be a way
So if you’re listening, hear me out oh baby
Repeat *
The one in a million
Don't know how we got so wrong
I thought it was so simple then
Now I know, now I know, how it goes, let it go
Can there be a chance for you and I
You find me a way to make up my mind
Oh how I miss you
I never would kiss you
I'm speaking it from my heart
How am I supposed to carry on
I find myself singin' the same old song
If you hear me, have it in your heart
Oh baby (heart), baby (heart), baby
I'll be right here if you need someone
If you hold another, I'll be move, movin' on
ho, no no no no,
Just hope that I could see the road
Come back to me baby
施比受
從來無半點賞賜
不算可恥 因我早知
毫無回報的生意
讓途人笑 傻孩子
誰在奉獻不必有人知
誰受惠了至少天知道 及我知
＊逢你要的都會給予
無人要 贈送亦是沒意思＊
＃謹表 一片 心意 誰無求像我
娛樂愛人 當是自娛
我是 志在 參與 離場時讓我
來付賬別不好意思
就當這點心意 是沉迷代價吧
只要 准我 坐你 身邊位置
(非你 所愛 但我 都不在意)＃
談情談過許多次
一貫宗旨 踴躍捐輸
能成為你的天使
又如何計 贏和輸
從未害怕光陰錯投資
榮幸是我有這麼多愛 被透支
REPEAT＊＃＃
但偶然 也想有 回報時
不算可恥 因我早知
毫無回報的生意
讓途人笑 傻孩子
誰在奉獻不必有人知
誰受惠了至少天知道 及我知
＊逢你要的都會給予
無人要 贈送亦是沒意思＊
＃謹表 一片 心意 誰無求像我
娛樂愛人 當是自娛
我是 志在 參與 離場時讓我
來付賬別不好意思
就當這點心意 是沉迷代價吧
只要 准我 坐你 身邊位置
(非你 所愛 但我 都不在意)＃
談情談過許多次
一貫宗旨 踴躍捐輸
能成為你的天使
又如何計 贏和輸
從未害怕光陰錯投資
榮幸是我有這麼多愛 被透支
REPEAT＊＃＃
但偶然 也想有 回報時
stupid stupid moodle
args args....so now....i wanna sign into my moodle to do my biology...and guess what?!?!? stupeeeeed moodle is down ar!!!! args.....sooo frustrating. args....sooo mad.
guess i'll haveta read ALL THE PAGES in my textbook now.
stupid biology problems again....
so now....after biology...i have some reading of great gatsby. hated that book when i hadda read it in grade 8....and now i haveta read it again=.= args.....all i know is that almost everyone in the book dies....that's all i remember=.= yui.....ho fan ar!!!! grrrr....
guess i'll haveta read ALL THE PAGES in my textbook now.
stupid biology problems again....
so now....after biology...i have some reading of great gatsby. hated that book when i hadda read it in grade 8....and now i haveta read it again=.= args.....all i know is that almost everyone in the book dies....that's all i remember=.= yui.....ho fan ar!!!! grrrr....
hmwking time
ewww ewwwwww ewwwww....
hmwk is sooo not fun=.= yuck.
well time to do bio and read great gatsby. hate that book. ew.....sorry...correction....read it again....ewwwww
yuckie yuckie yuckie.
mac or waterloo? i don't know.....still undecided.....
hmwk is sooo not fun=.= yuck.
well time to do bio and read great gatsby. hate that book. ew.....sorry...correction....read it again....ewwwww
yuckie yuckie yuckie.
mac or waterloo? i don't know.....still undecided.....
Friday, March 18, 2005
all jokes
and so it goes. well....since i asked a person to send me a song to get a feel of how that person's music list was...he only had 125 songs....so like he only sent me six....
and...well....i have close if not mroe than 100....and well....i have already sent about..egh....30 songs...and i have 100 more to send. how jokes is that ar? hahaha
sooo funnay.
well at least now i know which songs i would send...XPXP
whahaha. the incredibles...i wanna buy the dvd. JACK JACK!!!! keke^^:D:P the cutest thing ever!!! hahah!!!! muhahha!!!! *HUGS AND KISSES* WUV YOUZ.....*slightly blushes*
and...well....i have close if not mroe than 100....and well....i have already sent about..egh....30 songs...and i have 100 more to send. how jokes is that ar? hahaha
sooo funnay.
well at least now i know which songs i would send...XPXP
whahaha. the incredibles...i wanna buy the dvd. JACK JACK!!!! keke^^:D:P the cutest thing ever!!! hahah!!!! muhahha!!!! *HUGS AND KISSES* WUV YOUZ.....*slightly blushes*
old songs
and so right now, i'm listen toing kiss- becuase i'm a girl. wow. i haven't listened to this song for sooo long:P but wow.....the little convo in the middle isn't korean. booo. the korean version sounded better. but it's still the same song. still sounds sooo great. wow....i'm turning back into the great fobby little sabina that listens to foriegn music that she doesn't even understand.
well you see....if i were to list all my favourite songs....
it would kinda be mainly english
k-ci and jojo- all my life
daniel bedingfield- if you're not the on
方力申- 好心好報
kiss- because i'm a girl
周杰倫-晴天
oh yes.....there is one more to add to that list now....but since i can't write korean...the japanese version must do...
雪の華- i don't know who sings that
well you see....if i were to list all my favourite songs....
it would kinda be mainly english
k-ci and jojo- all my life
daniel bedingfield- if you're not the on
方力申- 好心好報
kiss- because i'm a girl
周杰倫-晴天
oh yes.....there is one more to add to that list now....but since i can't write korean...the japanese version must do...
雪の華- i don't know who sings that
artistic ability
muhahaha. isn't it a great turn on to have someone that in artistically inclined? muhaha. i think it totally is. *drools"
whether it be that he is a musician, an artist, or a designer of sorts...it's just sucha turn on. XPXP well. hm....that's just me. but it happens that all the people i've dated were not artistically talented...but they were all business oreiented. sad? yeah, it's true:P don't know what got me thinking about all this stuff, but i'm thinking about it and posting about it. if you don't wanna read this stuff...then don'tXPXP
it's one of those things that people would tell me to shut up about because they ahve no interest about knowing this kind of stuff. but whatever. hahaha.
this is my blog, and i get to post whatever i want. it's the only place i'm not afraid of what i say and what i do. i mean, there are those precautions because youdon't wanna piss off everyone in the world, but yeah. if i stay to the guideline of the things and thoughts in my head...everything will be fine.
gonna go take a shower soon. sighs....want youth group again. but no one invites me to n e and it's awkward to join out of no where knowing no one. but the chances of me not fitting in somewhere is slim to nill these days.
even though i've learnt to open up, i'm still that very shy person. even though through intent, i try to look tough, on the inside, i'm nothing but mush. even though i cry, some tears can be tears of joy and satisfaction. even though i smile, not all of them are genuine. even though at times i act like i hate you, but deep down inside, i really do love you and want nothing but the best for you.
sighs....*dreary look into the distance*
whether it be that he is a musician, an artist, or a designer of sorts...it's just sucha turn on. XPXP well. hm....that's just me. but it happens that all the people i've dated were not artistically talented...but they were all business oreiented. sad? yeah, it's true:P don't know what got me thinking about all this stuff, but i'm thinking about it and posting about it. if you don't wanna read this stuff...then don'tXPXP
it's one of those things that people would tell me to shut up about because they ahve no interest about knowing this kind of stuff. but whatever. hahaha.
this is my blog, and i get to post whatever i want. it's the only place i'm not afraid of what i say and what i do. i mean, there are those precautions because youdon't wanna piss off everyone in the world, but yeah. if i stay to the guideline of the things and thoughts in my head...everything will be fine.
gonna go take a shower soon. sighs....want youth group again. but no one invites me to n e and it's awkward to join out of no where knowing no one. but the chances of me not fitting in somewhere is slim to nill these days.
even though i've learnt to open up, i'm still that very shy person. even though through intent, i try to look tough, on the inside, i'm nothing but mush. even though i cry, some tears can be tears of joy and satisfaction. even though i smile, not all of them are genuine. even though at times i act like i hate you, but deep down inside, i really do love you and want nothing but the best for you.
sighs....*dreary look into the distance*
sighs.
every time i talk to you.....i just smile. it's that joyful, i don't know why, but i'm satisfied smile. is that tooo weird to understand?
i mean, i don't want to start n e thing. and i know i can't and i shouldn't. everything has a meaning.
there was once a song that said this, "in your life time, there is more than just one soulmate. but the trouble is, when you meet the first person, every other person taht could be your soulmate can only be your friend."
and this i know is true.
but i don't like n e one now or at least none that i am willing to say. and i know i am not going start n e relationships besides friendships right now. or at least i shouldn't. i can't ruin my chances of university. my parents would shoot me dead if i did that.
sighs sighs. it would be nice wouldn't it if i weren't single, but.....what should be right just isn't right at the present moment. XP it's alrights. i'll get used to it.
don't know why...but i just feel sooo loved *HUGS* smiles.....keke^^:D:P
just sooo loved:D:D
i mean, i don't want to start n e thing. and i know i can't and i shouldn't. everything has a meaning.
there was once a song that said this, "in your life time, there is more than just one soulmate. but the trouble is, when you meet the first person, every other person taht could be your soulmate can only be your friend."
and this i know is true.
but i don't like n e one now or at least none that i am willing to say. and i know i am not going start n e relationships besides friendships right now. or at least i shouldn't. i can't ruin my chances of university. my parents would shoot me dead if i did that.
sighs sighs. it would be nice wouldn't it if i weren't single, but.....what should be right just isn't right at the present moment. XP it's alrights. i'll get used to it.
don't know why...but i just feel sooo loved *HUGS* smiles.....keke^^:D:P
just sooo loved:D:D
好時辰
銀樹金光繼續漂亮 狂熱歡呼徹夜瞭亮
在等待最美一刻 愛在耳邊對我講
原諒佳音你沒印象 仍舊喜歡你沒說謊
尚有未放的煙花 快樂向好處去想
＊好時辰不想虛度過
最好情人即使不是我
再與你不一起 不開花都可結果
好時辰不想虛度過
最好情人只好找別個
到再見煙花飛 Next Time I Promise
I'll Fall In Love＊
銀樹金光繼續漂亮 狂熱歡呼徹夜瞭亮
尚有未放的煙花 快樂我想我最想
REPEAT＊＊
在等待最美一刻 愛在耳邊對我講
原諒佳音你沒印象 仍舊喜歡你沒說謊
尚有未放的煙花 快樂向好處去想
＊好時辰不想虛度過
最好情人即使不是我
再與你不一起 不開花都可結果
好時辰不想虛度過
最好情人只好找別個
到再見煙花飛 Next Time I Promise
I'll Fall In Love＊
銀樹金光繼續漂亮 狂熱歡呼徹夜瞭亮
尚有未放的煙花 快樂我想我最想
REPEAT＊＊
happy and satisfied
oh i'm happy...so very very happy. keke^^:D:P
don't know why...but i think jenny is right some way or another. muhahaha.
but then again...why can a guy and a girl just be friends without developing that feeling? egh.....it's possible....
muhahaha. just rather funnay. very very funnayXPXP
but altogether...meh happy and hypa...should do sum english hmwk...tooo lazy=.= so yeah...tonight for sure...
don't know why...but i think jenny is right some way or another. muhahaha.
but then again...why can a guy and a girl just be friends without developing that feeling? egh.....it's possible....
muhahaha. just rather funnay. very very funnayXPXP
but altogether...meh happy and hypa...should do sum english hmwk...tooo lazy=.= so yeah...tonight for sure...
quizzie time:P
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Thursday, March 17, 2005
egh?
why the hey does it take blogger sooo long to update my blog? is it because i have tooo many posts or sumthing?
sighs sighs. sooo sad....
can someone translate that song for me into actual english and the ping ying in that language? bleh.....i tried...but since i can't read it...and the translator is evil....rather difficult to make sense of gramattically foreign laguages....X'(
sighs sighs....
sighs sighs. sooo sad....
can someone translate that song for me into actual english and the ping ying in that language? bleh.....i tried...but since i can't read it...and the translator is evil....rather difficult to make sense of gramattically foreign laguages....X'(
sighs sighs....
hahah
and so....i'm traditional. and so i have traditional morals. and so i try to be as traditional as i want.
and so....i'm one of the most traditional chinese people most of my friends know. wanna know why? because all my life i have hated myself just the way i was....and now, i wouldn't want to be n e other way. the further people in school pushed me away, the more i clung to traditional roles and values.
the further my own race pushed me away, the further in i went into being a person of my culture. the only unsuccessful business is that i can't read and write chinese. rather sad. sighs sighs. not that i'm totally illiterate....i'm like 85% illiterate...sighs sighs. sad...yeah...i know.
black is my favourite colour for clothes. why? don't know...but psychologist and sociologist say that most times, people wear black because they want to be unnoticed. they just want to be who they are... where they are....they want to be seen by certain people and avoid as many looks as much as possible. those that wear black on a regular occasion are normally the people who are "isolated" or isolating themeselves.
^ in a sense...that is all true...for me n e ways. but then again...i just look best in black....but people say i look cute in orange...muhahah. if you see....most of my clothes are black and orange...doesn't that remind you of an occasion in october ma?!?! muhahah.
well yeah.....the further you push me away...the closer i want to be. but to be close, it is not always physically, emotionally or mentally being close. being close is just a state that one can achieve.
and so....i'm one of the most traditional chinese people most of my friends know. wanna know why? because all my life i have hated myself just the way i was....and now, i wouldn't want to be n e other way. the further people in school pushed me away, the more i clung to traditional roles and values.
the further my own race pushed me away, the further in i went into being a person of my culture. the only unsuccessful business is that i can't read and write chinese. rather sad. sighs sighs. not that i'm totally illiterate....i'm like 85% illiterate...sighs sighs. sad...yeah...i know.
black is my favourite colour for clothes. why? don't know...but psychologist and sociologist say that most times, people wear black because they want to be unnoticed. they just want to be who they are... where they are....they want to be seen by certain people and avoid as many looks as much as possible. those that wear black on a regular occasion are normally the people who are "isolated" or isolating themeselves.
^ in a sense...that is all true...for me n e ways. but then again...i just look best in black....but people say i look cute in orange...muhahah. if you see....most of my clothes are black and orange...doesn't that remind you of an occasion in october ma?!?! muhahah.
well yeah.....the further you push me away...the closer i want to be. but to be close, it is not always physically, emotionally or mentally being close. being close is just a state that one can achieve.
hmwk
ewww...hmwk la. ewwww....yuck
aww....cat pulling all these allnighters. don't want her to get sick with all her work to do. hm....
got conditional offers to mac and waterloo. i want to go to waterloo...but we'll see how everything works out. hoping that i will get guelph and laurier rejections or acceptances really soon after mid-term. this would make my life all sooo easy.
hope everything goes well for everyone else....
val and raychee are in europe, hope they are having fun and doing well.
wonder what jo's up to now. hm....
haven't seen her for a while now. hm....did she drop out of food and nutrition?X(
but it's march break...hope everyone is having a great, fun and fantastic week ar!!!! or at least the people in highschool.
aww....cat pulling all these allnighters. don't want her to get sick with all her work to do. hm....
got conditional offers to mac and waterloo. i want to go to waterloo...but we'll see how everything works out. hoping that i will get guelph and laurier rejections or acceptances really soon after mid-term. this would make my life all sooo easy.
hope everything goes well for everyone else....
val and raychee are in europe, hope they are having fun and doing well.
wonder what jo's up to now. hm....
haven't seen her for a while now. hm....did she drop out of food and nutrition?X(
but it's march break...hope everyone is having a great, fun and fantastic week ar!!!! or at least the people in highschool.
second offer
yeah yeah!!!! AH!!!!!
second conditional offer!!!!! guess which one it's for now?!?!?
muhahaha....you've guessed it....waterloo!!!!! muhahaha.
so the only thing in my way now is my parents. if they don't want me to go to waterloo, i won't be...sighs sighs. but...my mommy knows i really wanna go there...so yeah...xDXD
second conditional offer!!!!! guess which one it's for now?!?!?
muhahaha....you've guessed it....waterloo!!!!! muhahaha.
so the only thing in my way now is my parents. if they don't want me to go to waterloo, i won't be...sighs sighs. but...my mommy knows i really wanna go there...so yeah...xDXD
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
acceptance
wow.....the stress of having an early acceptance. i suppose i wouldn't be in such a dilema if i never changed my mind about going to which university.
i got a conditional offer to mac university. you see....the problem is.....i've always wanted to go to mac since grade 8 or 9. but all of a sudden, this year....i find that i really really want to go to waterloo. i don't know why....but i'm sooo nervous about all this.
i mean, i could have waited to write an entry on blogger, but i knew i couldn't sleep if i didn't release this stress that i had from this conditional offer. my friends say i have nothing to worry about. but are they just saying that because they don't want me to be completely freaking out over a conditional offer? sighs. i mean....i know why i feel sooo stressed. if this acceptance were to come last year, i knew for sure i would have said yes without even thinking about n e other university that i applied to. but maybe that's the problem. maybe it's because i was too sure of myself, and GOD didn't want me disappointed if i didn't make it into what i truly wanted sooo much. i don't know...can't always drag reasoning with something maybe GOD this or maybe GOD that. just isn't right.
at least for now i'm sure, i know i will not be slacking off a whole lot. i want to be accepted....who wants to be rejected aye? at least meet the requirement for your early acceptance...if not, it's going to make you look bad. but not only looking bad...feeling bad. feelings last longer than looks. looks from others come and go, and if they truly want to understand you, they will understand what happened to cause such a rejection.
i must have confidence in myself. But most IMPORTANTLY, confidence in GOD. i NEED to start praying alot more. I NEED to start having devotions that actually mean more. I NEED to build up a better relationship between MY HEAVENLY FATHER and I. NOW IS THE TIME TO CHANGE OLD HABITS AND MAKE THEM NEW AND LONG LASTING.
i need a hug...sigh....
i got a conditional offer to mac university. you see....the problem is.....i've always wanted to go to mac since grade 8 or 9. but all of a sudden, this year....i find that i really really want to go to waterloo. i don't know why....but i'm sooo nervous about all this.
i mean, i could have waited to write an entry on blogger, but i knew i couldn't sleep if i didn't release this stress that i had from this conditional offer. my friends say i have nothing to worry about. but are they just saying that because they don't want me to be completely freaking out over a conditional offer? sighs. i mean....i know why i feel sooo stressed. if this acceptance were to come last year, i knew for sure i would have said yes without even thinking about n e other university that i applied to. but maybe that's the problem. maybe it's because i was too sure of myself, and GOD didn't want me disappointed if i didn't make it into what i truly wanted sooo much. i don't know...can't always drag reasoning with something maybe GOD this or maybe GOD that. just isn't right.
at least for now i'm sure, i know i will not be slacking off a whole lot. i want to be accepted....who wants to be rejected aye? at least meet the requirement for your early acceptance...if not, it's going to make you look bad. but not only looking bad...feeling bad. feelings last longer than looks. looks from others come and go, and if they truly want to understand you, they will understand what happened to cause such a rejection.
i must have confidence in myself. But most IMPORTANTLY, confidence in GOD. i NEED to start praying alot more. I NEED to start having devotions that actually mean more. I NEED to build up a better relationship between MY HEAVENLY FATHER and I. NOW IS THE TIME TO CHANGE OLD HABITS AND MAKE THEM NEW AND LONG LASTING.
i need a hug...sigh....
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
shopping
well now....no one really needs to know my business and what not. but i went shopping today. egh....none of you really need to know what i bought....so i won't tell you. muhahaha. yupz yupz la. how fun aye?!?!? muhaha. yayay!!!
yupz yupz. rather fun la. muhahaha. yupz yupz. well....will be going shopping in toronto tomorrow....ho0w fun aye!?!?!? yeah yeah!!!!
yupz yupz. rather fun la. muhahaha. yupz yupz. well....will be going shopping in toronto tomorrow....ho0w fun aye!?!?!? yeah yeah!!!!
Monday, March 14, 2005
想要愛你
你的頭髮垂在耳邊 風輕輕吹遮住了眼
溫柔的眼神有些疲倦但很美
我的祝線在你的臉 你太認真沒有發現
閃爍的眼神 此刻你在想著誰
不捨看見你為愛憔悴 為愛掉眼畦u能給你安慰 默默守在身邊
想要疼你每天每天 想要愛你永遠永遠
在有生之年 何時你才會發現
想要抱你每天每天 想要愛你永遠永遠
你所有心願 我都會奮不顧身 去完成
你的頭髮垂在耳邊 風輕輕吹遮住了眼
溫柔的眼神有些疲倦但很美
我的祝線在你的臉 你太認真沒有發現
閃爍的眼神 此刻你在想著誰
不捨看見你為愛憔悴 為愛掉眼畦u能給你安慰 默默守在身邊
想要疼你每天每天 想要愛你永遠永遠
在有生之年 何時你才會發現
想要抱你每天每天 想要愛你永遠永遠
你所有心願 我都會奮不顧身 去完成
想要疼你每天每天 想要愛你永遠永遠
擁著你入睡 睡著了幫你蓋被
想要抱你每天每天 想要愛你永遠永遠
你所有心願 我都會奮不顧身 去完成
溫柔的眼神有些疲倦但很美
我的祝線在你的臉 你太認真沒有發現
閃爍的眼神 此刻你在想著誰
不捨看見你為愛憔悴 為愛掉眼畦u能給你安慰 默默守在身邊
想要疼你每天每天 想要愛你永遠永遠
在有生之年 何時你才會發現
想要抱你每天每天 想要愛你永遠永遠
你所有心願 我都會奮不顧身 去完成
你的頭髮垂在耳邊 風輕輕吹遮住了眼
溫柔的眼神有些疲倦但很美
我的祝線在你的臉 你太認真沒有發現
閃爍的眼神 此刻你在想著誰
不捨看見你為愛憔悴 為愛掉眼畦u能給你安慰 默默守在身邊
想要疼你每天每天 想要愛你永遠永遠
在有生之年 何時你才會發現
想要抱你每天每天 想要愛你永遠永遠
你所有心願 我都會奮不顧身 去完成
想要疼你每天每天 想要愛你永遠永遠
擁著你入睡 睡著了幫你蓋被
想要抱你每天每天 想要愛你永遠永遠
你所有心願 我都會奮不顧身 去完成
suicidal
sighs sighs. so it happens that one of my friends is suicidal. sighs sighs. well...more than one. but either way....that is not cool. i mean...thoughts of taking your own life come up at least in your life....but you must learn restraint and discipline. crap...i sound like my english teacher.
but n e whoo....i can't do n e thing to make people not think the way they do. sighs sighs. but....all i can say is that you are not the only one...i've been where you are...more than just once....sighs sighs.
but n e whoo....i can't do n e thing to make people not think the way they do. sighs sighs. but....all i can say is that you are not the only one...i've been where you are...more than just once....sighs sighs.
hm...
but whether or not that i am not healthy...it really depends on the amount of calories i intake....so really....i could still be healthy....i just need to find how to do the calculations....i should ask my sister, she would know for sure how to do the calcuations for recommended daily intakes. muhahaha...
i don't know....there's sooo much that i would want to do in univeristy, but there is soo much i would be unwilling to spend time on...
wanna get into waterloo....don't know why....i just do...sighs...sad aye? but whatever...my sister got accepted to every uni she applied to...watch me only get accepted to the one i most don't wanna go to=.= args...
i don't know....there's sooo much that i would want to do in univeristy, but there is soo much i would be unwilling to spend time on...
wanna get into waterloo....don't know why....i just do...sighs...sad aye? but whatever...my sister got accepted to every uni she applied to...watch me only get accepted to the one i most don't wanna go to=.= args...
malnurished...
crappers...sighs sighs.....i'm not a very healthy person after all. sighs sighs. yeah....well i'm not surprised that i don't eat at least 2000 calories a day.....and most calculations are calculated on a 2000 calorie per day diet...but n e whoo.... i think i haveta keep a record of all the things i eat. because i can't let myself wither or over indulge in foods=.= how fun aye?? args.....
the daily recommended daily intake are....
calories=2000
protein=50g
carbohydrates=300g
fat=60g
vitamin a= 5000IU
vitamin c= 60mg
thiamin= 1.5mg
riboflavin= 1.7mg
niacin= 20mg
folate= 400ug
calcium= 1000mg
iron= 18mg
zinc= 15mg
so here goes.... this is an average over three days...
calories= 1005.33
protein= 33g
carbohydrates= 161.33g
fat=13.33g
vitamin a= 1226.33IU
vitamin c= 59.33mg
thiamin= .713mg
riboflavin= 1.53 mg
niacin= 14.93mg
folate= 259.37ug
calcium= 361.67mg
iron= 9.33mg
zinc= 4.5mg
sighs....maybe this is why i'm always sooo tired...because i don't have enough energy to last a whole day....but then again....i can't eat alot either....hm.....whack...totally weird. but still....i'm not healthy if you were only to look at numbers. maybe that's why i take sooo long to heal....sighs....gotsta eat more healthy...
the daily recommended daily intake are....
calories=2000
protein=50g
carbohydrates=300g
fat=60g
vitamin a= 5000IU
vitamin c= 60mg
thiamin= 1.5mg
riboflavin= 1.7mg
niacin= 20mg
folate= 400ug
calcium= 1000mg
iron= 18mg
zinc= 15mg
so here goes.... this is an average over three days...
calories= 1005.33
protein= 33g
carbohydrates= 161.33g
fat=13.33g
vitamin a= 1226.33IU
vitamin c= 59.33mg
thiamin= .713mg
riboflavin= 1.53 mg
niacin= 14.93mg
folate= 259.37ug
calcium= 361.67mg
iron= 9.33mg
zinc= 4.5mg
sighs....maybe this is why i'm always sooo tired...because i don't have enough energy to last a whole day....but then again....i can't eat alot either....hm.....whack...totally weird. but still....i'm not healthy if you were only to look at numbers. maybe that's why i take sooo long to heal....sighs....gotsta eat more healthy...
Sunday, March 13, 2005
birth
hm.....was watching some stuff with monks in it...no no....i was just listening to the theories behind human nature...not meditating on the words la....
and then this guy says....you know, i wasn't born as a monk. in fact, i wasn't born as much of any thing. only as we grow up, we make our own roles for ourselves. at the time of birth, we are blank, not completely blank because human nature is embedded in us, but as pure as we will ever be. through interaction with society or isolation from it, we assume the person we have become. through life, we only try to be as pure as we were at birth, but few ever achieve this status because they can't give up the world.
now, thinking about all that, that theory really goes for christianity.
but you can apply it the way you want...because my opinion probably won't be the same as yours.....
there's no such thing as christianity when you don't give up everything to follow GOD. wow....that was exactly the sermon today....wow.....and i put it in my own context....wow....
and then this guy says....you know, i wasn't born as a monk. in fact, i wasn't born as much of any thing. only as we grow up, we make our own roles for ourselves. at the time of birth, we are blank, not completely blank because human nature is embedded in us, but as pure as we will ever be. through interaction with society or isolation from it, we assume the person we have become. through life, we only try to be as pure as we were at birth, but few ever achieve this status because they can't give up the world.
now, thinking about all that, that theory really goes for christianity.
but you can apply it the way you want...because my opinion probably won't be the same as yours.....
there's no such thing as christianity when you don't give up everything to follow GOD. wow....that was exactly the sermon today....wow.....and i put it in my own context....wow....
homeless
hm.....well....going to toronto makes me think about all the people that live on the streets. i mean....when i think about it. i kinda wanna give them all a sandwich. i mean...that sounds stupid right? well.....i don't know....if i gave them money, how do i know that they are going to buy food and not just use it for drugs? i mean, that is kind of harsh too and i'm lumpsumming all the homeless as drug users, alcoholics and what not. but....seriously....the best i can do for them is a sandwich. i mean, that's what those soup kitchens are for. but still....wouldn't it be nice when you are having a bad time that some one gives you something that you need? i think that would be nice.
that's probably why i don't like going to toronto...i see these people and want to give them money. but you see...if i were to give every one a dollar every time i saw them on the streets begging or whatever.....i'd be sooo broke....one dollar doesn't go a long way n e more...sighs sighs....
that's probably why i don't like going to toronto...i see these people and want to give them money. but you see...if i were to give every one a dollar every time i saw them on the streets begging or whatever.....i'd be sooo broke....one dollar doesn't go a long way n e more...sighs sighs....
funny thinking
muhahaha...been thinking for a while...it's rather funny i suppose...muhahaha....but it's funny none the less.
all my guy friends have those same characteristics that i find sooo funnay.
well...maybe if all my friends were lump summed, they'd practically all be the same and all the diff.....but meh....
all my friends are brutally honest and truthful. they try to sugar coat the truth about me, but yet it always leaves a sour/bitter taste in the mouth. but i wouldn't want them n e other way.
all my friends will always bring a smile to my face. this is probably because they'd rather see a happy me than all my tears, sadness, pain, and depression. everyone is the same whether a friend or not. would you ask me what was wrong if you didn't know me and you saw me crying? i hope you will do that to some stranger the next time you see a tear stricken face. please, think of all the pain you've gone through...did you not want to share? whether or not you know them, just go up to them and ask them what's wrong....it may brighten up their day....be a friend to a stranger.
not all, but majority of my friends are anime obsessed....yeah....weird...how i end up finding all the anime obsessed people. oh wellz.... it's something to fill their time i suppose...
muhahaha. i don't know...can't categorize all my friends into categories....but then again... where do i fit in with all of them....i kinda don't fit in n e where.
i am just there being me. the way i am loved the best....being me. but how have i lived my life? as a child...i hated myself...i hated everything about me....but with maturity....i find...why shall i be like everyone else? why should i ask for others to love me? if they don't love me, they have thier own reasons. maybe it's their own fault, or maybe we were never compatible to be friends at all.
love and respect are things that can never be demanded. if they were, it is only out of bitterness and spite that we follow and obey. humans, by nature, are mutinous to leaders, order, rules and rulers. by nature, we want to be our own rulers. by nature, we don't want to follow orders. by nature, we are not disciplined. by nature, we are chaotic. but i don't think everyone shares my views. but....those are my views. my view of the human race is very dark...very black. but why do i try to be sympathetic to a race of people that think i'm less than the dust in the air? why do i care so much for others when i am less than nothing in the eyes of others?
suppose questions like that about myself can't be answered by n e one except myself.... wha...wo hun chi guai de....=.=
all my guy friends have those same characteristics that i find sooo funnay.
well...maybe if all my friends were lump summed, they'd practically all be the same and all the diff.....but meh....
all my friends are brutally honest and truthful. they try to sugar coat the truth about me, but yet it always leaves a sour/bitter taste in the mouth. but i wouldn't want them n e other way.
all my friends will always bring a smile to my face. this is probably because they'd rather see a happy me than all my tears, sadness, pain, and depression. everyone is the same whether a friend or not. would you ask me what was wrong if you didn't know me and you saw me crying? i hope you will do that to some stranger the next time you see a tear stricken face. please, think of all the pain you've gone through...did you not want to share? whether or not you know them, just go up to them and ask them what's wrong....it may brighten up their day....be a friend to a stranger.
not all, but majority of my friends are anime obsessed....yeah....weird...how i end up finding all the anime obsessed people. oh wellz.... it's something to fill their time i suppose...
muhahaha. i don't know...can't categorize all my friends into categories....but then again... where do i fit in with all of them....i kinda don't fit in n e where.
i am just there being me. the way i am loved the best....being me. but how have i lived my life? as a child...i hated myself...i hated everything about me....but with maturity....i find...why shall i be like everyone else? why should i ask for others to love me? if they don't love me, they have thier own reasons. maybe it's their own fault, or maybe we were never compatible to be friends at all.
love and respect are things that can never be demanded. if they were, it is only out of bitterness and spite that we follow and obey. humans, by nature, are mutinous to leaders, order, rules and rulers. by nature, we want to be our own rulers. by nature, we don't want to follow orders. by nature, we are not disciplined. by nature, we are chaotic. but i don't think everyone shares my views. but....those are my views. my view of the human race is very dark...very black. but why do i try to be sympathetic to a race of people that think i'm less than the dust in the air? why do i care so much for others when i am less than nothing in the eyes of others?
suppose questions like that about myself can't be answered by n e one except myself.... wha...wo hun chi guai de....=.=
toronto
so...well let's see...we're going to toronto on wednesday!!! can you believe it?!?! but...well...if val was home, i'd be going down town with val..because we did last year or the year before...sighs...
but i know val is having a great time in europe!!! and if she isn't i really hope that she is.
for the summer, i don't really know whether or not i should go to england or not. my mom thinks i should go see the world. but i don't know...will it be convenient?!?! i mean...i'd be staying with family that i have not known since i was 2 and half....so how familier will i be with them? but i suppose there is this unspoken bond just because we are family i suppose. should i go? but i'm going to hk next year to get my hk id la. hm.... what do you people think?
well now, back to toronto....my mommy is giving me her card to go shopping with.
so we are gonna go to heartland on tuesday...i would ask jacky like i did last year...but my mommy got pissed off last year because it was supposed to be a mother daughter thingy and i invited a friend....so yeah....XPXP
n e whoo...there's not that i would be buying in heartland really. i'd just be having a bonding session with my mommy. well the clothes that i bought, my mommy thought i would wait to wear them...but then again...my mommy knows i'm not that type of person...and she knows that i have tons of clothes to bring to uni as is.... but yeah....
what i need....are like underclothing....args=.= personal hygiene things..not that you people needed to know...just a sabina thing to state. meh= open...to what extent..only for you to figure out yourself.
but yeah...
going to toronto...i shouldn't be spending that much money. i will have my mother's card...and that's probably gonna be most expenses paid n e ways....but then i have have 2 months and a half of allowance...so yeah....that's good...yeah....180ish in cash...100 in card....therefore...280ish....but i'm not going to use all that....mainly gonna use the card for purchases...if n e that is....and then my own money for food....my own money for busing, my own money for other things like that. sighs....
sometimes, i'm just tooo friendly.
but i know val is having a great time in europe!!! and if she isn't i really hope that she is.
for the summer, i don't really know whether or not i should go to england or not. my mom thinks i should go see the world. but i don't know...will it be convenient?!?! i mean...i'd be staying with family that i have not known since i was 2 and half....so how familier will i be with them? but i suppose there is this unspoken bond just because we are family i suppose. should i go? but i'm going to hk next year to get my hk id la. hm.... what do you people think?
well now, back to toronto....my mommy is giving me her card to go shopping with.
so we are gonna go to heartland on tuesday...i would ask jacky like i did last year...but my mommy got pissed off last year because it was supposed to be a mother daughter thingy and i invited a friend....so yeah....XPXP
n e whoo...there's not that i would be buying in heartland really. i'd just be having a bonding session with my mommy. well the clothes that i bought, my mommy thought i would wait to wear them...but then again...my mommy knows i'm not that type of person...and she knows that i have tons of clothes to bring to uni as is.... but yeah....
what i need....are like underclothing....args=.= personal hygiene things..not that you people needed to know...just a sabina thing to state. meh= open...to what extent..only for you to figure out yourself.
but yeah...
going to toronto...i shouldn't be spending that much money. i will have my mother's card...and that's probably gonna be most expenses paid n e ways....but then i have have 2 months and a half of allowance...so yeah....that's good...yeah....180ish in cash...100 in card....therefore...280ish....but i'm not going to use all that....mainly gonna use the card for purchases...if n e that is....and then my own money for food....my own money for busing, my own money for other things like that. sighs....
sometimes, i'm just tooo friendly.
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